Distorted Reality

I guess this platform will just serve as a place for distorted reality.
Things that happen in real life but not in my mind.
If you all feel like you all need to talk to me about my mind, I guess I'm open to talk.
Just that how many of you would actually care right?
Hahahaha.
It's just a pretentious world out there.
Some of you would probably care after reading this.
Thanks for the effort.
But normally it just feels like y'all are brushing the shallow thoughts in my mind.
Ask and forget kind of thing.
Asking for the sake of catching up?
Then what's the point?
Where's the true concern?
Okay I think I'm just feeling a little too much tonight.
But I guess nights where I feel like this is the truest I'll ever be.
Don't get offended if you feel as if I'm talking about you.
Good night.

你要离开

我知道很简单

Wew

Everyone's playing pokemon go everywhere.
It's quite annoying.
As in the image of people glued to their phone.
Virtual reality, virtual socialising.
It's weird.
Really weird.

Night of Jack Daniels

It was nice catching up with my ODAC friends.
Glad I actually made an effort to meet them.
Finally saw Jon ong after so long.
People do change and it's kinda interesting hearing other people's story.
And rant whatever I want to them.
Hahaha.
So nice to see everyone again.
Missing the adventurous side of us.
Even though the talk about northern island kayaking was so short it was nice talking about it.
But yet again strangers are nice to talk to with a little bit of alcohol.
Hahaha it's strange how I feel the same with or without alcohol about you.
It's nice in a way.
Really just hope our friendship can last long.
And hope you won't be awkward with me around you.
But yet again no one knows about the future.
It's nice to drown in alcohol sometimes.
But definitely not a solution
Quite a great night.
Good night.

Bali

This second time to bali was really quite different from the previous one.
As much as we stayed in the same villa and do similar stuffs.
It's really quite a lazy unplanned trip which was quite fun.
Well the other trip was kind of interesting too.
If you know what I mean hahaha.
Not really bonding as I would liked or imagined it to be because everyone using phone HAHAHA.
But nevertheless it was a good getaway for me to relax before school starts.
Not sure whats the last mod I'm taking still hahaha.
Overall this trip was really relaxing.
Riding scooter around, eating, massaging.
See some (1) scenery HAHAHA.
Took some nice photos.
But yeah back in Singapore feels kinda good as well.
Mixed feelings before school start.
Hope this sem will be a good sem too.
Quite glad with myself that I've cut a lot of drinking.
Means my thoughts are kind of clear and don't need any alcohol to get me by.
Quite a nice feeling haha.
Excited for my last few days of holidays!
Hahaha shall go shit and sleep.
Good trip!
Thanks Fred cyue and ping teck for the 4d3n!!
See y'all soon in ntu I guess HAHA.
#lifeoftheonlynusguy

Trip

This trip made me understand myself a little better.
It makes me know that I've always been very reliant on people just that I've always been trying to fake it.
Like oh I'm okay drinking alone, I'm okay doing things alone.
But in actual fact I need people to talk to.
It brings out my inner emotions and makes life life. 
No wonder I always tell so many people of the stuffs I feel etc.
Scared that friends leave me.
Try my best to catch up.
Weww.
Heavy night.
   

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