Dedication

Hi all!
This is going to be a little gay but it's going to be a dedicated post to a very good friend of mine called Tee Chin Yue.
Known him for 9 years and still counting.
And I really like how we have seen each other grown up throughout the 9 years.
A little affected by alcohol now hence the sudden urge to post hahahaha.
But in all seriousness, I really want to thank him for being there for me throughout my life.
We share too many common thoughts ever since Secondary 1.
(Except the first day we knew each other you told me to shut up)
Knn
HAHAHAHA
But yeah, I'm so grateful to have a friend like you.
So similar in our ideas.
And even up to today, we still dare to open up to each other as if we have been talking everyday.
I guess that's a definition of a good friend.
You know that person is your good friend when he/she makes you ponder about things so bad that you'll still probably think about when you go to sleep.
Thanks for being that friend.
Wooooooooooooo.

G A Y

To an everlasting friendship~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
*cheers*

LTC 2015

Just came back from Leadership Training Camp (LTC) 2015.
So while my emotions are still fresh, I shall try to blog down my emotions.
I'm very very tired so please mind my English.
It might not even make any sense.
Hahaha.

Wilfred, Wei Lun and Leon went back to LTC back in 2014.
I did not join them because I just passed out from GCC and I don't wanna take leave just for LTC.
However, I did went back to MJC at that time to look around.
Feels good to be back in MJ that day.

And now, 2015, Wilfred decided to pull us back to LTC again.
Even though I decide to sign up for it, I wasn't like strongly looking forward to go LTC.
It's just a "Okay I'm going back for LTC from 5-8 june."
I was very unsure on how it would turn out.
And at times I even felt lazy to go to LTC.

But to be very honest, I really enjoyed my LTC as a facilitator this time round.
It opened my eyes to how things were run in a non-army context.
So Gavin was our camp commandant (CO equivalent)
And our role was facilitator (3SG equivalent?)
So there were similarities between how things work in army and in non-army situations.
Slowly, I managed to find out the differences and then when this differences bridged, I feel so at ease.
Walking around in MJC made me feel at home.
I recalled all the times I was in school.
All the different corners of the school had its own stories to tell.
It was really weird for me to feel so at ease in the school.
And also it was really weird for me to feel how I feel as a JC kid again.
JC times were so fun.

My very own group A6 made me realised that I've grew quite a bit.
I see myself in them back when I was 17 years old and I compare it with my current self.
I can feel the differences.
And the differences were really really weird for me.

I was lucky to have Eugene as my partner who was very experienced in LTC because it was his 5th year back here.
And I was thinking "Wah really that fun meh come back 5 years"
But when it all ended this morning, I felt empty.
I felt like I was part of something all along but I lost it to time.
Eugene told me that every time he comes back, he learns something new.
Somemore Eugene is and infantry officer. Hahahahaha.

Yeah so it's really hard for me to explain what I'm feeling now.
But generally is a good feeling that I'm part of something big.
And that I've influenced someone's life.
Overall, I really enjoyed LTC and I highly likely will be back again.

Thanks for reading this short post.
That doesn't make sense at some parts.
Good night guys I'm gonna nap.
:D

That feel

Ever since I started work at suntec, I've become more emotionally richer.
More smiles and more frowns.

It's been really quite a tiring week for me.
Working everyday last week.
Teaching tuition on Sunday.
Then continue work all the way until today.
Which is a thursday.

If you refer to my previous post, you'll see I mentioned something about eye candy.
I didn't know this eye candy thing grew to something a little more than just eye candy.
If you understand what I meant.
Not going to spend the whole post talking about this girl.
But it's interesting to a certain extent I guess.

However, I really want to thank the friend of this girl.
Don't even know her well but she agreed to spend some time after work talking to me.
Really felt very appreciative.
But oh well, guess this eye candy is never going to progress.

Hahahaha how am I going to go back suntec and work again.
We'll see how it goes though.

Anyway, decided to blog today firstly because I'm a little troubled.
And secondly, just read this post.

http://m.atchuup.com/bankers-realizations/

A good read.
Similar to my thinking.
But I'm definitely not going to write a book like him.
But things about travelling around the world, definitely yes.
Been thinking of what's my dream since I was young.
I'm glad it hasn't change after so many years.
Things may still change in a few years time.
But I'm confident that the basis of my thinking will still stay the same.

Going to sleep now!
It's been a rough day.

Updates

Hello guysss.
I know it's been a long time since I last blogged.
I guess it's going to be like that.
Hahahaha.
To whoever is still reading this / interested about my life, here's an update of what's going on.

