Welcome to my life

AAAAAAAAAAA

2012-02-15T01:00:00.002+08:00

I really don't know what I'm doing in life anymore.
Not studying.
I'm like a freaking log in the sea now.
No direction.
I'm not even thinking.
No aims.
I really want to give up on everything.
And start afresh.
Yup, both relationship and studies.
But obviously, rewind button doesn't exist.
How!??!?!
I'm damn confused.
I'm damn worried.
I just want to climb and forget all my troubles.
I really hate living life like this.
It's like I want to start work, already, but I just can't seem to do the tutorials.
Don't know anything.
Starting to snowball.
Starting to be demoralised.
Gotta start thinking about my 2012.
I know it sucks.
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EAFSFDFSADFOSADFASD
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On a side note, today is valentine's day.
Received lots of food!
Hahahaha.
Went to dinner with A2 also.
Hahaha.
The only OGL there.
My OGMs all damn cute.
Hahahahaha.
Somehow feel damn happy to see them.
Like back to the no troubles J1 life.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
This sucks.

SCHOOL

2012-02-14T06:04:00.000+08:00

MONDAY BLUES WAS ACTUALLY NOT SO BLUE YESTERDAY.
Hahahah.
Class was freaking funny.
Did shit during GP lesson.
Really reminds me of 103/203.
Fooling around during Miss Vemela's class but the other classes we quite obedient.
But, we're 18 already!
LOL.
If classes continue to be like that, I really don't know what my A level results will be like.
And if my GP teacher remains to be like that, I comfirm fail GP.
Confirm*
LOL.
I have been spelling comfirm instead of confirm for quite some time.
No one correct me.
Anyway, after school today, went for chem retest.
Dr Ramen or however I spell his weird name told me "Waaa, not bad ah. Impressed me. Not bad not bad. But your mechanism still needs to be stronger, but definitely better than Wilfred."
LOL.
It's been a long time since I heard people's praise.
Felt damn good.
The feeling of reaping what you sow.
I really studied for the chem test la.
But not that much.
Hahaha.
Yup.
After school stayed back to paste the VALENTINES ATLAS HEART for the whole Atlas house.
Freaking hell.
Do until 9.20 then go home eat dinner.
Freaking hungry.
Hahaha.
But it's damn nice.
But we haven't complete it yet.
So it's 6.03am right now and I'm leaving house.
Hope I can catch the bus.
BYE.

This is real

2012-02-13T07:00:00.001+08:00

This is me.
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now.
Gonna let the light shine on me.

Not much change over here.
These few days have been very lazy to do anything.
Yesterday was better.
I tried studying chemistry.
Hahaha.
The rest of the subject totally never touch.
I think I need to catch up before the snowball comes.
I'm starting to not understand things in lecture and tutorial.
Then it takes longer time for me to self-study the topics.
Yesterday was rather a good day.
Soccer in the morning.
Supposed to play at around 9am.
But I woke up at 10.30am.
But anyway, I still joined the match.
Hahaha.
Played until like 12.30 then left school.
Went to eat with Hardi, Kelvin, Edmund, Wai Heng, Zong Han and Wing Lun.
Oh and Kelvin's younger brother.
Hahaha.
So after eating, jio-ed zh wh and wing to my house.
Yup so went my house.
Played draw my thing and dota.
Then I tried to study.
But obviously failed.
LOL.
Okay la then after studying, went to change and then left home for Nex.
Went to eat Carl's and then studied awhile on Arenes and then went to arcade.
Hahaha.
Played bishi bashi and jubeat.
Like the usual stuffs.
But this time I topped up too much money.
Now I still got 10 credits left.
Lololol.
Okay so after playing arcade, headed home.
That was like 11pm.
Yup so went home and then played draw my thing until 1am.
Freaking hell.
LOL.
Yup,
That's about it.
Shall watch some climbing videos before going to school.
Trololol.

So confused about my freaking life now.
Like I don't know what to do now.
And every day is without a goal, without motivation, without sense of direction.

Hi.

2012-02-12T02:16:00.001+08:00

It's late.
Around 2.15 am.
I'm feeling uneasy at home.
Scared of those stuffs.
:/
After the incident yesterday I damn scared.
Shall go sleep.

