Monday, June 26, 2023

Beautifully written

The visual art in this film was just insane.

And I think the portrayal of Mile's emotions as we journey through the film was amazing.

How big problems kept getting bigger.

And you can really feel the seriousness of the issue building up.

I think the whole idea of Mile being so lonely was captured really well.

The betrayal of Gwen, the betrayal of every single person and that no one understood what he truly stood for.

That feeling of loneliness as if he was the only sane person in his own world hit me very hard.

His ideation of the world was completely wrecked.

And felt as if whatever he was taught growing up was being torn apart.

I can only imagine the pain he was feeling.


And just right before the movie, I was just contemplating about this concept.

About whether I am a different version of myself or is it a dimensional shift when I'm like this.

Is it me or the surrounding changed?


And I think about it logically, of course it's me.


Aight, idk what I'm taking about anymore.

Gonna chill on the train with Spiderverse's OST.

So good.


Definitely a close one to EEAAOO.


Sunday, June 25, 2023

REAL BAD

 Been a fucking long time since I've been like this.

Honestly just really glad to be able to cry like this again after so many years.

You guys asked me why, all I can say it's an addition of every fucking thing that's bothering me.

And I thank all of you for just being there right beside me.

So... thank you.

You guys know who u r.

Thursday, June 22, 2023

Key points from today's journalling

 "Feels like everyone is trying their best in life.

And I look at myself and wonder if I'm even trying at all.

Why do I always feel like the whole world is moving forward except for me.

Because it's facts, or what?"

Saturday, June 17, 2023

I kept thinking

That you two were similar.

Now I know,

it's the demon living inside that is.


And it's very wrong of me to associate every single thing.

Saturday, June 10, 2023

LOL

 






This came out when I googled.

I wonder

Where I'd score in the abstract concept of Universal Pain Spectrum.