Monday, September 13, 2010

Getting the right motivation

It's all good now!
I am happy, you are happy.
So now all I got to say again is, time will tell.
Everything just fits so perfectly from now on.
But till that day, I will work hard and have no distractions.
And I hope my life puzzle will continue fitting one by one.
I used the word "hope" though.
But I know no matter what, I will achieve my goal.
Don't you agree?
Fitting a puzzle may be tough, but looking at a complete puzzle just gives you a sense of achievement.
And that is the sense of achievement I'm going to work hard to.

Today marks the first day of mugging.
And getting back all my results, I was more than pleased.
Because I thought that it would be all that bad.
Because of all the thoughts I had before papers and during papers.
I'm lucky this round.
But I know things can be better.
I'm going to work harder to achieve my goals.
So today first thing in the morning, got back History paper first.
The paper I had no confidence at all because I just couldn't concentrate during the paper.
But wow! I got 33/50.
A jump of 2 grades!
From c5 to b3 :D
Then after that it was maths.
I kind of know what's my grade for A maths.
B3.
The mind block on that day just killed me.
It wasn't that bad either.
So got back physics too.
B3.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I thought I can score an A1.
That freaking section B of paper 2.
But come on, I only spent 1 hour studying for physics.
Then it was recess.
So went to canteen and saw all friends.
And man, how do guys react when they see each other when school reopens?
Stand there and talk while some people just go raping other people.
LOL.
Wing went to rape Sylvester.
Okay it's damn funny, the first day of school and Sylvester got bullied.
Raped to the ground man.
Wing's such a bully.
So after the commotion, Chong Yu and I went to get our food.
Pineapple rice and chicken chop?
Not really worth the money though.
$2.50.
But, once bitten twice shy and thus, I'm never going to buy that again.
So after eating, went to buy drink and went walking around walking with Chong Yu.
Then went in 405 and hugged that stupid Kelvin.
Some stupid conflict in dota LOL.
But come on, Ivan is right.
Guys are not petty unlike girls. OOOPPPPPPS.
Not all girls are though :D
By saying this all the girls reading this will just think, "HAH! I must be the "not all" girls. I'm nice!"
Okay so after Chong Yu went back class while I continued walking with Zhi Yang.
Walked to toilet then walked back.
Then CE lesson.
Damn bored.
ELMS thing again.
Then did my physics TYS.
So after CE lesson was Chemistry.
I was quite worried.
Cause there's 17 A1s in my class.
And I'm afraid I'm not one of them.
Then when Mr Chew flashed the MCQ marks.
I got 33/40.
Was thinking not bad but can be better.
Then I thought to myself, hmm at least 57 marks for my paper 2 to get A1.
Then I took my section A 33 then I jitao seh.
That means I must get at least 24/30 for essay which is like mad.
Then I took it up, 25/30.
WOOOOOOOOO, went crazy.
The first time I got an A1 for science.
Yipppeeee!
Okay so after chemistry went to have lunch with Kelvin and Jun Wen at kopitiam.
While Wing, Kenny and Hong Joo went to eat at the bak kut teh.
Ate cai fan and then later Zong Han, Hardi and Peter joined us.
No chinese lessons for today for them so they came and joined us.
Eat and talked about soccer.
So after eating, they were talking about the prom night.
Discussing about the price and stuff.
SHOULD I GO?
$70+ dollars leh ):
Grad night more worth it.
So they talked about champions day also.
Then crapped awhile at the bubble tea shop then went back school.
Played soccer!
Woot.
Kelvin, zong han, wing and me one team VS Hong Joo, Kenny and 2 sec 2s.
Conceded two goals because no defenders.
Then no more.
All save.
Wah I tell you, Zong Han played damn well.
Kelvin too.
Then later Zhi Yang joined in and we played even better.
The 5 musketeers! Too bad Hardi not with us LOL
BUT WING DID GREAT TOO.
All on form.
Crazy.
So after soccer, all of them went for remedial.
So I didn't know where to go.
Went up 401, don't feel like studying there even though there's some classmates studying.
Still prefer studying at canteen but canteen totally no one.
So I went to sit alone and study, wishing that after their remedial they will come study.
But obviously they didn't.
So studied for alone for like 1/2 hour or so.
Later Chin Yue and Jerome came.
Chin Yue went back home after studying awhile only.
So studied with Jerome.
2 people.
Great studying atmosphere with no distractions.
Then later Jerome went back at 6+.
So actually wanted to sit with Vincent and Ryan they all but decided to sit alone.
I guess it would be more productive.
So studied all the way until 8.
ALONE.
Okay I'm not trying to emphasise that I feel lonely or whatever not.
Then later Mr Zhuang came and he really encouraged me.
He came and asked me about my prelim.
Then he asked me to jia you jia you.
Such a short encouragement but I could feel the force.
I think it's because it had really been a long time since somebody encouraged me.
Really appreciated it!
Thanks fat boy! :D

So after studying, went back home.
And yup. I'm here.
Feel like playing the guitar!
Yes!
Bye people.

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