Sunday, March 14, 2021

AH!

As it crawls through the bloodstream,

It beats faster and faster.

AH!

A scream won't stop it.

It seems so unstoppable.

It continues crawling.

Nothing can stop it.

All these flashbacks, they're rolling out like film.

I feel so expressive now.

And maybe I don't want this to stop.

AH!

The heart is making it uncomfortable.

It is a familiar place.

That I haven't visited in awhile.

It is a strange haven.

But this is where I ought to be.

Let it flow.

Let it flow all out.

Even if it brings shivers.

I can see the story so clearly.

It is so heartbreaking.

AH!

"It's been long since I felt this happy."

I felt those words.

We were in the same world.

Even if it was a split second.

Take care my brother.




Monday, March 8, 2021

Expression

Ah, drawing based on from how I felt it
In that color I chose myself
In the morning surrounded by a sleepy atmosphere
The blue sky I visited
To say that I like the things I like
It is scary and I can’t help it
But, I fеlt that

I had met my true self


Maybe not the best translation, but the song has made me question about film as art instead of career.

Great to have random reminders from the things I see everywhere in my waking life.

It was all meant as a form of expression at the start.

It isn't supposed to be what it is now.

Gotta stay strong.

Gotta stay so fucking strong in this world.


Wednesday, March 3, 2021

YOASOBI

I'm sorry to you.

For not taking care of you.

For sweeping problems under and

Pretending that everything is fine.

I didn't give you the space to breathe.

I locked you in the room for hours.

I gave you the same old toxic habits every day.

I didn't think of you.


You were screaming to me.

You said you were trapped.

I drowned your screams even more.

It was honestly pleasuring to not hear you again.

But not for long.

I kinda missed you.

Where are you?

Will you do that scream again?


We should reconnect soon.