Blah

2012-02-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

These 2 days have been very tired.
Today like sian also.
Only after school damn fun.
Went for house meeting.
And it was quite good.
Hahaha.
Okay I really very tired.
Blog tomorrow. Bye.

Tired

2012-02-10T07:05:00.002+08:00

Damn tired sia.
Everyday go school sleep.
Should try to pon school 1 day.
Anyway I didn't blog yesterday cause I came home late and I was freaking tired.
Let's see.
We had lessons in the morning all the way until 5.05.
That's hardcore long.
Freaking tired.
But when I saw my OGMs say hi to me, I feel very good hahahaha.
Like wooo, I've a bunch of lovely juniors.
Anyway, climbed at CA after school yesterday.
Then before that, went to check my school wall for awhile.
Then I was matching hand on a crimpy jug.
And I slipped but I was still holding damn tight.
So I pulled my ring finger and it was freaking pain.
I cannot do a lot of routes now.
Never complete all the routes at CA sia.
Anyway, went CA with Amsyar.
Then we take 81 to kovan.
Then saw Isaac on 81.
Is my xms junior from climb.
He can lead climb 6c+.
Zai kia sia.
I can do 5c HAHHA.
Anyway, after climbing with all the climbers, went to eat with a lot of people.
There was me, John, Elaine, Yong Sheng, dias? dios? dius?, Cliff, Stanley, Jia Hui and Justin.
Justin drove us to Whampoa.
Ate prawn noodle at around 10.30 pm.
Hahaha.
Damn shiok life.
Then the freaking John eat freaking a lot.
He's the first person I see eat so much voluntarily.
2~4 meals in 1 meal everyday.
And then so skinny.
LOL.
Damn cool la.
Then when going back, Justin fetched us to Farrer park.
Then talked on the MRT and stuff.
With so many adults.
Hahahaha.
Most of them like older than 21.
Okay I shall go now.
Getting late.
Late for school I mean.
Hahahaha bbyeee!

A2, A2, WE TAKE 4H2.

2012-02-09T01:10:00.003+08:00

HELLO ALL.
I SWEAR ORIENTATION 2012 WAS A BOMB.
IT'S SO DAMN FUN YEAH.

Today was really a mad day man.
Throat hurting from all the shouts.
But luckily my voice is still there hahaha.
Yup so wake early in the morning.
At 6am.
So went to school.
Was kinda late.
So when I reached school, kinda rushed into the hall.
By the time I reach there, I think the briefing over already.
So I headed down to LT 1 with Nicole to set up laptop and stuff to prepare for Road Race presentation.
Kinda fail.
But then yet again, only like less than 40 people turn up.
Then Mr Din was like so disappointed.
Lol.
So after the presentation, went up to the hall.
Danced awhile then Destin Tay came.
So brought him up with Wei Lun and then started dancing.
After the dance, went to have recess and then later went back up.
Showed video.
Then went down to get ready for wet games finale.
I tell you it was damn fun.
Being the pole IC, I thought I will be dry because I thought I will be protected by my Entrance Guard.
THEN IN THE END ALL FAIL.
So a lot of water bombs hit me and Amsyar.
Which was damn shiok.
Then after the wet games finale, some of the Atlas and Callisto guys all went to the handicap room and play.
Play as in play with water.
And we called it the fun room.
So like 15 or more guys in the toilet then water was splashing around through a water hose.
So all of us literally bathed with our clothes on and jumped around like crazy.
HAHAHA.
Damn funny.
Cause all of us don't know each other but we know each other through this.
Yup so after that fun thingy, went to the field to slack with Wei Sheng and his Wushu friend Leonard.
Hahaha.
Made friends with him.
Realised he's a nice guy.
Hahaha.
So after all this watery thing, went up and then changed into Atlas OGL shirt.
Then later need to make the collage thing.
So instead of instructing people around, asked the two company Advisor to instruct them.
Then me and Theresa just slacked.
LOL.
Yup so after that went to find MJ.
The journey of MJ to MJ.
It was damn funny.
Like wth.
Aiya I damn tired now.
But today was really DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN.
Especially the finale performances.
Then when the DJ put in a nice song, all of us just started jumping around.
Like clubbing says Wei Sheng.
Haahaha.
Yup so after the mad finale night, cleaned up and then went to eat at white sands with Atlas OGL.
Then talk awhile then went home.
Hahaha.
Yup, over slept and missed my stop.
Okay I'm seriously very tired.
3 days like that.
Lol.

