Monday, September 7, 2015
SAWASDEE KHRAPPP
Hello guys.
So today was quite a longgggggggg day.
Woke up eat lunch and then headed to AMK for tuition.
Cb not at home again.
Wtf.
Waste time.
Damn tired of teaching my two students.
Both don't know how to plan with me when they want the tuition.
Sometimes I feel like just stopping the tuition for both of them.
But I NEED THE MONEY.
Don't wanna take money from my parents.
So kind of finding job here and there this morning on facebook also.
Hopefully can find some part time that is fun and won't take too much of my time.
Yeah so after heading home, realised that my parents are going to eat.
But my mum wants to go and find Rhino first.
So we headed to the forest near Pei Hwa sec.
And then headed to visit Rhino.
Wasn't a burial but just her in a cloth in a plastic bag in a styrofoam box.
Quite sad that she wasn't buried but also quite glad cause I get to see her body shape.
Didn't opened the plastic bag of course.
But being so close to her make me felt so guilty all over again.
If any of us had just decided to bring her to the vet, she wouldn't be there all alone in the forest.
She'd probably still be hopping around at home.
Lying in her favourite spots.
She didn't live as long as she probably would.
But I guess this is all just fate.
Have to agree with my mum that the house is indeed a little bit more quiet now.
Tho she don't make any sound.
Sighhhhhhhhhhh.
Miss her so much.
Don't wanna get all teared up again so I'm going to move on.
So dad fetched me to my second tuition at buangkok.
Teach until a bit inpatient.
Shag.
Drained all my energy.
So walked from his house all the way to Monfort Mac to study.
So it was around 6+ when I reached there.
Ate dinner then it was around 7.
Started doing my lab.
OMG lucky I blogged.
I forgot to print my excel files.
Yup so finished my lab and maths tutorial.
In just 5 hours +
Quite happy with the productivity.
Lab seriously sucks.
Hahahaha.
Yup that's about it.
Tomorrow's going to be a long day and I really looking forward to meet my NUS team.
Hahahaha.
Hopefully it's going to be a good climb tomorrow!!
Good night guys.
So today was quite a longgggggggg day.
Woke up eat lunch and then headed to AMK for tuition.
Cb not at home again.
Wtf.
Waste time.
Damn tired of teaching my two students.
Both don't know how to plan with me when they want the tuition.
Sometimes I feel like just stopping the tuition for both of them.
But I NEED THE MONEY.
Don't wanna take money from my parents.
So kind of finding job here and there this morning on facebook also.
Hopefully can find some part time that is fun and won't take too much of my time.
Yeah so after heading home, realised that my parents are going to eat.
But my mum wants to go and find Rhino first.
So we headed to the forest near Pei Hwa sec.
And then headed to visit Rhino.
Wasn't a burial but just her in a cloth in a plastic bag in a styrofoam box.
Quite sad that she wasn't buried but also quite glad cause I get to see her body shape.
Didn't opened the plastic bag of course.
But being so close to her make me felt so guilty all over again.
If any of us had just decided to bring her to the vet, she wouldn't be there all alone in the forest.
She'd probably still be hopping around at home.
Lying in her favourite spots.
She didn't live as long as she probably would.
But I guess this is all just fate.
Have to agree with my mum that the house is indeed a little bit more quiet now.
Tho she don't make any sound.
Sighhhhhhhhhhh.
Miss her so much.
Don't wanna get all teared up again so I'm going to move on.
So dad fetched me to my second tuition at buangkok.
Teach until a bit inpatient.
Shag.
Drained all my energy.
So walked from his house all the way to Monfort Mac to study.
So it was around 6+ when I reached there.
Ate dinner then it was around 7.
Started doing my lab.
OMG lucky I blogged.
I forgot to print my excel files.
Yup so finished my lab and maths tutorial.
In just 5 hours +
Quite happy with the productivity.
Lab seriously sucks.
Hahahaha.
Yup that's about it.
Tomorrow's going to be a long day and I really looking forward to meet my NUS team.
Hahahaha.
