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It's like when you wake up

And you ask yourself.
How are you?
Two replies.

I have nothing to begin with

But now I have emotions.
I see the hurt of pain.
But now I see the joy of happiness.

It's something.

I'm thinking

Thanks for being around again.
Sorry for you to feel you aren't supposed to be around.
As hard as I tried, I can only be concerned but never truly understand.
Sorry that you've to be with yourself.
Thanks for opening up to a seemingly small request but it probably means a lot for you and I .
I want you to keep trying, yet I don't want you to feel like this.
But if I don't make you try, I'm not rational as a human.
It seems like there's no solution to coming out of this cycle.
The saving and then the rejection.
But I guess I'm just going to try for as long as I can.
If it makes a difference then it will.
If it doesn't I'm glad I did.
So bear with me.
For as long as you can.
I'll be here.
For as long as I can.

"The only whole heart

is a broken heart"

It's nobody's fault

But instead the reactions from the external world and the internal world.
And I guess it brings us back to this thing called the 'perceived reality'.

I am back

My phone is back