Dedication to Atlas 2:
Hello guys!
I hope you all enjoyed your orientation with the OGLs.
Because we, OGLs, are proud to say that we have fulfilled our objective.
And that is to bond you all and welcome you guys to the MJ family.
"YA FAMILY"
I actually used the word.
Okay la, MJ actually not that bad.
It's just the people you make in MJ.
If you are able to find friends that are very similar to those in your secondary school.
I bet school will be fun for you guys.
And I've found my bunch of friends here in MJ.
But they are all very different.
Or rather, all my secondary school friends are all very different from all the people here in MJ.
Hahaha.
Yup, you all must really bond as a CG ah.
That's what my previous OGL (in 2011) wanted my class to be.
And we did it.
My class is one of the naughtiest but most bonded class in MJ.
And I really appreciate that.
Hahaaha.
So you all must also make your 2 years in MJ less hell-like as what you think.
With that, I thank all of you!
And I wish we will all still keep in contact :)
Dinner soon!

Orientation Day 2

2012-02-08T00:27:00.000+08:00

Woooo.
Station IC with Chai today.
Then got all the photog people like Zul, Stefanie, Klarissa and Connie.
Hahaha they all damn cool people.
Zul damn funny.
Hahaha.
Okay anyway, it was quite boring being an station IC.
But absence makes the heart fonder.
LOL.
I really missed my OG when I was being the station IC.
I even ask whether A2 is coming to our zone.
Then when Jean told me yes, I was like YES.
Can see my OG.
Hahaha.
Really think my OG damn cool.
Totally different from other groups.
I felt a bit sad when no one want to stay at vivo but instead all want to go home.
Like no one enjoy the noisiness at the skypark.
All the cheers and stuff.
But when I was feeling disappointed, one of them, I think Pauline shouted my name and the whole OG started doing we say good bye cheer to me.
Wah.
That made my day.
Like all the hardwork really paid off.
Tomorrow will be even more cool.
But it's the last day already.
Hope I don't miss them too much hahaha.
OKAY.
GOOD NIGHT.
TML NEED WAKE UP EARLY.

A2

2012-02-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

Hahahahaha.
Orientation was seriously OKAY la.
Not say very into the mood.
I don't know how say.
I think I felt better as an OGM than as an OGL.
But well, all of us have this responsibility.
And that is to welcome them to the Meridian Family.
Pauline commented "So brainwashing"
When we were doing the ATLAS WARRIOR cheers.
TOTALLY.
Hahhahaha.
Like how I felt when I just came in to MJ and sang the school song.
MJ is the best.
Wth, everything's about MJ is the best.
But today was damn funny.
But the reason it is funny, shall be revealed on Wednesday.
Oh no, can't climb tomorrow.
Going climb on thursday.
Hope John will be climbing with us.
Hahaha that cool guy.
I think tues / thurs will be bouldering.
Only saturday lead + boulder.
Cause at night.
Don't dare to lead.
HAHA.
Oh right, as I was saying.
ATLAS 2.
Is a very special group.
I must say some of the people inside really reminds me of 103.
But don't have the Eugene factor.
All got the Gideon / Michael kind of people.
HAAHAHA.
I think Celestine should understand.
I think tomorrow will be fun.
But I won't be accompanying my OG.
So sad.
Kinda understood how my OGLs felt.
When you see the OG so bonded, you feel happy but at the same time sad.
Like the sense of relief la.
Like see them so bonded but we are not part of them.
But that's rife.
Hohoho.
Well, I'm more excited about the finale night then any other activity.
I really hope the performances will be damn funny.
Like during OGL camp.
Hahahaha.
Ahh, damn tired.
Don't know what I blogging anyway.
Hahahah.
But my OGs are all very sweet people.
:)
Really cool.
Hope to make them more bonded.
GO A2.
BILIBALAWOBUPA.

