Damn

There's always this dream.
Where you get so close to a girl.
And everything was so damn fine.
And then poof, it's a dream.

doing nothing lately

why is this holiday so boring.
Blah.
Okay at least I cycled to swim at anchorvale today.
And then cycled back.
The journey back was awesome.
The wind blowing on my wet hair.
So cooling.
And free.
OHHHHHH YEAHHH.
A levels was worth the suffering.
I guess.
To make me see how much I can enjoy right now.
Hahahaha.
Feel sad for all the J1s right now.
Lolol.

My climbing attitude

Haven't been properly blogging these few days.

Too busy having fun.

Hahahaha.

Anyway been to climbing today.

Woke up early even though I was a little drunk from last night's drink at Kenny's house.

Celebrated his birthday.

Kinda.

Hahaha there was me, Ivan, Vincent, Salim and of course Kenny.

Yup played circle of death, bridge, dai di.

Drank a lot of red wine last night.

Damn sick.

Almost vomit at 5am + when I woke up.

But managed to sleep through it.

LOL.

Power of the brain, paralyzed body.

And that's how people feel as if a ghost was lying above the person when they sleep.

:)

Sleep paralysis.

Okay got a little off track when I talk about dreams / sleep.

Hahaha cause I'm recently into lucid dreaming again.

Really hope can master the skills.

DON'T FOLLOW THE 9GAG POST.

Noob lucid dream skill.

It's Wake induced Lucid Dream - WILD.

The one I learn is Dream induced Lucid Dream - DILD.

If you guys are interested can ask me~

But I only lucid dream 6 times in my life.

With only 3 that I am at least 80% control of the dream.

Hahaha.

OKAY BACK TO TODAY.

Yup so went to climb.

Yay.

My left knee fucking annoying.

But this injury, was kinda an opener for me.

Honestly, I want to say I was a little competitive in the past.

And the fun of climbing isn't really there anymore as I keep wanting to improve myself.

To win competition and stuffs.

To prove to people that I'm good.

I don't want people to look down on me when I climb.

This left knee of mine has taught me that competition doesn't bring you happiness.

Okay maybe temporary happiness.

Like yay I won, I'm an inter man now.

But it doesn't give you that sense of achievement.

So what if I am an interman.

But I don't give in 100% when I do a route.

Like today, I just do this very simple move.

Like I did almost 10 times.

The move.

Everytime I do, I am .5 cm closer to the tile.

And I finally reached the tile after 10 attempts.

And that is enough to bring me happiness equal to when I finish a route.

My attitude to climbing has to change.

More focus and less giving up.

I still remembered last time doing a route for 6 weeks.

Yes, that is the kind of happiness I want from climbing.

That sense of euphoria.

Hahahaha.

Kinda want to thank Elaine for accompanying me today to climb easier routes.

Cause I can't possibly do all the hard routes.

Hahaha.

THANKS ELAINE.

And on a side note, finally saw JOHN.

OMG.

SO long never see him.

He has became a lot stronger.

10 one arm pull up.

LOL.

Fucking cb.

And he was damn nice today.

He bought MC just to climb with us.

Excused from work.

But then we were leaving at 6+ 7.

So stayed a little longer just for him.

Until 8.45.

Then we went to eat together.

Me MJ and John.

Went to eat at Serangoon central.

Maybe I'll be working at the same place as John.

He's the chef while I'm the waiter.

Hahahaha.

Quite cool.

Shall consider that job.

And yeah, I'll probably be working.

But not so soon.

I need to enjoy!#@!@@!

MORE OUTINGS PLEASE.

No matter who you are.

JIO LEH.

Just caught....

THE HUNGER GAMES.
Awesome, awesome.

Shag

Dota
Dishonoured
Went to drink at YS's house.
Talk to his parents and stuffs.
Oh shit I forgot to ask mum whether can go msia with his family.
Got car.
Got good food ys say.
Hahaha.
So after that watched those prank videos.
Freaking funny.
HAHHA.
Yup then cycled home.
Then dota again.
Cb lose lose lose.
Pek cek.
LOL
Nvm.
Whole body aching from yesterday's climb.
But it's really good to have body aches.
Instead of headaches.
Hahaha.
BYE GUYS.

First day back to climbing

It isn't really that good.
Can't do shit.
Anything also cannot do.
Skin burn in 2 hours.
Mini flapper.
Cannot do more than 5 pull ups during PT.
And worst of all my left knee sucks.
But catching up with my friends was really good.
Felt so welcomed when I walk into the gym.
Mason welcomed me back.
Then fist bump yu kai, yong sheng and min jian.
Like some famous star.
LOL.
But sadly, I'm like a weakling now.
Can't do shit.
Hopefully I have the perseverance to train back my left knee.
Then strength and techniques and endurance wise, I don't mind training everyday.
It's just, the knee.
It hurts.
Bad.

Oooo

Didn't blog yesterday.
Forgot hahaha.
Went to chomps with Ivan, Kenny and Vincent.
Before that was fixing my bike.
Tyre punctured again.
Lol.
Yup so after that chomps, cycled back home and then bathed.
Played abit of dishonoured.
Dishonoured is a game that I recently keep playing.
Assassin RPG.
Not bad.
But I think skyrim still better hahaha.
Okay so went to Kenny's house.
Watch dui dui peng before going to his room and play card games.
At first play dai di.
Then play bridge.
Then play black jack.
We wanted gamble but you know..
Kinda..
Ya
So we took out our phone and use calculator.
$5 each person.
LOL after 40 rounds, the person with the most money get a free meal from the other 3.
And that's me.
Wahahaha.
Yup that kinda sums up yesterday.
Today was not bad.
Hahahaha.
Woke up and went to play dishonored.
Then went to dota.
Then play play play until like 3+.
At first wanted to stay at home and play game.
But damn no life.
So decided to follow 103 guys to play pool + lan at KSM.
Yes it's the same shit but you know, together.
Hahahaha.
Played lan with Michael and Yi Da at first.
Then later Tubs and Destin who were playing pool came in.
So we CS awhile and then Michael left.
The rest of us went to eat at B1.
The awesome chicken rice.
Bwahahaha.
Fucking nice.
Cannot take it.
Hahaha.
Yup so after eating, went to get bubble tea.
Talk awhile and then went back home.
Yup so kinda dota 4 rounds and lost 4 rounds.
But last round won with Shan Leong.
Hahahaha.
Finally sia.
Lol.
Damn emo.
Nvm got the whole life to play dota now.
LOL.
Gonna climb tomorrow.
Omfg so fucking excited.
Hahahaha.
After 1 month plus.