愛我別走

我到了這個時候還是一樣，
夜裡的寂寞容易叫人悲傷，
我不敢想的太多，因為我一個人。

迎面而來的月光拉長身影，
漫無目的地走在冷冷的街，
我沒有你的消息，因為我在想你。

愛我別走，如果你說，你不愛我，
不要聽見你真的說出口，再給我一點溫柔。

愛我別走，如果你說，你不愛我，
不要聽見你真的說出口，再給我一點溫柔。

Omg damn old song.

Today has been a good day.

Let's just name a few of the significant things.

PW GROUP.

My group is wonderful man.

HAHAHA.

Physics SPA, Eugene burnt the rubber of the wire but he never say anything LOL.

Then Doctor Vaz never see also.

Then Gideon broke the mercury thermometer but luckily he's okay.

Chrystal lessons chionged my chem tutorial.

Then Wei Lun kena scold by this douche bag teacher.

For talking.

There was no PE today.

Instead, the guys stayed in class to consult Miss Liu for PI.

She's really very nice for staying late until 6pm with us.

So after consultation, went for the most awesome cheerleading session.

Now I got something to look forward to!

Cheerleading!

It's just very nice to dance.

Everyone just go crazy and be happy.

Good job guys!

If any of you reads my blog hahaha.

Oh well, good things always have to come to an end.

The good times in cheerleading will end, the good times in class will end too.

Oh I forgot to mention the fun I had in class today.

I know it's kinda ironic compared to my post yesterday.

Hahahha.

Today, Celestine, Chai and I we all used the F language to talk.

THEN WE ALSO LAUGH LIKE A BITCH.

Like really.

Those freaking annoying laughter.

New trend ah HAHAHA.

We starting new trend.

Then we really imitate the Stacy from the other class until damn good.

Like how she talk and how she pout.

HAHAHA.

Likka funny.

Oh well, let's just hope school is as fun as today all the day.

Then I would have something to look forward to at least.

School without work = best lepak place to be.

But that's only a theory.

Because it's impossible to have a school without work.

If not it won't be called a school in the first place.

So after cheerleading, went to White Sands to get myself a yam milk tea.

Nice.

Oh there was Nicole, Cheryl, Valerie, Wei Lun, Chin Yue and Leon.

Tomorrow going Leon's house.

Sexciting!

I shall go sleep soon.

After I eat I think.

Damn hungry.

Random fact of the day:

I just did a reality check. If you get it.

JC

JC life is one of the most sickening period in life.

There's just no ups or downs.

Either you survive the two years lifeless or you survive it with forceful happiness.

It's like a cycle.

And the cycle is kind of balanced with socialising, work and fun.

Don't let these three words make you think that it's okay.

Socialising-

It's the period of time where you are kind of cautious about the friend you make. This is unlike in Secondary 1 where everyone is just your friend. There's just no barrier because everyone is just behaving truthfully. And because we are all cautious about the friends we make, sometimes we really forget the true meaning of friendship. It's not about being well-liked by your peers, but instead, being yourself in front of your peers. I guess that's the most important thing for me.

Work-

PI PI PI. That's the only thing we know how to complain. Of course we complain about the workload that's given to us. It's never ending. It just keeps piling up and up until you have hardly any time to have fun. The work just sucks. You have two options - Do or die. And because we are too busy with work, we try to find fun in our life. That brings me to the next word.

Fun-

Fun is just the enjoyable part of JC life. Fun comes from your CCA, your class and anywhere that is not associated with work. But when do we really stop thinking about our work. During our CCA, during class outings? Come to think of it, do we even have a time where we totally forget about our work and enjoy the true meaning of fun? And what's worst is that some of us lacked the fun in life and we try to force it out. Forced happiness, forced jokes, forced laughters. And we ask ourselves, when are we real?

