It's been awhile

And the feeling is kind of strong today.
It's been awhile.

Impressions

First impressions are important.
But it's not everything.

Wew

22 years old this year.
If I live to 88, that means now is quarter-life crisis.
-chin yue
HAHAHA.
Yup.
So went to meet up with Chin Yue.
Went to eat good food.
I pay $20.
He pay $95.
Wew.
Thanks for the meal.
And the talk ahahahaha.

Was just thinking about my life.
It's really so routine-based now.
Don't really have time to think of things.
Most of the time just thinking of when my leg is gonna recover.
But yeah, spent some time just now reflecting.
Remember I talk about my 0MC module.
CFG1010.
Learning the "beginner's mind" thing.
It's really quite an interesting idea.
Viewing things from a whole new perspective.
It's like there's so much more to every single action we do and thoughts we think.
And recently starting to read this book "The power of thinking without actually thinking."
Feels like a psych student now.
Heheheh.
If I don't take physics I probably will be studying psychology.
But well, its too hipster for me hahah.
So yeah, was kind of thinking about life.
I realised all the happenings and daily routines around me have been covering what I really am feeling inside now.
As much as I am quite a good listener, sometimes I feel some need to find myself one.
Really feel like there's something bothering my thoughts today.
But I'm not very sure myself too.
Maybe I need a drink alone.
Yes I do.
Need to start searching deep.
Wew
Life.

Gravical 2016

It's quite a shame I didn't get to compete in 2016's gravical.
All my friends who don't compete suddenly competed.
People like Kai, Justin Mo, Yong Sheng.
So I was a little sad I couldn't join.
Even Kay Gin reappeared at MBS just now after so long just to cheer for JMO and Kai.
Congrats to JMO for being first in inter finals!
Open man liaozs.
And congrats to Yong Sheng for being first in novice finals!
Inter man liaoszx.
And yeah, congrats to Dennis for being the champion of 2016's Gravical.
All the onsight peeeeps.
Hahahaha, totally onsight style this comp.
I feel.

But anyway, felt all the psyched again.
Of climbing.
I can't wait to start training again.
I really don't know how to put it across to my parents that I'm still going to climb no matter what.
But I'll find a way.
Can't leave this passion of mine.
Still burning quite strongly.
Hahaha.

But yeah, tho I'm so jealous that people are enjoying climbing, I'm also aware that my condition now don't allow any of that thing.
I'm quite glad that people in the climbing scene actually cares about my leg.
"Eh how's your leg?"
Is one of the most common thing I've heard throughout the day.
Though people kept asking, I'm always glad that people asked.
I really appreciated that small concern.
Hahahaha.
Really miss climbing so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Sigh.
OH YA, I'm glad I got new readers to my blog.
Hor dayna?
Hor YY?
HAHAHHA.
Naise.
Thanks for suppork.
Okay good night, damn shag whole day at MBS.
But yup!
Congrats to all those who have promoted or podium!
Gravical was psyched-shit event man.
Good job to organising committee!

36 days after IM nailing

Wow.
After watching Gravical yesterday, because I stood for too long and walk too far.
My left leg actually buckled while standing up.
Somehow felt pain at the fibula.
Didn't think much of it.
Still limping my way around.
But my leg was too sore from the "non-sitting" day yesterday.
Woke up feeling so much stiffness at the fibula.
Stiffness and pain* if I must add.
Like back when I just injured the leg, while in the cast, I could just move my ankle upwards and somehow the fibula will "pop" back and the range of motion is back again.
But now, the fibula feels misaligned but it's so painful to just "pop" back like in the past.
Hopefully somewhere in the day the pain will go away.
And hopefully the buckle didn't cause any shifting of the bone.
But anyway, dreamt of me running.
Can't really remember the reason for me to run in the dream but somewhere along the line of being excited.
And wa, the feeling of running is so shiok.
Next aim I guess.
But for now, really praying the stiffness and pain in the fibula area isn't anything serious.

Wow

I really tried to type this post in Chinese.

I gave up.

Lost all my chinese writing skills.

SIGH.

Anyway, just wanted to blog because I really feel so lost and tired now.

Tired in the literal sense.

Like everyday very lethargic.

Must be the bone taking too much of me.

And lost, as in I have no motivation to study right now.

And yeah probably cause school just started.

But I don't think I have time to procrastinate this semester.

Either I start now or I going to do badly.

Having said that, doesn't mean I will start now.

I'm a sucker.

Lol.

But really I WANNA START STUDYING NOW.

Need to kick start something.

Life has been treating me quite fine now.

It's been 37 days since the fracture and I'm walking quite fine now.

Physio today and just found out I'm really bad at balancing with that injured leg now.

Lol.

And the inside of my calf are still very stiff.

The next time I see my PT would be in 2 weeks time.

Hopefully by then I'm walking more normally and quickly.

And also, by the next appointment, I CAN SEE MY BONE GROWING.

There's no sign of bone growth for now.

But I'm gonna constantly eat good and healthy.

Hahaha.

Need to start exercising I think.

I think that's the reason why I'm so lethargic everyday.

Brain not thinking.

And yes, absence of cigg.

Still getting used to it.

Oh welllllllll.

AGITATION IS REAL.

Hope this goes away soon.

Good night guys.

About fracture union

Fracture union.

We found that 157 fractures (97.5% of total fractures) united without an additional major operation. The mean time to union was 25.8 weeks (8 to 130) with 121 (75.2%) of the fractures being healed in less than six months, 20 (12.4%) between six and nine months, ten (6.2%) between nine and 12 months, and ten (6.2%) in more than 12 months.

5 weeks passed.

Hopefully next appointment can see my bones growing towards each other.

So long to next appointment.

Hahahaha.