NEKO JUMP~

So hot~
Hahaha.
Anw, enjoying this Sunday hahaha.
Was doing AOP and shit.
Then dota the whole day.
Really never do much today.
Quite wasted.
Hahaha but yesterday was nice.
After comms parade, went to look for Chin Yue and Deon.
But sadly Deon left already.
And Nicole, Leon and Wei Lun.
But Nicole left before Wei Lun came.
So me Leon Wei Lun and Chin Yue went to wine connection to drink and ear some pizza.
Hahahaha.
Damn funny.
We drank a lot of wine and we got semi drunk.
Then there were like two girls dancing at some other open bar.
They were dancing to some music video.
Or some game I don't know.
But we kept staring at them.
Then the way they dance was like damn into it.
There was one music which was quite siao.
So I was getting high when watching them dance.
LOL then suddenly one of the girl started waving towards our table.
So I waved back first then the rest all waved back.
Then the girl was like asking us to go there.
LOL.
It was really damn epic.
Then we just stayed at our table of course.
When she signaled for us to go there all of us like became sober immediately.
LOL.
Yeah so we stayed there but she kept giving us the hand signal to go over.
BUT WE STAYED.
Cause I don't think she's really pretty.
Then later she took out her specs just to LOOK at our faces.
Then I was like WTF WTF.
Damn freaking epic.
HAhahaha.
Great night last night~

90/13 COMMISSION LO

Congrats to my seniors who have just graduated. Congrats Zhi Wen and Lee Yang :D Road usher today. Stood there for freaking 3 hours. Couldn't even see the parade. No ang pao. Nevertheless, seeing so many newly commissioned officer makes me feel happy. Gives me motivation to continue with my course in OCS. It's damn sian but seeing them in their number 1 and smiling so happily makes me long for april. It's gonna be long, but it's not that long. Just 6 more months. Tank it and it will be through. The most memorable thing today was actually the parents. The parents all walked to SAFTI parade square feeling so proud. Like "Wah, my son is going to be an officer in hours time." Then all the parents so excited about the parade and stuff. I really hope that I don't OOC by then. Then I'll make my parents proud while standing in the parade square. AHHHH. So long so long. We'll pull it through ECHO!

Respect and Humility

Just played basketball in camp. Now blogging while in my bunk. That short basketball match made me think a lot. I know it's just a game but I've some things to talk about it. Was playing with the usual Platoon 1 people. And one of them was always more rough. I didn't think so in the past until he knocked me down the other time. I'm not a basketball player so I thought, "Maybe it's just how real basketball players play" So I was trying to view him as someone that is not that rough. But that basketball match proved otherwise. I was disappointed with myself for not scoring and stuffs. Then my ball keep getting snatch. Then one of the guy keep saying "This guy most easy to snatch one" Then one incident I was trying to pass to Dexter but I did a stupid pass straight to the same guy. Then he was like "Wtf? He pass to me ah? He pass to me ah? I thought he check sia." WAH KNN PCB FUCK YOU AND YOUR DOG FACE. Fucking guai lan. I pass wrong then pass wrong already. Just take the ball and stfu. Need so much comment anot lj dog. I swear I was fucking dulan. I tried to keep as calm as possible already. Then he started saying "Wah, why they all so serious one?" They were obviously thrashing us la. But come on, instead of rubbing in can you all stop being so cocky. Maintain some pride for us and for yourself. Then I was so pissed off that I accidentally elbow the guy trying to block me. So I apologised very sincerely. I was really very sincere about the apology. I asked whether he was okay. And he went "Eh play basketball can chill anot?" And to be honest, I didn't even feel myself hitting him. He just suddenly "OHH AWOH WOH" Smlj. In the midst of everything, in the anger and pissed situation. My BMTC sir, 2LT Lester came to my mind. If I were to carry on being so pissed off what will it do good to myself and to the game. So I thought about the two words he told 5th Coy Platoon 4. Respect and Humility will bring you far. And I toned down. And all of a sudden, I feel so much different in that situation. I started being less pissed and started respecting every single one of them. Even the lj dog face guy. So I guessed I learn a lesson from that basketball match. Never been so pissed for a long time already. Pissed at myself actually.

Hahaha scorpion king is over

This means that service term is about to end.
And this also means that social night is coming.
And they have to freaking change the date.
WHY??
It's so difficult for me to ask a girl to come for my social night.
Yet when I finally succeeded they have to change to a date that she can't make it.
How can?
Stress stress.
Imagine I have to start paying to ask people to go.
Hahahaha.
7 extras leh.
Not fake one.
Ahh stress stress.

Anyway.
Scorpion king was so rough shit.
Only managed to catch like 4 hours of sleep for 4D3N.
The moment I touch the bed.
I don't even need to count 10 seconds I'm already in my dream world already hahaha.
It's one of the toughest shit I've been through.
Really damn damn shag.
When I came back to civi.
Feels so damn weird.
Like everyone just walking by.
And don't know the shit I've just been through.
That kind of feeling.
Anyway I'm damn tired now so I might blog shit.
Haha.