Ever since I ORD-ed 2 months ago, I was really just chilling and enjoying my life.
It felt good to be free.
To be not booking in on Sunday nights.
But it also means that I don't have a routine / training programme to follow.
So life's kind of like going with whatever that comes.
Good to meet up with old friends and meeting new people here and there.
Started work 2 weeks ago.
Working at Suntec as a Kitchen helper.
Work's kind of fun.
Met many different kinds of people.
Not really a good job if you wanna compare to ADMIN work.
It's more hands on and I enjoy more practical things.
Doing something that I can see a difference.
Adding on to that, I have an eye candy at my work place.
HAHAHAHA.
But really just an eye candy.
Make my work more pleasant that's all.
:)
:))))
Anyway, been more active in climbing.
Making up all the loss time in Army.
Not as strong as last time yet, but slowly.
Going to join Pumpfest (competition) on the 19 June if I don't recall wrongly the date.
TRAIN HARD. *inserts bicep emoticon*

Yeah so life generally is like that.
Work/ climb/ DOTA.
HAHAHA.
But occassionally, go to ARCADE with weilun and friends.
HOW OLD ALREADY PLAY ARCADE?
It's okay, you all won't understand.
HAHAHA.
AND YAAAAAAAAAAAAA
That's really my life now.
Till uni starts on the 3 August.

Going to Bali and Phuket before Uni starts.
Phuket with secondary school friends.
And Bali with JC friends.
So excited for the trip.
But y'know, whenever I make plans to go overseas, my parents will be very concerned.
I understand how they feel la.
Worried about your son.
With a group of friends.
But I guess they need to know that I'm no longer a small boy.
I've been through the army and I've gone through a lot of shit that made me smarter.
Oh well, but I will never understand exactly what's going on in their mind until I become a father myself.

Yup, here you go.
Update of my life.
Stay tune for more.
^^
Love all you loyal people.

Views on 3G down

It disgusts me.

I just went to check why my internet is down.

On the singtel facebook page.

Link : https://www.facebook.com/singtel?fref=nf

And see what I found.

This is what the world has become.

Without internet and the whole world start bitching and complaining.

Saying how lousy the service is.

The fuck?

If human can make mistakes, why can't technology?

For all the years that Singtel has been providing us with internet and the medium for us to communicate with our loved ones through phone calls or oversea calls, now everyone is blaming the company for their lousy services just because of hours of internet down?
Seriously?
What has internet done to our society?

No internet = no money.

Great excuses to give your boss.

So if no internet = no whatsapp = no need to fight war?

(Don't mind me I just ORD)

I really feel that it is irresponsible for these people to put the blame on Singtel.

It's not as if you haven't been enjoying the benefits for the past few years.

That's why I always say, people nowadays only look at the negative side of things.

We are never grateful for things around us.

When it's gone, then you realised it.

And then start to regret or be disappointed.

It's like how we are eating three meals every fucking day.

And we still complain about the food quality here and there.

Wake up your fucking idea guys.

Don't know why I'm so pissed off.

Maybe it's because I haven't see any comments that is trying to speak for Singtel.

Fools.

1 Month after ORD

It has been a month since I ORD.

The life I'm living now is not saying the most awesome one.

I'm definitely wasting my time I know.

But oh well, my body and mind just tells me to waste more time.

It's going to be so soon that I'm turning 21.

It's quite a weird feeling.

I've been in this world for 21 years.

When you put into perspective that you've only celebrated your birthday 21 times.

That's not a lot.

I  I  I  I  I  I  I  I  I  I I  I  I  I  I  I  I  I  I  I  I

This is the number of "I"s I will write for every birthday cake blown.

Not so many yeah?

But it has come to the point of time in life where I'm starting to worry about my future.

The dreamed future that I wanted 5 years ago is slowly getting blurry.

But blur as it may seem, it's there, I know it.

The fog between my dream and reality now is the society.

I feel the societal norms eating into me as I age.

I need to study, 

I need to work.

I need to catch up with my friends.

I need to start thinking about my future.

Where's the time for my own passion?
Where's the perfect life that every one is fighting for?

Why is everyone stuck up with all the societal norms.

Living life like it's all planned out for you.

Why is the money factor kicking into all my friends.

I know money is important.

But...

I don't know.

I really don't know what I'm thinking of these few days.

Just some random thoughts that I'm having.

Gah

Interesting.

Gah

Hahahaha can't believe so many people read my previous post.
Anyway life after ORD is really very chill.
Too much time, don't know what to do.
Been trying to catch up on climbing.
Whole body ache after sat's climb.
Tomorrow going to climb again.

Anyway, last wed, attended thai lessons with Zhi Hao.
Hahahaha.
Can't believe I'm really learning thai.
Hopefully can get the hang of it.

Maybe I'll go back to blogging everyday.
Just maybe.
Hahahah.
Stay tune guys!