OOPS

Forgot to post yesterday.
Okay to admit it, I was just lazy.

Maybe I'm going to make my blog private.

So only I can read them ^^

See first.

Anyway, I'm heading to OGL camp soon.

Came back to bathe and eat hahaha.

Rush.

OKAY BYE SEE YOU FOLKS.
Coming back on Sunday!

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Compared to the past, I've been thinking less and less.
And because of this, sometimes I'm quite awkward.



THAT'S WHAT ALL OF YOU MIGHT SAY


But...

I came up with my own theory.
That says that when we grow older, we think less.
And because we think less, we have less problems.
But become more like an average person in the society.
I want to deviate from the society.
I don't want to be any original guy in the society.
I want to have obstacles in my life.
I kinda love the up and down life.
Instead of being mundane.
Because the happiness we feel in a roller coaster ride is much more obvious than one in a straight path.
So I want to keep thinking even when I become an adult.
I think the teenager mind is more complicated than an adult mind.
Which is a good thing.
So don't EVER stop thinking and reflecting.
Or rather, don't stop learning and understanding life!

Ubin, Rain and Livia

Yesterday was really a good day.
It started off with me waking up and then after packing, and preparing, went to bus stop.
109 came around 5 mins later and then went towards changi village.
So met Chin Yue, Wei Lun and Leon at Changi Village.
Ate bak kut teh and then went to buy stuffs to eat at Ubin.
We bought water and some bananas.
The bananas very important for our survival over there.
LOL.
So, this ubin trip was really fun.
Reminds me of the Yes We Can ubin trip.
Where it rained and we took shelter.
Then everyone was forced to talk since they couldn't do anything else.
HAHAHA.
I remembered Ivy or Tsui Yan gtg at that time.
Then we thinking how to send her over to the jetty under the rain.
Then in the end the father allowed her to stay for 1 or 2 more hours.
Hahahaha.
Okay back to yesterday, so we did a lot of stuffs there.
First we cycled to the west of ubin.
IT OPENED ALREADY.
Can go until bubuk hut.
That time me and Clement want go but then got road block.
Then sian.
But this time have already!
Interesting.
So we went there.
Saw this uber big white caterpillar.
LOL.
Quite disgusting.
It's damn hard the skin.
I tried to poke it.
Q_Q
Okay so as ODAC people, me and Chin Yue was quite good at spotting things.
As usual in and ubin trip.
He say he saw a turtle.
That one I missed it.
Hahaha.
So later we decided to go to Chek Jawa through solo night route.
Then I fell down LOL.
As in I fell down before solo night route.
The fall quite funny, like just EWWWWWW PIAK.
And the EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW PIAK happened in like 0.5 seconds.
Then I stood up as if nothing happened.
HAHA.
So went to Mammam beach to lepak.
Then after eating the bananas and drinking some water, decided to head towards Chek Jawa.
So went there and then we went to climb the Jelawi tower.
Lepak up there again.
Then Chin Yue gave me a bouldering route.
But if I dropped, I will drop 5 storeys and die.
LOL.
Damn funny.
So after lepaking, continued walking through mangrove.
High tide cannot see shit at chek jawa.
So we decided to go visitor centre.
I did buildering at the visitor centre.
I KNOW IT'S LAME.
But who cares, my passion :D
The place quite nice to climb anyway.
Sebastian would like it a lot.
HAHA.
So after lepaking at visitor centre, it started to rain, so we went back to take our bikes and cycle.
WE CYCLED UNDER THE RAIN BACK TO JELUTONG THERE.
The rain uber heavy.
Then the down slope damn scary.
But the up slope damn tiring.
Hahaha.
Surprisingly, my thighs aren't aching today.
It's my butt that is pain.
Cool.
Okay so we went all the way back to Jelutong, drenched from head to toes.
We put our bikes aside and then went down the beach near the jetty to find things.
Found a lot of creatures.
Damn cool.
Chin Yue pro sia.
MARINE BIOLOGIST-to be.
HAHA.
Okay so yup, we spent another hour there trying to hunt for small creatures.
After that took the bum boat back to mainland.
Yup, so went to eat at changi village.
Then went to Leon's condo, Livia to go and swim + sauna.
The whole idea behind this is to clean ourselves by swimming and using sauna to dry our body + pants + clothes.
Then in the end, it couldn't dry at all and I sweat like siao in the sauna.
Apparently the hand dryer dry things faster than the 80 degrees sauna.
LOL.
Okay so after that went to slack at the pool side.
THEN OGLE AT SOME GIRL IN THE GYM.
NOOOOOOO.
Okay it was not my idea.
I DIDN'T START IT.
Okay moving on, went to sports link at white sands afterwards to get the freshener ball to put in my climbing shoes.
$9 sia.
Pain.
But hope it's worth it.
OKAY THEN WENT HOME AND SLEEP.
Shall go submit I&R and that's the end of PW!
Hooray!!!!