The cycle never stops. Everything becomes so fake. The fun becomes fake, the happiness becomes fake, the socialising aspect becomes fake. But what remains real is the amount of workload. We do not have time to even get out from the freaking cycle. The fake life we are living. Ask yourself, when are you being truthful to yourself. When are you trying to be part of a group by behaving like the group. It's just ain't real. The only way out of the cycle, is to find a really good friend who has the same problem as you. To spend time talking to each other. Share your problems, don't be scared. Talk cock, have fun. And what you will feel is warmth, the feeling of acceptance and appreciation, which is out of the cycle. Freedom.

Thanks Jun Wen for the 1 hour + talk.

:D

Meet up soon.

Maggie Mee

is essential for a hungry man before a good night sleep.

OH EM GEE

Jia Lat.

How how how?

It's like 10.45pm and I just finished playing with Rhino.

And I just bathe.

What?

Am I going to do my homework or not????

I just changed my spectacles.

Vegetables.

Are good for health.

I damn tired.

I want to sleep.

But then I still got physics assignment haven't do yet.

Then tomorrow have to wake up at same timing to go school to do Chinese.

OKAY I KNOW.

I shall wake up earlier and then go school earlier to do physics assignment.

Wah likka idea.

Anyway, tomorrow I will be going to bouldering with Secondary school friends.

Sexicting!

Oh and I learnt the F language today.

DAMN FUN.

And today damn funny, because I just realised the whole class is against red.

HAHAHA.

Anyway, I need to start listening in lectures.

Suck sia.

I thought I could pass my Chemistry.

Sigh.

I cannot promise that "I would pay more attention in class"

Because I know somehow rather I would start drawing and be distracted.

Everyday sit like a boss in the LT.

No notes copied.

That worked in the past because I really listened 100%

Now I sit like a boss and think of other things.

How can sia.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Aiya.

You know, I wanted to say "Aiya nevermind, let's carry on with life and see what happens"

THEN I REALISED IT'S TOTALLY WRONG TO SAY THAT.

I shall listen more attentively.

And stop observing people.

HEHEHE.

OKAY GOOD NIGHT.

Random fact of the day:

I skipped dinner and I AM HUNGRY AND GRUMPY.

JUBEAT

HI GUYS.

I'VE AN INTERESTING STORY TO SHARE.

BUT FIRST READ MY POST.

11:11PM NOW BTW.

*make a wish*

So let's see.

Woke up at 8am, and I remembered my dream.

Quite weird dream.

Of me holding a butter knife which is alive and scared of big cats.

Then I went to this arcade in my dream and there was a super big black bear inside guarding the entrance.

HAHA.

But cannot remember fully la.

So after that went back to sleep.

Then woke up at 10.30am.

Used the computer, had breakfast.

All the way until like 11.30am?

Then went to bathe and then went to low's house.

HO CAME BACK.

He looked the same.

Likka fag.

HAHA.

So after that, waited for low to pack all his stuff and then off we go.

Meeting time : 12pm

Meeting Venue: Dhoby Ghaut.

LOLOL.

Then OMG Wai Heng reached on time.

We left low's house at 12.

Then die.

Wai Heng comfirm angry.

HAHA.

So we went Hougang interchange and then took purple line to Dhoby Ghaut.

The two of them bought Tako while Wai Heng came down from the top.

So we went to the arcade first.

Played jubeat as usual.

Chong Yu came while we were playing.

Then later blah blah, Salim finally came.

So after that, all of us went to Carrefour to get food.

So buy buy buy buy buy then went off.

Chong Yu paid for everything first.

Right until now I still haven't pay him LOL.

YUP!

So we left Dhoby Ghaut and then went to red line.

Red lined to Marina Bay and then took 400 to marina barrage.

Reached and then we started having our picnics.

There was so many kites.

Then our kite fail.

LOL.

The stupid mehmeh.

So we flied kite, and eat like pig.

AIYA I DAMN LAZY TO BLOG.

Fast one.

So it was really an enjoyable day out with old friends.

Later hoho had to leave first so Chong Yu left with him.