Hopefully it's going to be a good climb tomorrow!!
Good night guys.
Sunday, September 6, 2015
Updates
Just climbed today from 10 - 5.
Was thinking just now why my fingers aren't raw.
Then it got worse as the night become later.
Fucking pain now when I'm typing all this,
TYPING ALL THIS ON MY LAP TOP.
Wahhh lap top siol.
HAHAHA.
So yesterday after school, went to Suntec to get my lap top for school work.
Budget was low.
I really didn't know how much to pay for the lap top but after looking around the convention, realised that I can settle for a $700++ if the lap top is good.
So I got a $799 ASUS lap top.
So far it's quite nice.
And Kris kind of helped me confirm this lap top.
And he says there's graphic card means can dota.
GG
LOL
Okay so kind of met a few people there.
Good to catch up.
1. Chin Yue
2. Kris
3. Celestine and Jia ying
4. Angelicaa (Ah lian that signed on amen)
5. Gerine and Eddie.
Good to come back to Suntec.
Hahahaha.
So weird to see 401 - 406 and 601 - 606 opened from one end to another.
:/
Oh well so after buying my laptop, went back home and then put my laptop and left for my first ever driving lesson at Eunos.
Mr Lim.
Hahahaha.
Thought first lesson would just be all theory lessons.
Sitting the car and seeing how he control the car.
END UP GET TO DRIVE.
Wooo shiok.
It was stressful and dangerous I felt.
HAHAHA.
Because there were couple of times I almost knocked into someone / car / curb.
But oh well it's just the first lesson.
Will get proer soon.
Hahahaha.
SO WENT TO EAT DINNER WITH MY NUS CLIMB TEAM.
My only new friends in uni.
But I guess it's enough hahaha.
Ate Hokkien Mee at Toa Payoh with Andy and Moses.
Awesome hokkien mee but had to wait so long.
Just because the Auntie forgot our order.
Dang.
Yeah so after eating the hokkien mee we went to eat ice cream.
Naiseeee.
Then after that headed home.
Sat 88 with Moses cause he stays at Hougang too.
So it was really a long bus ride home and we talked and chatted on the way home.
AND, I find that he has very similar thoughts with me regarding living in Singapore and the life style in Singapore.
Like how everyone seems to be busy with their own thing and stress over something at everytime.
And how he likes to travel and meet new people.
He explains travelling as sitting on a half day long plane ride and ending up at somewhere with totally different lifestyle which we can compare to Singapore.
And it's a nice feeling to have.
So yup, awesome chat with Moses on the way home.
THEN TODAY, went for training at onsight.
Was a little late cause I wanted to eat bar chor mee.
So late by 5 mins.
So training was okay.
Didn't perform as well during training probably cause of the morning thing la.
But it got better as the clock gets nearer to 1pm.
But that was the end of the training already.
:(
So yeah went to eat with the team.
And then I headed back to OS to climb.
Climb with YS, Van (young one), Falcon and Dion.
Got so much more psyched to climb after having lunch.
So it was worth it to come back to OS.
Went to farm after climbing and then headed to NTU to watch Bouldermania
To support the team.
Got so lost in NTU.
I litereally got lost.
Like totally don't know where I was.
Luckily Zheng Wei sent me his location and I was able to find the comp place.
IT WAS SO SMALL THE COMP.
But Ferran say it was a well organised comp la.
But it was really damn small.
Compared to other comps.
FERRAN AND YUKAI GOT INTO FINALS.
Stronk.
Can't make it to watch the finals tomorrow.
Because tomorrow is a tuition day and I NEED TO RUSH MY LAB REPORT.
Which I was supposed to do today.
So this comes the part when I'm going to explain why I didn't do my lab report today.
So, after the comp, decided to eat with Ferran, ZW and Mun Yuan.
Since Ferran got car.
:DDDDDD
So went to eat Bak Kut Teh at Marsiling where Ferran took the wrong route and it took us so freaking long to get to Marsiling.
But the long ride was fun.
They keep spamming me questions.
Ask which girl I like all this.
Wtf.