Dreamy state everyday

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one,
I'm all alone and I need you now.

Reflections

Reflections are probably the best thing to do.

It serves as a checkpoint in life.

Have you achieved this?

Have you achieved that?

It also serves as a "homeostasis".

It brings you back to normal when you are extremely happy or extremely sad.

It's also serves a purpose like a teacher.

A lesson learnt.

Reflect from the past, learn from it.

Reflect from mistakes, learn from it.

No matter how much I rant about life being like this, it won't change.

I have to do something about it.

But sometimes, I get tired of chasing.

Chasing the dream.

It's just so tiring, to see that everything is just fake.

There's no relationship at all.

How much do I stand?
I don't want to be in this state, but what can I do?

15 months later, I will be serving the National Service.

Will I be a changed person?

I really don't know.

Will my heart stay the same?

Will my passion be the same?

Will my dreams in life be the same?

I guess these 3 things are the most important thing in my life.

I really worry about the coming few years in my life.

Mr Din assured me that I will know what I want when I come out from NS.

I really hope so man.

What I wish every 11:11, is that my efforts won't go to waste.

But I guess, I am still so insignificant in your life.

Like you want me then you take me.

I don't really want to talk to you sometimes.

It's because I'm scared that you think I'm irritating or something.

Or rather, I always wanted to talk to you.

Even if it's just a short text I will be satisfied enough.

But I really don't know what we can talk about.

AHHHHHHHH asdfdsa
I really think I will go crazy one day in my 2 years in JC.

Everything's damn weird.

Or maybe, it's just me that's weird.

Today

is quite a boring day.

I'm going to blog fast because I want to watch Cristiano Ronaldo on the facebook soccer group wall.

Hahaha.

Damn cool.

Like fight science.

Anyway, today was really nothing to do day.

Woke up, supposedly going to climb.

But in the end all don't want go.

Then just nice rain also.

Then stayed at home dota and BF3 all the way until 6+

Then dinner with Kelvin, Jun Wen, Chong Yu and Wai Heng.

Then we went to play HOTD4.

Damn fun but the gun got problem.

Cannot shake.

But at least better than AMK hub one.

Nex one stlll the best.

Tsk.

Okay then after that went home!

That's it.

Then dota with Kelvin, Ho and Fizz.

Lol.

Boring day la.

Tomorrow going to climb.

Going to give it my all!

Tough training tomorrow!

Judgement

Had the urge to blog now before I even bathe.

But it's not about my day though.

Was so inspired by Eugene somehow.

Like how this kind of person can be such a nice guy.

How he changed his life after he retain in Sec 3.

Like how he spread about Michael's thing and then feeling bad about it.

And then now becoming Michael's life adviser.

But still, people don't like each other.

Some people won't like Eugene.

Like how I won't ever like somebody.

It's because we only know to see the bad points of people.

But hardly ever see the good points of people, UNTIL you like the person.

So it's this situation when you hate the person more and more or you like the person more and more.

To change it from a hate to a like, I guess all of us have to follow the quote above.

Now that Eugene tell Michael what to do, I feel a bit guilty.

Why weren't I the one that help him first.

Like even Nicole asked me to help him but I never ever think of helping him.

Michael's damn sad actually.

Only now then I feel him.

I guess it's too late?

Cause he's going to drop out of class in 2012.

Even Eugene will be gone.

Destin gone.

Joshua gone.

Kinda sad to think that I've always made the same mistake.

Learning to cherish things at the end.

Like for 401 case, I only learn to like the class at the last week of school.

I didn't like 401 because I was closer to 203 last time.

Then now I didn't really like my class because I was comparing everyone to people from XMS.

And because I keep judging, I never had time to really cherish everyone.

Now I guess it's too late already.

9 people going to leave 11S103.

And those are the ones who are always involved in making the class fun.

I wonder how different will class be next year.

Tsk.

Shall go bathe and then do MMM proposal.

BTW 11 11 11 SUCKS.