DRAW MY THING

2012-02-06T01:19:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAA it's 12.51am now and I'm playing draw my thing with MJ and Fizzy.
Damn funny.
All the things we draw look damn cute.
Just drew one hobo.
LOL.
Tommorrow ORIENTATION
FINALLY
THE ACTUAL ONE.
GONNA BOND MY OG AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE WITH DEON AND CELESTINE.
Hahahaha really excited.
My OG people seems very interesting.
They like damn enthu.
Invited to Atlas 2 facebook group and then some of us already started talking.
Hahahaha.
I bet one of them will stalk my blog and read this post.
ONE DAY.
Anyway today has been a rather boring day.
BUT GOT STEAMBOAT DINNER.
SHIOK.
HAHAHA draw my thing damn funny
Okay I just extend 1 min of time to blog.
HAHAHA.
Okay today was dota dota dota.
And then it's just boring.
Never do hw.
Whole day play comp.
Like douche bag.
Oh and I dreamt of someone last night.
In a very beautiful place.
Sigh.
Okay that's about it.
BYE

Shiok

2012-02-05T00:51:00.001+08:00

ODAC LUNCH.
CLIMBING.
That's today.

Odac lunch was really fun.
Hahahaha.
Long time no see ODAC people.
Okay 1 month like that only.
Wah freak damn tired.
Shall go sleep soon.
Anyway, got to know a cool guy during climbing.
Hahahhaha.
His name is John and he's from Phillipines.
We had dinner with him at Chomp chomp.
Hahahha.
Then he said that was prob the best thing he ate in Singapore until now.
AIYA I DAMN TIRED.
I WANT SLEEP ALR.
GOOD NIGHT.

Tired

2012-02-04T01:05:00.001+08:00

But I can feel the motivation for studying coming in slowly.
After road race and I will work hard.
Road Race comm is so fun man.
Hahahha.
All the funny people.
Damn tired today.
But it was all worth it.
Look at this!

I designed the dragon!
Hahaha.
The most shiny placard is mine.
Atlas 2 HAHAHA.
Totally just spam the glitter on the placard.
Orientation coming next week, so excited.
Make sure I bond my OG.
Hahahaha.
I want to be a responsible OGL.
:)
Oh, but right now, what's making more excited is................
I'm climbing tomorrow.
(SO BORING ONE AH YOUR LIFE CLIMB CLIMB CLIMB)
Yup.
What you want to do?
Punch me?
Come.
Hahahahaha.
OKAY BYE.

Hi all

2012-02-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog today.
But today is a great day.
It feels good somehow, to see people wearing other school uniform instead of the mj uniform in school.
Like after econs lecture, go down to the canteen and see so many different school uniform.
At least it made me feel better as compared to everything blue blue blue.
Maybe that's why wednesdays are less tiring.
AHHHHHh.
Very tired ah.
Hahaha but I enjoyed the singing session with the HC today at the piano.
Damn fun.
It's the end of admin days.
Next week going to be much much more fun.
J1s, enjoy all you can.
Because in your whole 2 years in MJ, I supposed this 2 weeks would be your best time in JC.
Seriously, JC SUCKS.
Hahahaha.
I remembered during 2010 JAE period, I thinking whether to go SP business course.
Was thinking of taking accounting.
I wonder what it would be like if I'm in SP now.
At times, I really regret coming to JC.
Because of the stress
But sometimes, I don't regret making the friends here.
Some are nice la at least.
Hahahaha.
1 more year.
If I hate it, I also must live through it.
So why not live through it happily.
After road race, I'm going to study very hard.
March Block Test comfirm fail.
But nevermind.
Work hard for MYE.
Okay I really very tired already.
Shall go sleep.
Hahaha.