Not even close to them yet.
Hahaha but it was really damn funny la.
So after eating BKT, they said they're going to drink.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO went to drink with Ferran, ZW, Andy, Moses and Hans at cider pit Joo Chiat.
Yeah so the day was typcially like this.
Didn't have time to do my lab report.
But it was okay la, I enjoyed myself.
My only friends in uni :(
But at least better than no friends and loner for 4 years.
As much as I'm an introvert, I still think I need some friends to get me by this 4 years hahaha.
So yup, so much shit spill out during dinner and at cider pit.
LOL
Don't know whether it's a loss or gain to have dinner / drinks with them.
Cause I kind of spill out "Who's the most interesting girl" to them.
And I don't like people to stir shit.
Because when people stir shit, I feel more awkward than ever before hahaha.
YUPPPPPPPPPPP.
Awesome night.
Thanks for the jio guys.
Thanks for the ride Ferran.
(Y)
Okay gonna sleep good night!
Was thinking just now why my fingers aren't raw.
Then it got worse as the night become later.
Fucking pain now when I'm typing all this,
TYPING ALL THIS ON MY LAP TOP.
Wahhh lap top siol.
HAHAHA.
So yesterday after school, went to Suntec to get my lap top for school work.
Budget was low.
I really didn't know how much to pay for the lap top but after looking around the convention, realised that I can settle for a $700++ if the lap top is good.
So I got a $799 ASUS lap top.
So far it's quite nice.
And Kris kind of helped me confirm this lap top.
And he says there's graphic card means can dota.
GG
LOL
Okay so kind of met a few people there.
Good to catch up.
1. Chin Yue
2. Kris
3. Celestine and Jia ying
4. Angelicaa (Ah lian that signed on amen)
5. Gerine and Eddie.
Good to come back to Suntec.
Hahahaha.
So weird to see 401 - 406 and 601 - 606 opened from one end to another.
:/
Oh well so after buying my laptop, went back home and then put my laptop and left for my first ever driving lesson at Eunos.
Mr Lim.
Hahahaha.
Thought first lesson would just be all theory lessons.
Sitting the car and seeing how he control the car.
END UP GET TO DRIVE.
Wooo shiok.
It was stressful and dangerous I felt.
HAHAHA.
Because there were couple of times I almost knocked into someone / car / curb.
But oh well it's just the first lesson.
Will get proer soon.
Hahahaha.
SO WENT TO EAT DINNER WITH MY NUS CLIMB TEAM.
My only new friends in uni.
But I guess it's enough hahaha.
Ate Hokkien Mee at Toa Payoh with Andy and Moses.
Awesome hokkien mee but had to wait so long.
Just because the Auntie forgot our order.
Dang.
Yeah so after eating the hokkien mee we went to eat ice cream.
Naiseeee.
Then after that headed home.
Sat 88 with Moses cause he stays at Hougang too.
So it was really a long bus ride home and we talked and chatted on the way home.
AND, I find that he has very similar thoughts with me regarding living in Singapore and the life style in Singapore.
Like how everyone seems to be busy with their own thing and stress over something at everytime.
And how he likes to travel and meet new people.
He explains travelling as sitting on a half day long plane ride and ending up at somewhere with totally different lifestyle which we can compare to Singapore.
And it's a nice feeling to have.
So yup, awesome chat with Moses on the way home.
THEN TODAY, went for training at onsight.
Was a little late cause I wanted to eat bar chor mee.
So late by 5 mins.
So training was okay.
Didn't perform as well during training probably cause of the morning thing la.
But it got better as the clock gets nearer to 1pm.
But that was the end of the training already.
:(
So yeah went to eat with the team.
And then I headed back to OS to climb.
Climb with YS, Van (young one), Falcon and Dion.
Got so much more psyched to climb after having lunch.
So it was worth it to come back to OS.
Went to farm after climbing and then headed to NTU to watch Bouldermania
To support the team.
Got so lost in NTU.
I litereally got lost.
Like totally don't know where I was.
Luckily Zheng Wei sent me his location and I was able to find the comp place.