So the 4 of us stayed and then continued playing with kite.

Then later play with Salim's iPhone.

Played tiny wing.

Damn fun!

HAHA.

So we left at around 7+?

Took the shuttle bus to MRT and then MRT-ED to Bishan.

Went to J8's Mac and had dinner there.

Spicy mc nugget.

Yummy.

So after that, went to jubeat with wai heng.

Yeah so called Jubeat.

So here's the story.

There was 4 machine.

I was like "They comfirm going to play again so I shall wait for them"

So after their first round, they put 1 more token.

I'm find with it.

But the thing is, every other machine it's the same.

Everyone's putting in new token.

So I tried to be patient and wait for another 10 minutes.

Then AGAIN, 2nd token.

I was quite angry already and I really wanted to put in one token to book my spot.

But I tried to be patient.

So wait and wait.

3rd TIME, they replace with their friend, some continued playing non-stop.

I really couldn't take it.

4 machines and they have to take it all by themselves.

So I decided to walk away and do other stuffs first.

While waiting, went to play photohunt first.

So finally, after like 1 hour or so, finally got slot.

So let Wai Heng play first.

I was like "finally, after wai heng play I can play already"

So once Wai Heng played finish, I put in my token.

Then the shop keeper asked me not to put in my card first, if not cannot take out your problem already.

So I heed his advice and I don't put in cause I kinda know he's going to close the shop.

So once I pressed the song, and when I am going to start playing, the freaking assistant go off the main electricity.

I WAS FREAKING PISSED OFF.

Like really mad.

Wanted to find trouble with the shopkeeper already.

Like REALLY.

ON THE VERGE OF SHOUTING AND REPRIMANDING THEM.

Then I told myself not to be angry.

Breath in, breath out.

Relax.

If I am going to be angry comfirm got something happen one.

So I really tried my best to be calm.

Took me around 3 minutes while walking to the MRT.

And then after that I felt so proud of myself for not shouting at them and not swearing at all.

Oh well, but I still lost $1.50 and 1 hour of my time doing nothing.

But it's okay, I learnt something!

Really happy hahaha.

So yeah, that's the story.

After that, went home with wai heng.

Took MRT.

Circle lined and then purple lined back to Buangkok.

Ran back!

And here I am.

Going to sleep soon!

Random fact of the day:

I HAVE GOOD ANGER MANAGEMENT.

NOT SURE FOR TOLERANCE THOUGH.

MOOOOO

LOL in the end I'm still lazy to post with pictures.

Oh well.

Life goes on.

Typing is so much easier HAHAha.

See la.

Okay so let's see what happened today.

Woke up at 11+

Used computer.

Bathed.

Guitar-ed.

And then used computer again while having lunch.

After that, left home and went to compass.

Upon reaching there, gave Sherine a call and then down I go to KFC.

So reached there, saw her and Rachel.

So started studying.

Studied Physics, and Maths.

Then cope some of Rachel's snackers.

Then concentrated for like 1 hour.

Which is not bad.

Then later started getting tired and distracted at the same time.

So started looking around, eavesdropping and listening to bimbotic arguments.

At first it was quite interesting to listen to the surroundings, but it became more and more boring.

So after that, start to use iPhone and stuff.

Then later Rachel left first so left me and Sherine.

So I helped her to do one Maths question.

And I felt like a genious.

LIKE OMG I SOLVED IT.

Damn happy hahaha.

Sense of achievement.

But I'm the kind of person who's damn lazy to even find the sense of achievement.

I SUCK.

Decided to leave earlier today since Sherine's mum cooked like awesome stuff for her.

So we went up to the food court.

I bought my korean cuisine and then started munching on it while she STARED at me.

I didn't realise I eat by stuffing the food in my mouth even before I finish chewing on it.

HAHA.

So yup, after eating, went straight home.

Took the lift to the first storey.

Then on the way down, I answered my query.

About the physics question about the lift slowing down on a descent.

So went to bus stop.