Education

2012-02-02T06:36:00.002+08:00

http://www.visakanv.com/blog/4311/singaporean-students-lack-drive-why-ah/

Really hope my parents would read this.

fsda

2012-02-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

Came home.
Wanted so bad to sleep.
But dad had to lecture me for what half and hour?
I really don't see anything wrong about chasing my own passion, chasing my happiness.
Why are all adults stopping me from getting my happiness.
I don't want my teenage life to be boring.
I'm still young.
I don't want to be so mature yet.
I want to be able to explain my youth to people when they ask me in the future.
I'm only 17.
It's the time to have fun.
Of course I know I have to study.
No matter what, I still have to have a future at least.
But come on, I really know what I'm doing.
I just love climbing so much that I can't stop it.
Like marcus yeo, he climb everyday for his j1 life.
But he still did not bad for A level?
But still, I know that my parents feel sad that I don't accompany them enough.
That I will change.
Try to go home earlier and stuff.
But my dad thinks that because he scolded me yesterday, then today I purposely don't want go home early.
That totally flared me up.
Like wth.
He really thinks I'm that childish.
Childish and fun is two different thing.
Ahh, whatever.
Never stop climbing.

Adults

2012-02-01T00:32:00.004+08:00

Just don't understand anything about passion.
I know I climb until a bit late today.
I just reached home and it's 12.28am.
But I know what I'm doing what.
My studies also not say like shit.
I got study, I got listen in class, I balance my life.
The only thing is I seldom go home early.
And that's the thing that make them angry.
They say I have to spend time at home.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
Really damn pek cek with my parents.
Whatever I do they not happy.
They only want me to study.
YA LA YA LA KNN.
Now behind down there kpkb.
Everything about money la.
Everything about studies la.
No mood.
Kao.

Thoughts

2012-01-30T23:24:00.001+08:00

From Secondary School to JC 1 and now to JC 2.
It has been very fast-paced for me.
2010 to 2011 and then 2012.
Things have changed.
I have changed.
I definitely know that.
But something's not change.
My attitude towards friendship.
I really cherish all my friends.

Going to JC, the most significant thing that have changed a lot is the way I communicate.
I'm careful of what I say.
Because people here can't take jokes as much as people from XMS.
People here judge.
I've turned into someone who cares about dignity.
Yeah shit hole.
I care about how people view me as a person.
That's why I tone down.
That's why I become less guai lan.
And that's why I become less funny.
Because I know if I say a joke which is not funny, everyone will be like "fag".
I don't even dare to joke.
But this year, I really wanted to change.
I want to stop all this crap.
I want to be myself.
But no, there's no opportunity at all.
The only small chance that I can be myself is when I'm with the 11S103 guys.
But still, there's this barrier I have with everyone in this school.
I can't open up.
Which is the reason why I'm becoming weirder and weirder each day.
Too many things in my head.

Remembered I said I feel the most comfortable with the 11S103 guys?
That's also the time where I feel most happy in JC.
And yeah, I always fool around in school with these bunch of people.
And today, Mr Hon told me something that made me feel frustrated and insulted.
He said I've changed this year.
He said that I was a good boy last year and now I've become very naughty.
And he gave me that disappointed face of his that made me felt guilty at myself.
But when I think about it, I find nothing wrong.
I feel that I'm just trying to find back myself this year.
Which obviously is not wrong.
The Wee Pin he saw in 2011 is probably a cover up, a cover up for the new environment.
The way Mr Hon judged me today when he don't really understand me makes me feel somehow insulted.
Make me think that he only respect the fake quiet me in 2011 but not the real guai lan me that I'm trying to be.
But I know Mr Hon is caring la.
I really wanted to tell him all of this after econs lesson.
But he left.

People judge.
People look at you everyday.
People talk behind your back everyday.
They say your face sucks.
They say you are too loud.
But what makes them think they understand you.
If you feel sucky in school because you feel that you are being judged everyday, then just let them be.
Prove to yourself that you are normal.
Have faith in yourself.
Don't trust people too easily.
And don't judge people too.
Because you never know what they are really thinking in their head.
Hold this idea with you and we'll live through this shitty 2012.

Ahhhh

2012-01-30T07:06:00.000+08:00

I'm so confused right now.

I don't even know whether I'm thinking too much or I'm not thinking at all.

I seemed to lose all the fighting spirit I have in Secondary 4.

That motivation for everything.

That motivation for every subsequent days.

That motivation is gone.

Everyday is just like this.

Like totally nothing to do.

SCHOOL SARK.

LIFE SARKS.

FASTER GO NS PLEASE.

So I will meet real people there.

I hope.

