Of this lifestyle.
Hate doing nothing the whole day.
Fucking hate myself.
Falling deeper and deeper.
Don't find joy in anything I do anymore.
Every fucking job feels like a chore to me.
I hate it.
I hate this.
There's so much hate I am feeling.
Can't express this feeling enough.
Can't wait for the 1 week break I'm giving myself.
I need to stop this toxic lifestyle and realign my life.
Fucking old already still act like a kid.
Seriously.
Fucking kill yourself.
