Different reality

With different condition of the mind.

Perceptive reality.

Addicted to using this phrase hahaha.

Thanks WL for last night!

後來的我們

只期待 後來的你 能快樂
那就是 後來的我 最想的
後來的我們 依然走著
只是不再並肩了
朝各自的人生 追尋了

Two different events

Two different places

But same time

Good luck Andy!

"Lost love

is still love, Eddie. It takes a different form, that's all. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it."

"There can be no true communion

between two human beings. Each of us is trapped in his own body."

Not sure to trust myself

or trust what you're portraying to me.
It gets really hard at times to guess.
And sometimes even when we have the most honest conversations,
I don't know I'm doubting you or doubting myself.

I'm sorry for being this complicated.

"There's no such thing as love,

without the anticipation of loss"

Scared that I'm overthinking

Yet scarier if I'm not

Just like physics

There's no way to predict a particle's exact position at an exact timing.
The only thing we know is the probability of the particle existing at this particular position at a particular time.
Just like quantum mechanics, I guess the future is uncertain and it's not for us to predict its fate.
Life's unpredictable.
And we live it on a day to day basis not knowing exactly what's going to happen next.
We just have to be where fate brings us.

"He wakes up in the morning

and he has a fresh new world to work with, but he has something else, too. He has his yesterday."

Tears of thoughts

Empty right after.
Not sure empty is good or bad.

Hope she's asleep

And not worrying for me.
So that I can fall asleep too.

不够成熟坦白

情况多坏

都不肯醒来

Lol

To dream about a road accident on a motorcycle suggests facing an unexpected risk. This will is providing you with a fear of getting hurt. This can indicate difficult times both physically or emotionally.

Emotional connection

Seems like my everyday's thoughts and emotions depends on you.

"Fairness,"

he said, "does not govern life and death. If it did, no good person would ever die young."

Well

Read through the posts I posted after knowing you.
Feels kind of interesting to see how different things are now.
It's real nice to be open.
Yet kind of scared you close it.

Distorted Reality

I guess this platform will just serve as a place for distorted reality.
Things that happen in real life but not in my mind.
If you all feel like you all need to talk to me about my mind, I guess I'm open to talk.
Just that how many of you would actually care right?
Hahahaha.
It's just a pretentious world out there.
Some of you would probably care after reading this.
Thanks for the effort.
But normally it just feels like y'all are brushing the shallow thoughts in my mind.
Ask and forget kind of thing.
Asking for the sake of catching up?
Then what's the point?
Where's the true concern?
Okay I think I'm just feeling a little too much tonight.
But I guess nights where I feel like this is the truest I'll ever be.
Don't get offended if you feel as if I'm talking about you.
Good night.

你要离开

我知道很简单

Wew

Everyone's playing pokemon go everywhere.
It's quite annoying.
As in the image of people glued to their phone.
Virtual reality, virtual socialising.
It's weird.
Really weird.

Night of Jack Daniels

It was nice catching up with my ODAC friends.
Glad I actually made an effort to meet them.
Finally saw Jon ong after so long.
People do change and it's kinda interesting hearing other people's story.
And rant whatever I want to them.
Hahaha.
So nice to see everyone again.
Missing the adventurous side of us.
Even though the talk about northern island kayaking was so short it was nice talking about it.
But yet again strangers are nice to talk to with a little bit of alcohol.
Hahaha it's strange how I feel the same with or without alcohol about you.
It's nice in a way.
Really just hope our friendship can last long.
And hope you won't be awkward with me around you.
But yet again no one knows about the future.
It's nice to drown in alcohol sometimes.
But definitely not a solution
Quite a great night.
Good night.

Bali

This second time to bali was really quite different from the previous one.
As much as we stayed in the same villa and do similar stuffs.
It's really quite a lazy unplanned trip which was quite fun.
Well the other trip was kind of interesting too.
If you know what I mean hahaha.
Not really bonding as I would liked or imagined it to be because everyone using phone HAHAHA.
But nevertheless it was a good getaway for me to relax before school starts.
Not sure whats the last mod I'm taking still hahaha.
Overall this trip was really relaxing.
Riding scooter around, eating, massaging.
See some (1) scenery HAHAHA.
Took some nice photos.
But yeah back in Singapore feels kinda good as well.
Mixed feelings before school start.
Hope this sem will be a good sem too.
Quite glad with myself that I've cut a lot of drinking.
Means my thoughts are kind of clear and don't need any alcohol to get me by.
Quite a nice feeling haha.
Excited for my last few days of holidays!
Hahaha shall go shit and sleep.
Good trip!
Thanks Fred cyue and ping teck for the 4d3n!!
See y'all soon in ntu I guess HAHA.
#lifeoftheonlynusguy

Trip

This trip made me understand myself a little better.
It makes me know that I've always been very reliant on people just that I've always been trying to fake it.
Like oh I'm okay drinking alone, I'm okay doing things alone.
But in actual fact I need people to talk to.
It brings out my inner emotions and makes life life. 
No wonder I always tell so many people of the stuffs I feel etc.
Scared that friends leave me.
Try my best to catch up.
Weww.
Heavy night.
   

Lived your life for a day

The pain you go through