Climbed hard today

AND IT FEELS GOOD!
Omg trained with Dennis and Kay Gin today.
Sick training.
It's been a long time since I trained so hard for something.
Train until really want to cry.
But it feels good after the training.
But my fingers are burning right now.
ELECTRIC FEELING.
Hope I get to train more and climb harder.
Now I want to climb hard but Army is in like 50 days time.
Kinda regret I only found back this motivation recently.
Or maybe only after today.
Always so lazy to climb and all.
Until Kay Gin pushed me today and wow, I managed to do routes that I didn't think of doing.
It's just my attitude.
And of course, I'm still finding that pysche to climb everyday.
Oh well.
Let's see how it goes soon.

:)

CALL YOU DEFINITELY

So bored~

Hey all.
Went to eat with paddlers yesterday.
Hahaha haven't seen them for quite some time.
There was rui guang, me, chin yue, christine, xin minn, gerald and shan leong!
So we went to eat at Somerset's Marche.
FUCKING EX.
But okay la, once in a while.
Spent like 21 bucks there.
And earlier on went to climb, 9 bucks.
Top up ezlink 10 bucks.
Lunch 4.70.
And some drinks here and there.
Spent a total of around 50 bucks in one day.
AMG.
So pain.
Then this sat going timbre with Kenny they all.
SPEND AGAIN.
Must do more camps already.
Hahahaha.
Anyway after eating at marche with the paddler's people, we headed to SCAPE to lepak.
At the playnation there.
A bunch of passionate dancers down there dancing.
Cool to see passionate people doing what they like to do.
Always enjoyed that.
Yeah so left at around 10 and then went back home with Rui Guang.
Took 43 all the way.
Was so tired when I reached home but still managed to play some dota here and there hahaha.
Okay ciaozsxz

West Grove Primary School

Hi all just did a day event at West Grove Primary School.
So tired.
The primary school kids probably have more energy than me.
They cannot stop getting noisy one.
Very cute all of them.
Hahahaha.
Primary school kids easier to handle as compared to 3NT students.
Because whatever you say they will listen.
It's very fun overall because all my students love me.
HAHAHAHA.
That's a very nice feeling.
Like whenever you run, they will follow.
They don't slowly walk to you, they run to you with enthusiasm.
It's like I RUNNNNN all the way to one side, all of them follow
I runnnnn to another corner all of them follow.
Hahaha.
Then water break, ran together to drink water.
Then when going back, I heard someone saying "HE LOOK LIKE THIS ........ (DIDN'T HEAR)"
Then I shouted at them "AH WHAT? HE LOOK LIKE WHO?"
When I walked closer,  I started running, and then all of them ran away from me.
OMG really damn enjoyable to have such a cute bunch.
Then got one girl called stefanie.
Most of the coaches agreed that she look older than her age.
She looks 15/16 but she's only 11.
Hhahaha.
Okay I shall go dota BYE.

It's 5.36am

So tired but excited at the same time.

The feeling of a happy kid.

It's coming back.

Going to meet AK people at Hougang Mall now.

Free cab to West Grove Primary School together with them.

Jeremy pay hahahah.

Jeremy damn bause.

Woohooo

Finally got someone blog already.
Chin yue hahaha.
www.callmeyeti.wordpress.com
Anyway went to NUS open house yesterday and then headed to climb.
NUS is really a nice place.
But boo two more years then can go there.
Then climbed with Aizat until 9 and then headed to old airport to eat.
Today wake up at 2 and then dota awhile before going to paya lebar for camp briefing.
Tomorrow heading to West Grove primary to facilitate a one day activity.
Hahaha.
Quite excited anyway.
Made a few friends today.
Justin, Nikki, Jesslyn and Brandon.
Hahhaha.
Gonna cab with some strangers tomorrow.
Quite looking forward to it.
OKAY I SHOULD SLEEP.
I'm left with 5 hours to sleep.
Booo.
Good night!

WHOOOSAYY

I've finally become a camp facilitator for the first time.
My first work.
Under Adam Khoo.
This job surprises me.
It's been a long time since I socialise with people.
Staying at home and dota like for the past months.
Finally stepping out of my house, out of my comfort zone and become a camp facilitator.
Even typing on computer now feels so weird.
I'm so tired now but I really have a lot to say.
This camp has changed me quite abit.
So this is quite an important thing to blog about.
It's only a short three days.
I'm allocated with a Normal Technical Class.
On the first day (training day), I was really afraid that the students would be very difficult to handle.
And I kept telling myself not to stereotype these students.
NT students are normally better as what I would have thought.
But sadly, the students that I have received are exactly the same as what I would have thought.
Inattentive, aimless, rowdy no respect for people.
EXACTLY MY STEREOTYPE.
And now, I would have to lead them for the camp.
They are secondary 3 students, and I thought they would be fine as they are not sec 4 or sec 5.
And they only recently became sec 3 students.
My expectations of them were too high at first.
Not saying that my expectations were high.
I just wanted them to listen to me and do all the activities well.
And share my life story with them.
But no, 3T1 students are so naughty that even Mash (my camp partner who has 5 year of experience) find it difficult to handle them.
There are bullies in the class and people who get bullies.
Malay and Chinese.
Hooligans and students who want to enjoy the camp.
Now I understand how the teachers of 11S103 feel.
You want to do your part, but half the class are creating problems for you.
You waste time to solve the problem but things aren't solve.
You feel that you have wasted time trying to solve the problem, should have just ignored the rest.
But you feel guilty and can't continue.
You're at a lost.
You feel like quitting.
AND, that's all the thoughts that are going through my mind.
PLUS, my confidence to speak in front of a crowd is very low.
So can you imagine? Low confidence with a bunch of students that even facilitator with 5 years experience have problems with?
The first day of the camp was really a bad experience.
I wanted to tell Jeremy that I wanted to quit this job and go home and sleep.
But somehow I decided to continue, for the sake of respecting this job and respecting all the coaches, especially Mash.
If I just give up now, wouldn't that make me a loser.
Went back with a new attitude, got thrown back down by them.
They were really a difficult bunch.
Mash came out with an idea, and that is making them feel guilty.
How does he does so?
He ask me to hold push up position together with him.
That is to give them a message that it is our fault for their bad behaviour.
Because as facilitator, we fail if the class ain't listening.
And that worked perfect.
Only after 15 mins (not saying 15 mins of push up position is easy)
They realised their mistakes and then they became a class together by joining in the push up position together.
The notorious guys all realised their mistakes and hold push up position together.
That was the most touching moment I had in the camp.
The rest of the days were a lot more easier.
Most of the leading were done by Mash.
And that was what I really want to thank Mash.
He has his ways with students.
And his way of leading people are very effective.
That's somehow the camp.
I'm really very tired to blog now, I don't know what I'm blogging.
Hahahaha.
But overall, it was really fun and I met a lot of people!
Gonna meet those coaches on Monday for another camp.
But it's a one day event.
Hahahaha, kinda miss my 3T1 guys and all the coaches.
Been a long time since I have this camp camp feeling.
Feel so young again!