So 159 finally come after talking for some time.

So sent her home first before going home.

On the way, we were talking about testosterone LOL.

Damn funnnnyy.

And there was this green-litted pavilion under her house which made the atmosphere kinda eerie.

Okay la I'm just saying.

HAHAHA.

It's not really creepy.

Really.

Don't judge me.

So walked her home and then 325-ed home afterwards.

Reached home.

DOTA DOTA DOTA.

Then tadah.

Shall go talk to jun wennnn.

Random fact of the day:
Testosterone is produced in the woman's body too. OMGGG

It's a beautiful night

Ya right.

I ALMOST CRIED.

KNOW WHY?

CAUSE I SPENT 4 HOURS AT CHONG YU'S HOUSE DOING PI.

ONCE I FINISHED I WAS SO HAPPY.

SAVED AND THEN WHEN I WANT TO UPLOAD ON IVLE, DOUMMMMM.

IT'S GONE.

Then I freaking scared.

Kept searching how to find the documents and stuff.

In the end used the search button and found it.

LIKE DAMN HAPPY.

Oh well.

So my day started off in the morning.

Woke up at 7am.

Prepared and stuff.

Decided to be late LOL since my stomach ached.

So reached school at around 8.06am.

Was in the same bus as Nurul.

Hahha a bit weird because I never talk to her in xinmin BEFORE.

It's okay.

Still got chance.

So reached school, went to say hi to the CG reps at the atrium before going to outside library with Benedict.

So, got to know two more person.

Samantha and Hui Xin.

So taught then the dance and then later went to outside bio lab to dance.

Then Edbert down there.

Cannot do anything LOL.

So yeah, damn proud of all the atlas cheerleaders.

I didn't expect them to be so good.

THANKS EVERYONE.

MUACKS MUACKS.

Okay so after that, we all went down to canteen to learn The Church.

Valerie taught all the moves.

Damn hard to do.

Must practise more HAHA.

So after cheerleading, camwhore awhile with the House Comm.

Okay not awhile.

QUITE LONG.

HAHA.

So after that, went white sands to eat with Wei Lun and Wilfred.

Then later saw Sandeep and Tubby.

They joined us for lunch but they not sitting with us.

LOL.

We talking about "streak".

DAMN FUNNY.

Okay inside joke.

Tubby went halfway.

So after that, Wei Lun, Wilfred, Govin and I went to NTUC to look at cheapo drinks.

Wei Lun, I know when you read the previous line you had some comment inside your mind.

HAHA.

So we were looking at the drinks and we realised some of the drinks had totally the same picture.

Like grape fruit juice and orange juice.

They just fill the orange into red to become grape fruit.

LOL damn funny.

Then we keep finding others that have the same.

Then we realised there's quite a lot.

So after that joke, went out and then saw Winnie and her mother.

So Wilfred had to follow his family while Wei Lun, Govin and I went home.

109-ed home while the two of them MRT-ed home.

Yup!

So went home, tried to do PI but failed pathetically.

Later went to Rivervale Plaza to buy my spectacles with my parents.

Bought a dark red specs.

I think it's quite nice!

Hahaha.

After that went to have dinner with my parents.

It's damn seldom I eat out with my family.

OMGGG>

Sad.

After dinner, "walked" to Chong Yu's house.

Because I thought he lives near Rivervale Plaza.

Then in the end he lives near Rivervale Mall.

LOL so I walked around aimlessly trying to find his house.

Spent like 30 minutes to reach there.

Damn fun.

LOL.

Okay then reached his house, the first thing he show me is URH HUHMMMM.

So after that, started my PI on his lap top while he played portal 2 on his desktop.

This continued for 4 hours.

Damn tired.

Then the "tragedy" happened.

Very lucky I found sia.

Okay so after that, Chong Yu sent me off and I 161-ed back home.

So here I am now!

Random fact of the day:

Hot plate tofu at Rivervale plaza's Kou Fu not worth $6.90.