August.
Probably feeling like shit because sometimes I'm not adulting as well as those around me.
But I told myself never to let life be a race with the people around me, the community and the society.
I'll remind myself to do things my own pace.
Past few days have been too real it became intense.
I guess it's almost 2 1/2 years I've spoke my heart out to someone.
Nevertheless, still felt good that I've finally said it.
Okay, not that I actually wanted to say it so early on.
But the question was just too tough to answer.
And I guess the biggest reason was I could never lie to someone I care about.
Whether or not I've said everything I wanted to say,
or whether I was in the right state of mind when I say it,
I just hope that things doesn't turn too uncomfortable.
And I guess I'm gonna be the one who think more about this ha ha.
Just hope things will turn out well regardless the road ahead.
Heads been in a weird space I think.
I think I've been running on auto pilot lately.
Need to do what I did when I had covid.
Really just stop and think about everything that's happening around me.
And just slow the fuck down.