Hey

2012-01-30T06:56:00.001+08:00

Maybe I should make my blog more mundane so people will stop stalking me.
Then I can start posting private stuffs.
YEAHAHAHAHA

It's a boring routine that all of us have to go through

2012-01-30T00:42:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL

Totally lazy to blog.
Sleep.
Hahahahaha.
At first wanted to sleep an hour ago.
But was watching climbing videos and can't stop.
Can't wait to climb.
Orientation going to take up a lot of time.
Good bye rocks.

OGL final briefing + climbing

2012-01-29T02:07:00.001+08:00

Today has been a good day.
Cause there's climbing.
Hahahaha.
Okay.
Really nothing much to blog about yo.
Just that I saw Marcus Yeo in MJC.
The legendary climber from mjc.
He totally look like a pro climber.
Cause all pro climbers a bit quiet looking hahaha.
Okay anyway, ogl briefing was like what.
Totally never listen much.
Then damn sian.
Then went to basketball with Edwin, Amsyar, Vivek, Terence, Shuian Jun and Leon.
After playing, went to eat ananas cafe with Amsyar and SJ.
Then went to buy some cheap value dollar drinks and then went down back to subway to find the rest.
Edwin they all.
Then talk talk abit then left for climbing.
Train-ed with vivek all the way to mountbattten.
Hahha then he keep telling me stories about him and Jocelyn.
Damn funny.
Okay so after that, waited at mount batten awhile and then Destin and Min Jian came.
So we headed to Onsight.
Then Elaine suddenly popped up from nowhere.
So we climbed.
Climbed from 2.30 to around 6.30?
Very short climb today.
Hahahaha.
But it was quite fun.
Managed to finish an open women route.
With my own beta.
Hahaha.
Cool man.
Okay so after that, went to clean up and then headed home with Min Jian.
Destin and Elaine left earlier.
Yup so headed home.
Wanted so much to study.
But in the end I just slacked the whole day by dotaing.
OMG.
I'm a fag.
Okay shall go sleep.
BYE!

Shall find a day

2012-01-28T01:56:00.000+08:00

to go to the breakwaters and shout out my lungs.
And find myself back.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

2012-01-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

Super pissed off with everything now.
I'm like a childish fag.
Angry that I can't win tetris.
OMGGGG.
Okay la not really.
But it's just that I hate it when my parents ask me to sleep.
It's like my mum will open the door and then scold me.
Then later my father will wake up because of the loud shouts and then he join force with my mother to scold.
I hate it when they do that.
Today was rather a good day.
Spoilt at the end.
Lost 2 dota matches.
Sian.
Then want to redeem the lost so went to tetris.
Then lost also.
Then lose until teng sa teng kor.
Then just nice parents come and scold.
Super pek cek la sian.
Nvm tomorrow climb and forget :)
Life's good.

Short post

2012-01-27T07:07:00.000+08:00

Hi it's gonna be a short post.
Didn't blog yesterday cause I was tired and also my brother was using the comp.
So let's see, school was sucky.
Because it ends at 5.05.
Going to school like more and more jia lat.
I really cannot find the motivation to study.
Some more this few weeks super busy.
Don't even have time to study and catch up.
If it's going to turn into a snowball, then jia lat already.
I really hope I can catch up man.
Oh and I want to mention that maths lesson is one that is normal.
LOL.
Like it's not dead.
Like Mr Hon's lesson also very normal.
Cause the teachers are like normal people.
Unlike GP, so weird.
Lim Li Lian.
Then the whole class totally have to listen for the sake of listening.
But for maths and econs tutorial, we listen because we respect the teacher and somehow there's a motivation there.
Aiya, but then, yet again, school sucks.

CLIMBING

CLIMBING

CLIMBING

CLIMBING

CLIMBING.