IT WAS SO SMALL THE COMP.
But Ferran say it was a well organised comp la.
But it was really damn small.
Compared to other comps.
FERRAN AND YUKAI GOT INTO FINALS.
Stronk.
Can't make it to watch the finals tomorrow.
Because tomorrow is a tuition day and I NEED TO RUSH MY LAB REPORT.
Which I was supposed to do today.
So this comes the part when I'm going to explain why I didn't do my lab report today.
So, after the comp, decided to eat with Ferran, ZW and Mun Yuan.
Since Ferran got car.
:DDDDDD
So went to eat Bak Kut Teh at Marsiling where Ferran took the wrong route and it took us so freaking long to get to Marsiling.
But the long ride was fun.
They keep spamming me questions.
Ask which girl I like all this.
Wtf.
Not even close to them yet.
Hahaha but it was really damn funny la.
So after eating BKT, they said they're going to drink.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO went to drink with Ferran, ZW, Andy, Moses and Hans at cider pit Joo Chiat.
Yeah so the day was typcially like this.
Didn't have time to do my lab report.
But it was okay la, I enjoyed myself.
My only friends in uni :(
But at least better than no friends and loner for 4 years.
As much as I'm an introvert, I still think I need some friends to get me by this 4 years hahaha.
So yup, so much shit spill out during dinner and at cider pit.
LOL
Don't know whether it's a loss or gain to have dinner / drinks with them.
Cause I kind of spill out "Who's the most interesting girl" to them.
And I don't like people to stir shit.
Because when people stir shit, I feel more awkward than ever before hahaha.
YUPPPPPPPPPPP.
Awesome night.
Thanks for the jio guys.
Thanks for the ride Ferran.
(Y)
Okay gonna sleep good night!
Wednesday, September 2, 2015
Still
feeling angry at myself for not encouraging my parents to bring her to the vet.
Wanted to bring her next Saturday.
Didn't know she couldn't survive until then.
Wanted to bring her next Saturday.
Didn't know she couldn't survive until then.
Rhino
When I got the news in the morning, I was so shocked.
I didn't know how to react.
Went to the bathroom and bathed.
And started reminiscing all the happy times that you've brought to the family.
It has been 5 years since you joined our family.
And we've gotten so comfortable with each other's company.
Actually, I think you don't like me because I always chase you around the house and scare you away.
But all I know is that ever since young, I've always wanted a pet.
You were the second pet that my family had but I've always regarded you as the first.
You've brought joy to my life when you were small and cuddly back then.
But as I grew older, I played with you less.
I had my A levels to study for and the jungles for me to fight for in the past few years.
As time goes by, our relationship went down.
And I'm very sorry to admit that I never cherish you as much as I would.
I was busy with my life and I cared less about you.
And this was also the reason partly why you left us this morning.
I researched two nights ago and sort of think that you have gastrointestinal problems.
Article said that it is serious and is possible to end up with death.
Article also said that we should bring you to a vet if you don't eat for more than 12 hours.
As my mum couldn't read English very well, I translated the article to her.
But I've got to admit yet again that I didn't emphasize that you needed the vet urgently if not you may leave us.
Wtf was I thinking.
Oh right, all I was thinking is about school work, climbing and settling my own problems.
And I dreamt of you last night.
You were sick in my dream.
But I remembered smiling cause you were so stupid.
To my dear rabbit, Im really sorry that you've lived a life like this. The furthest place you have ever gone to was just outside the house. And I'm really guilty cause I felt like I could have paid more attention and care for you instead of giving my time to all the useless things that were happening around me. Not really the best way to bid farewell to me and I'm sorry once again. Hope you are in a better place where you can meet the other rabbits. You were a great pet. R.I.P
I didn't know how to react.
Went to the bathroom and bathed.
And started reminiscing all the happy times that you've brought to the family.
It has been 5 years since you joined our family.
And we've gotten so comfortable with each other's company.
Actually, I think you don't like me because I always chase you around the house and scare you away.
But all I know is that ever since young, I've always wanted a pet.
