Friday, November 2, 2012

Sci-Fi Dream

It's really one of the nicest sci-fi dream I've ever dreamt of.
It's really crazy but there are some parts that I couldn't remember.
It was really emotional and cool.

It started with me being in some secondary school.
I was a secondary school kid in some secondary school.
It was definitely not any school that I know.
I was at the atrium and there was bag lying all around.
It was results day.
Went to take O levels results.
Then went to the toilet (I really felt like peeing in real life, that's why the scene)
So went to pee and there was some malay primary school kids inside.
That is freaking noisy.
But in all the joy and laughter of the malays in the toilet, I knew I had to do something.
So I just walked out of the school and saw some of my friends.
A really random bunch.
There was Kelvin, Ying Ting, Hui Si, Nigel Ho, Wai Heng, Chin Yue and some other I forgot who.
I think we were supposed to have dinner outside school.
To celebrate?
Or maybe just to have a dinner.
But I forgot.
So I knew I had something to do.
So I rushed off quickly.

I had a team.
A team of secondary boys.
Maybe Sec 1 or 2.
I don't know why but in this dream I became a secondary 2 kid.
(Felt like a much more mature mind stuck in a kid's body)
So I was trooping with these 5 Secondary school teammates (Btw I don't know these people)
We were a team.
A team that is supposed to be trained to fight the apocalypse when it happens.
And we knew that it already happened.
Just that many people still didn't know.
We were walking down this lane, or a street.
Then suddenly we see explosives coming our way.
From the roof top of some building.
We saw it.
The machine that is going to end the world.
It is big.
The size of a SBS bus.
It looked like the alien in Alien VS Predator but it is metallic and it is able to shoot this black metal bullet at us.
The bullet was around 2m long and 50 cm wide?

It looked a little like this.
But without the red thing.
And it splitted into 3 components.
The front middle and back.
Every parts of different destruction.
And the situation was really chaotic.
My teammates were trying to fight that machine.
But our weapons were too lousy.
They climbed up this glass floor so they could aim better (Remember the machine is at the roof top).
And guess what, they've managed to avoid all the black bullets but the black bullets hit the glass.
4 of them went down and I was like fuck.
I could really feel the pain of losing teammates.
Like your friends.
Then there was this small boy (who's also in my team).
He looked a bit like Jovan.
The climber Jovan.
He looked at me.
That teary eyes.
He knew how I was feeling and I knew how he's feeling.
But in all the chaos in his eyes, I could see that he wanted badly to save the world.
So he asked me to follow him into the building where the machine was.
We ran up the staircase.
I could remember how nervous it felt like to run up the staircase.
I was panting with the small boy.
Behind the doors at the staircase.
Once we opened the door, we must fight with our lower technology weapon.
And we might die.
We might not save the world afterall.
We've trained so long for this, but 4 of our teammates are already gone.
I told him that we would enter from 3R (3rd floor rooftop)
But he told me to enter from 3.
So we went down one storey.
Wanted to shoot from below on the ledge (Because the machine was on the ledge also)
So I heed his advice and then we headed down.
To my surprise, what I've imagined on the third floor (A normal restaurant or shopping mall) was totally different.
It was the place where people have been secretly doing research on machines.
WE HAVE MACHINES TOO.

This kinda looked like the machine I was using.
But without the machine gun below.
It was flying by air.
It kinda floats.
There were a lot of machines in the 3rd floor.
The machines were moving in circles orderly on the floor.
Okay it's not even touching the floor. There's just this path for them to float in circles.
There was this scientist wearing his lab coat, with a depressed face.
He has given up.
But my friend and I were determined.
So we hopped into one of the machines and it automatically bring us out from the building.
My friend had a machine that is open-aired.
LOL.
But mine was closed-air.
He asked me to change the mode of the thing.
But my machine was already enclosed badly.
I shouted "HOW TO CHANGE?"
And all I could see was his moving lips.
Because the machine was sound proof.
So I didn't care about the problem.
The only problem we know is to kill that machine.
So the machine saw us.
He knew that we were powerful.
Shot him continuously with some rapid firing laser pulse.
Together with me and my friend was one of the workers on the 3rd floor.
He was the pro in using the machine.
He is another person that I respected.
Just cause he didn't give up.
So the three of us shot the fuck out of the machine.
And finally, the machine fell down from the roof and then disintegrated.
Came out from the machine and ran towards my right.
Saw the guy working at the 3rd floor and I gave him a hi five.
We managed to save the world.
And I guess 90% of the people in that area still didn't know what happen.
They're just living their life normally.
Turned to my left.
This part is a bit weird.
My friend is supposed to be a 13~15 yr old boy.
But in the end it became some secondary school girl.
LOL.
My teammate became a completely different person.
I ran towards her and hugged her.
Omg, that hug was really the best hug ever.
The hug represented that teamwork and also represented the end of the apocalypse.
I was really happy.
After hugging her, ran away to find my friends (Wai Heng and the weird mix of people).
It was in the night btw.
Around 10pm.
I find myself in some bar areas.
Walking around and looking at my phone, and Wai Heng's iPod.
FOR NO REASON.
And then suddenly I heard someone shout my name.
It was Hui Si and Ying Ting.
So went to sit with them and then drank.
But they didn't know that this chilling drinking session was not possible without me and my team.
And that was really emotional.
Both happy and sad.
Sad cause I lost my teammates.
Happy cause I saved the world...

HAHAHAHA.
That's my dream.
It's freaking long but I think it's damn cool la.
If you stopped reading halfway.
That's okay.
If you survived the long bullshit.
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Congrats!

Gonna go school soon! It's 11am.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

虽然我愿意



请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)


我知道考试要到了。
不因该想那么多。
可是不知道为什么每次去学校都会看到你。
想避也避不了,专左转右了但没想到会那么碰巧,始终还是遇见你。。。


Wednesday, October 31, 2012

That feeling

of not knowing what to do everyday.
And feeling disconnected from the world.
I don't know what that feeling is.
All I know is, it's not something pleasant.
Don't even feel like going school tomorrow.
A levels faster over............................
If not I would have to face more scoldings every fucking day.

Hahaha

Can't wait to watch Ah Boys to Men with my brother.
The once far away army life seems to be coming to reality.
Kinda excited for this new life.
(That is not studying at least)

zz

Fucking dulan.
Keep dota then lose then tell myself win then go study.
Then cannot fucking win.
Then cannot fucking study.
Then fucking pek cek.

Brain.
Y U NO CLEVER ABIT?

zzz

不要什么事都管得那么多行吗?
开口闭口都在骂我。
我已经18岁了。
不是你眼中里的小孩子了。
难道你还不了解吗?

人们读书为了提升自己的价值。
我们读书为了社会。
那么“书”这个字根本没有意义了。
越读越觉得自己在浪费青春。
希望都死了。