Mid term pack

Amen

Wew

It's as if we really talked it out.
But reality came ringing.

Cooldown

Cooldown period = Study period.

Hahahaha.

Let's hope this is true.

Anyway enjoyed myself today with Vin, Kenny and Ivan.

Still the same shit after so many years.

Lol.

Time for a change guys.

Happy birthday Ivan!!!

22 fag.

I don't know

But is it just me that feel like that the older we grow,
The more often we tend to take a step back and look at yourself from a third person point of view.
I tend to start judging myself.
Looking at myself and analysing whether I'm a good person or a good friend etc.
Whether what I am doing is beneficial to my community or just pure time wasting bullshit.
Hahahaha.
But it's quite nice when I realised that "Oh, what I'm doing is actually quite bastard."
And then I sort of change for the better.
But anything too much is always bad for oneself.
I mean it sort of makes me more cautious of my own actions.
And that kind of translates to unreal relations with the people around me.

Still learning how to strike that balance.

Struggle

Struggle.

If only we can borrow endorphins from the past.

Every day would seem less demanding.

Tired Monday.

Late night

Thinking of you

Every morning

Eyes closed.
Heads down.
Fingernails chattering.
Dead silence.