So what else.
Oh went to Leon's house yesterday to COOK.
It was successful legit dinner.
We had pizza cereal prawns.
Chicken / chicken sausage meat pizza.
Seafood pizza.
Some potato salad thing.
And it's damn nice.
Don't know whether we're hungry or what but it was really not that bad.
The pizza tasted like pizza.
(Note: We started from scratch. Flour, water, yeast and shit)
So the dough was a little fucked up.
HAHAHA but it was nice la.
Taste of cinnamon.
WHAT?
So after eating, played GTA 5.
Skyfall on mountains and saying shit like "This is my dream"
And start running on mountain ridge lines and shit.
Damn funny hahaha.
So after screwing around with the GTA 5, headed to Nex by cab to meet up with Vincent, Kenny, Ivan, Wei Sheng and Zong Han.
Watched insidious part 2 which is quite scary.
It's inbetween conjuring and insidious part 1 if I must say.
So after the movie, ton at zh's house.
They play mahjong while I play dota.
Damn damn damn tired now.
Hahaha.
Yup so I haven't sleep since yesterday 12pm?
More than 24 hours already.
Should I go sleep or should I tank it until in camp then I sleep.
Hmm.
Shall tank it.
Lolol.
DOTA TIME.

PAINTBALL? NOPE!

Hi guys.
It's 11.41AM in the morning.
So tired.
Wanted to sleep more but I feel guilty for sleeping during book out.
Next week is scorpion king.
2 more days to scorpion king and I don't feel that I'm prepared hahaha.
But honestly it's going to pass quite fast.
We still get to book out on Friday~

Anyway yesterday was supposed to be a day of PAINTBALLS.
But due to some circumstances, the day ended up with spontaneous ideas and activities.
So we went to eat at Werner's oven at Katong.
We = Wei Lun, Fred, Leon, Jeethi and Serena.
That was the most expensive meal I've ever eaten.
Shared with Leon.
$88 + GST = $94.15
Freaking expensive and I don't know how I can afford it.
Each person like $47.
Eat some pork knuckle, some German sausage some mash potato and some salted veggie and a cup of beer.
Lol.
It's not bad la but definitely not worth $47.
Kinda regretted it after eating.
Oh well, but pay day is in 12 days time~
So after eating, decided to go play pool.
So we headed to KSC to play.
Reached there at around 4+?
Played until like 9+.
Total was $55.80.
Played damn long.
Shaon joined us in the middle.
And that bitch didn't pay.
So after that went to eat at 5star chicken rice.
Had a great dinner there.
Shaon, Jeethi and Serena left.
Shaon left without paying for his dinner.
LOL guess what.
So left me, Leon and Wei Lun.
Decided to go PRAWNING.
WTF!#@!?
Yeap so headed to ECP to prawn.
Surprisingly it was not that bad.
We thought we wouldn't catch much prawns but we had 13?
LOL
It was not that bad la.
Yeap so after prawning, went to cook the prawn, ate it and then wooo went home.
Reached home at 4+.
My mum waited for me before she could sleep.
Felt damn bad though.
Yea so I still feel damn tired cause not enough sleep.
Anw I realised sleeping in the aircon makes my nose damn jia lat.
In camp and outfileds I don't even have problem with my nose.
But ever since I came back sleeping at home, my nose keep getting blocked and keeps running.
Damn sian hahaha.
Anw Leon is planning a trip for us to Finland after we ORD.
So we must save up some money for it.
So I set a goal for myself to have 5k in my bank when I commission.
Hope doing this makes me spend less.
Hahahaha.
Okay shall go eat my brunch.
DOTA ANYONE?

Waaaaa

So damn long since I last blogged.
Hi guys, I'm back from Centipede.
A 10D9N exercise.
Wasn't as bad as I imagined it to be.
But the tough thing is that it was 10 days.
Didn't had enough sleep throughout the whole exercise.
1/3 alerts and sentries.
On average I slept 4 hours a night?
It was damn tiring I swear.
And one of the nights it rained.
Auto wake up and it was so freaking cold.
But still fell asleep in the cold.
Cause was too tired.
The whole exercise was tiring.
The instructors told us to think about the reason why we wanted to be here.
At times we will feel so tired but what is the reason for me to be there.
So I kept thinking, haven't really found that reason yet.
But it's something along the line of becoming a better person.
So I asked myself, throughout the 8/9 weeks I've been in OCS, have I became a better person?
Definitely I cannot judge this by myself but I feel I've become mentally stronger throughout this exercise.
I can handle stress alot better now and I'm not afraid of failing.
In other words, I'm more able to stand up after I fail now.
Instead of whining and complaining, I've learnt to overcome my own thoughts and pull through.
Not showing off but I carried one of the heaviest (or maybe heaviest) field pack throughout this outfield.
And there are people with very light field pack complaining about how heavy their field pack is.
It sucks to see that there are people like this in OCS.
But well, everyone has their own limits.
Once that limit is reached, everyone's true colour comes out.
I never knew I would reach this limit.
I know I'm mentally strong.
But this exercise has pushed my limits even more.
When I reached my limits during the 7th or 8th day, I was man moding all the way.
I was damn pissed off at many things.
Hardly I get pissed off.
But I managed to overcome myself and kept my morale high and ended centipede in a high note.
Quite proud of myself and my performance.
Hopefully I'll stay strong for Scorpion King, the upcoming outfield.
For now, I deserve my break.
Just met my BMT section mates hours ago.
Miss them man.
Hahahaha.
Miss all the stupid times we had in bunk.
Shall go dota now!
Byeeeeeeeee

Every time after book out,

THE CLOCK STARTS TICKING...
Feel like I'm part of this movie every weekends.