Friday, January 7, 2022

"It's as if I only have a few hours of sober each day."

 Read back on my previous post.

And that's the line that is resounding.


I feel shitty when I see people in the industry being so 'happy' and 'successful'.

And doing all the things I love to do.

And I'm stuck here in my own head.


Oh yes, happy new year.

No resolution, no goal setting.

Just...

Another year I guess.


Whenever I see myself from the outside, I feel so pitiful.

This guy is just full of hurt.

And it's struggling to even stay afloat.


But society doesn't accept just staying afloat isn't it.


I'm tired.

But I can never get a good rest.


I'm just ranting.

Ugh.