Well, that's the only free time of my timetable.
Free as in, mind-free.
Yesterday was not really a committed day.
But it was fun because got to know more people.
2 random girls that me and min jian talk to.
The way to start a conversation with a random stranger is very easy.
Just "What's the route?"
And you just made a friend.
LOL.
Okay that aside, traverse a bit yesterday, did almost all the routes.
Which was satisfying.
After climbing, went to "Eat".
Hahaha cause I didn't eat.
Eat with a lot of people.
Zhi Wen, Elaine, Min Jian, Jia Hui, Justin Chan and Yong Sheng.
All of us squeezed into Justin's car.
LOL super funny.
Like 7 people squeeze inside the 5 man car.
Behind got 3 small people.
Jia Hui, Elaine and Zhi Wen.
But I sat on Min Jian.
Then the whole car super pack.
Like Ba Zhang.
HAHAHA.
So we reached kopitiam at Farrer Park and then ate with Cliff and 2 of his friends.
The feeling of eating with all other climbers was really good.
Like 10 climbers sitting together.
Then later John Hua (I don't know how spell his name) came and joined us.
So later all of us went home.
RUSHED IT THROUGH CAUSE I'M LATE FOR SCHOOL.
7.07 now LOLOL.
Okay bye!

CNY day 3

2012-01-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

School started already.
WTH.
This sucks.
My march block test confirm fail.
After orientation still need to plan road race.
GG.
Anyway, after school today had CCA.
12 rounds fartlek.
Damn shiong.
Cause the fartlek is by 400m.
Which sucks.
Like all my rounds around 1.30~1.40?
Damn lousy.
But I think the sun has a part to play in the exhaustion.
Hahaha.
Anyway I'm damn tired now.
So after CCA, talked to Mr Din about Road Race for awhile and then went home with Ivan.
Ivan came over my house to bai nian.
Yup so after I bathe, we headed to XMS kopitiam.
Went to buy some food and da bao to shi yun's house.
Zoey, shi yun and kelvin was there.
Then later came zong han and kenny.
Then watch Johnny English reborn.
Or something.
Then I fell asleep until 10+.
LOL.
Then after awhile they left already.
So headed to 600+ to eat midnight snacks with ivan kenny zong han and rebecca.
Oh ya, rebecca came when I was sleeping.
Hahahah.
So after eating, walked home with Ivan and Kenny.
And yup, that's about it.
Really tired.
Not prepared for tomorrow's 5.05.
GG.

CNY DAY 2

2012-01-25T00:35:00.001+08:00

Lazy and sleepy and moodless.
Went michael's house.
Eat.
Jam.
Take ang pao.
Fool around.
Went to Carl's junior with Wei Lun and Destin and Joshua and Celestine.
Shu Qi came afterwards.
Ate and then walked around tampines.
Play here and there.
Walk to carpark and lame here and there.
Go cold storage also.
Aiya.
Damn lazy.
On the bus back home, saw this father taking care of his son.
Letting his son sleep on his shoulder.
My heart really felt so heavy.
Like I'm such an unfilial son.
But, my dad just shouted at me again.
Just cause I not going to sleep?
It's like my own life.
I'm not tired also need to shout at me to sleep.
Sigh.
Shall faster rank up tetris and sleep.

CNY

2012-01-24T10:18:00.000+08:00

Hi all.
Forgot to blog yesterday because I was gaming from 7 - 2 LOL
Went to ah ma house at 1pm.
Until like around 6pm.
First time back home so early sia.
Collected like 5 angpaos nia.
Damn jia lat.
Anyway it was very fun at my ah ma house even though we didn't gamble.
Hahhahaha.
Talked to ah min, ah ling ah le.
Always their family and our family can talk only.
Then outcast the rest of the other cousins.
LOL.
Okay so it was fun talking to them and my brothers.
The food was awesome.
Totally eat from 2pm - 6pm.
Non-stop.
Snacks / lunch / dinner.
Damn sian this year compared to the other years.
Sigh.
I think it's a result of growing up.
Anyway, so went back and then dota + cs until 2am.
Then used facebook and 9gag until around 3am.
Then got a lot of weird noises coming from my house.
Then I'm the only one alone at home.
Like the fridge start to make this weird buzzing sound, my brother's room start to have lizard / electricity sound and then there was this sound of someone unlocking the main gate.
The previous time was like 3 days ago.
I thought it was some burglar or something so I went to peep through the peep hole.
Then there was no one.
And the sound stopped.
Then yesterday I went to check again.
And the unlocking sound stopped.
And it was damn creepy.
So I immediately off the light and went to sleep.
OMGGGG.
I very curious.
Like I want to find out what's the sound but I scared I see something.
Blah.

