Confidence

Hahahaha.
Just got some confidence for Brunei.
Not that scared anymore.
And the reason is....

All these supports from my friends.

And those people who messaged me.

Thanks so much man.

I'm not going to let you all down.

I WILL GET THE FUCKING BADGE!!!!!!!!!

And weilun's comment especially, made me feel that I'm more capable than what I think I am.

THANKS!

Shall take this brunei trip as a vacation~

CHEY!

Oh my god.

Guys, it's been a long time since I last post but this is going to be another post that you will probably see on my blog constantly for at least 3 weeks. It's really scary sometimes to see how times fly. All the weekly booking in never seem so fast, and now suddenly after all the tiring booking in and out, tomorrow I'm flying off to Brunei. The highest key event as a cadet.

To be honest, I'm damn fucking scared and not prepared for it. Seriously. I'm afraid my knee will give way during this training and cause myself to OOC. There's still a lot of things for me to learn in the next 5 months or so in OCS. I really want to stand on the parade square on the 12 April 2014 and be proud that I actually made it through this course.

These few days, I've been dreaming of Brunei. It's so damn scary. I'm actually not sure what's bothering me so much such that I'm scared. But one possibility that I have thought about is the inability to see/contact my family and friends for the next 3 weeks. But nevertheless, even if I'm ready or not, I'm going to be at T2 at 0030 today and depart Singapore at 0330. If anyone of you want to send me off, FEEL FREE! Hahahaha.

Brunei, here I come!

I promise I will take good care of myself.

And get that JCC badge.



See you all in 3 weeks time!

And wow, too much of a coincidnece

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/11/08/sleep-immune-system-body-clock_n_4235943.html Jet lag, shift work, and even late nights staring at your tablet or smartphone may be making you sick. That's because the body's internal clock is set for two 12-hour periods of light and darkness, and when this rhythm is thrown off, so is the immune system. One reason may be that the genes that set the body clock are intimately connected to certain immune cells, according to a new study. And that was what happened yesterday night, I was playing with my phone in the dark under the blanket. TOO MUCH LINK.

BRUNEI SOON

Hi all, it's going to be so soon that I'm going to Brunei. Suddenly feel all scared about the whole thing. Cause right now I'm sick with fever 38.5 degrees. What if I fall sick in Brunei, then all the training that I've put in will be put to waste. I really want that badge. That pride is so damn high. Hahahaha. OH well. Today supposed to go fishing with Ivan and Kenny but I woke up feeling cold as fuck. So went to the room without air con to sleep. Then feel hot as fuck. Then when I woke up, crawled to take my temperature and bam it was 38.5. Fucking sian. My whole body really aching damn badly, my lower back, legs, forearms, upper back, calf. All the muscles so painful. Hope I can recover fast enough to go for exercise next week. Don't want to miss out. Ok, since I'm going to be at home, might as well recover myself properly. Hopefully it gets better tomorrow! Ciaoszx

I'm a 6 months soldier!

Legitly passed the 25% of ns life already. Sometimes it may seem fast, and at times it may seem so slow. But the fact is I'm 1/4 done with NS. Anyway went to climb yesterday. Got to say I got a bit more motivation to climb now. Hahahaha. Feels good to be back. But very very weak. Like beginner. Shall continue climbing every saturday. This also means that 20 + more climbs and I'm done with OCS! How exciting? Actually less. Minus away brunei and taiwan. Less than 20 hahaha. Slowly. It sucks to count down. But always find myself doing it. Hahahaha. One of the thing that continues pushing me on in army is the belief that I will learn something from it. And indeed every here and then I'm learning new things, new values that is useful in my life. As gruesome as NS may seem, it may not be such a bad thing after all. It's all about the perspective.