Hormones

It feels weird that I'm actually 20 now and somehow out of the rebellious teenage phase.
It feels weird that I'm having less emotions day after day.
It feels weird that I don't know how to smile genuinely sometimes.
What kind of phase in life is this?
I missed the school days where I used to have problems, celebrations, emotions.
Hormones is really a good drama series.
Didn't expect so many memories from secondary school to come rushing back like that.
Would you believe if I told you I still dream of you and I still miss you sometimes?
It has almost been 5 years.
Separate ways as we are right now, we are nothing but strangers.
We have nothing to do with one another anymore,
except my memories of you.
..........

Be glad you're living in freedom.

You might be thinking,
Ah, let's just skip this link.
But no, give some time for it.
I'm sure you'll thank me.
It's a long story, but finish it.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/asia/northkorea/11138496/Escape-from-North-Korea-How-I-escaped-horrors-of-life-under-Kim-Jong-il.html

ALCOHOL

Alcohol really causes trouble.
That time phuket, now again.
I really need to learn how to control.
Sorry mum and dad for making you all worry / angry.