You were the second pet that my family had but I've always regarded you as the first.
You've brought joy to my life when you were small and cuddly back then.
But as I grew older, I played with you less.
I had my A levels to study for and the jungles for me to fight for in the past few years.
As time goes by, our relationship went down.
And I'm very sorry to admit that I never cherish you as much as I would.
I was busy with my life and I cared less about you.
And this was also the reason partly why you left us this morning.
I researched two nights ago and sort of think that you have gastrointestinal problems.
Article said that it is serious and is possible to end up with death.
Article also said that we should bring you to a vet if you don't eat for more than 12 hours.
As my mum couldn't read English very well, I translated the article to her.
But I've got to admit yet again that I didn't emphasize that you needed the vet urgently if not you may leave us.
Wtf was I thinking.
Oh right, all I was thinking is about school work, climbing and settling my own problems.
And I dreamt of you last night.
You were sick in my dream.
But I remembered smiling cause you were so stupid.
To my dear rabbit, Im really sorry that you've lived a life like this. The furthest place you have ever gone to was just outside the house. And I'm really guilty cause I felt like I could have paid more attention and care for you instead of giving my time to all the useless things that were happening around me. Not really the best way to bid farewell to me and I'm sorry once again. Hope you are in a better place where you can meet the other rabbits. You were a great pet. R.I.P
Tuesday, September 1, 2015
Busy week
Since when is weepin busy one.
LOL.
Anyway yesterday was the third unofficial training with team NUS and also the first training with Hilman as coach.
Training was tough as fuck.
Couldn't keep up with the pace.
It feels weird that I'm part of a competitive team not saying that paddler's back in mjc wasn't.
But the people here train so hard that it psyches me up too.
Motivation to train harder is coming!
But admist all this training, I guess I need to constantly remind myself that the reason behind climbing is the enjoyment I get out of it.
Anyway, why is it a busy week? Cause I'm gonna meet Wilfred and friends two times in this week!
Today and Thursday.
Tho we just met like on my birthday a week ago, feels like we have alot to catch up hahaha.
Oh ya and also on Friday Imma buy a laptop for school stuff like finally.
And after that I got my very first driving practical lesson.
Yay, finally learning how to drive.
Hahahaha
Oh I forgot to add, it's actually 6+ in the morning when I started writing this.
And why I'm waking up so early?
To climb in school.
With sore all over my body.
It's actually the first time I'm waking up this early for a climb.
And it feels so badddddd .
Couldn't wake up just now.
Like so much effort to pull myself out of the bed.
Oh well, I'm up and on the train now.
Exercising so early feels like those auntie and uncle doing taiji in the park.
Don't ask me how I imagined that.
Lol.
Okay shall put away my phone.
See you guys
LOL.
Anyway yesterday was the third unofficial training with team NUS and also the first training with Hilman as coach.
Training was tough as fuck.
Couldn't keep up with the pace.
It feels weird that I'm part of a competitive team not saying that paddler's back in mjc wasn't.
But the people here train so hard that it psyches me up too.
Motivation to train harder is coming!
But admist all this training, I guess I need to constantly remind myself that the reason behind climbing is the enjoyment I get out of it.
Anyway, why is it a busy week? Cause I'm gonna meet Wilfred and friends two times in this week!
Today and Thursday.
Tho we just met like on my birthday a week ago, feels like we have alot to catch up hahaha.
Oh ya and also on Friday Imma buy a laptop for school stuff like finally.
And after that I got my very first driving practical lesson.
Yay, finally learning how to drive.
Hahahaha
Oh I forgot to add, it's actually 6+ in the morning when I started writing this.
And why I'm waking up so early?
To climb in school.
With sore all over my body.
It's actually the first time I'm waking up this early for a climb.
And it feels so badddddd .
Couldn't wake up just now.
Like so much effort to pull myself out of the bed.
Oh well, I'm up and on the train now.
Exercising so early feels like those auntie and uncle doing taiji in the park.
Don't ask me how I imagined that.
Lol.
Okay shall put away my phone.
See you guys
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