Thoughts

2012-01-22T19:43:00.001+08:00

Today

2012-01-22T02:01:00.001+08:00

Wake up.
Climb.
Dota.
Sleep.
HAHAHA.
So boring my life.

Okay so woke up at around 11am today.
Went to eat breakfast.
Ham and cheese!
Then was about to dota then MJ call me say climbing earlier today.
Some of them went at like 11am.
Like wth.
Yup, so didn't dota.
Immediately went to pack bag, bathe and then headed towards Farrer Park.
Went to Climb Asia and then started climbing.
Lead climb today.
For around 1 hour +?
There was Destin, Elaine, Zhi Wen, Min Jian, Justin Chan and Jia Cong.
Hahahaha.
So I leaded a 5c route for warm up first.
Then later went to try a 6b or 6c.
Even with tight also cannot finish.
The orange route.
Super tough.
How to 7a by this year sia if I so lousy.
Anyway, I learned how to lead belay today.
Lead is fun la but scary.
I think my middle finger joint got problem.
I can't even blog properly.
Lol.
I think crimp too much already.
Oh, when I was doing the orange route, then I was about to clip in already.
Like I gek damn long already just to try clipping in.
Then later when I was about to clip in then I DROPPED IT.
THEN OMG super nervous.
I really going to fall already.
Can feel my whole body damn nervous.
Then later I did it again, almost going to clip in then MIN JIAN PULLED ABIT.
Then chee bong I slipped and then I fell 5 panels until I was only 3 m off the ground?
THEN I FREAKING CHUA TIO.
Like no time to even express my shockness.
Just heartbeat damn fast.
Stupid Min Jian.
zZZZZzzzz
Today climbing crimped a lot la.
The last route I did I really committed myself.
I really shout like nobody's business.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and then I managed to finish the crimp route after around 7 attempts?
Damn tiring.
Now I got a feeling my right middle finger is injured.
Nvm.
Got one whole week to rest.
So after climbing, went to eat at Farrer Park with Min Jian and Jia Cong.
We went to buy stuffs from NTUC waiting to steamboat already.
Then in the end, when we went up, the japanese steamboat restaurant closed down already.
Then we bought the extra food for nothing.
Wah then super pek cek sia.
So we decided to go Kopitiam and try to find those shop that sell mini wok.
THEN WE FOUND IT.
And it managed to cook our food la.
Hahhaha, better than nothing.
So ate and then went back Climb Asia to retrieve my lost watch.
I asked Min Jian help me take care then in the end he go put at one corner.
Sohai.
Okay so after that, went home and then yup dota.
Damn tired already.
Shall go sleep!
SEE YA FOLKS.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.

LAZY

2012-01-20T23:10:00.005+08:00

CNY CELEBRATION.

Which was amazingly awkward with the teachers singing.

And amazingly awkward when china people present some weird skit.

But amazingly awesome with the opera show "shi ba luo han"

After cny celebration, went for the two lectures.

Totally fell asleep during Econs lecture.

Okay then after econs lecture, went to take paddle and then went to eat lunch.

Then went CCA.

Dragonboat module again.

Wah super tired I tell you.

100 strokes was the worst.

I think now average can do 60 strokes.

Oh and Jian Sen asked us to do Burpees.

And post the number of times we can do in 1 minute on the wall.

Hahahaha.

Okay whatever.

DB damn tiring.

Okay so after that went to bathe.

Supposedly going to eat with paddlers but in the end all wanted go home.

Oh and I chatted with Nigel today on the bus towards Bedok Reservoir.

Found out he was someone quite similar to me.

He felt that all his best friends are from his secondary school.

So he don't feel much related to the school.

Like it's just a place for education.

I feel this way too in this school.

But the difference is I have a responsibility.

Whatever I do in school, I need to becareful and I must be responsible.

Because I'm a house comm member.

If I didn't choose to become a house comm in the past, I bet I can just do whatever I like, get scolded and everything.

But well, it wasn't a bad choice to be in the house comm.

Knew some really mature but fun people inside.

But the increasing responsibility, reduces the fun factor.

Like what I told Nigel, sometimes I don't feel like cheering, but I'm still complied to ra-ra Atlas.

Because of responsibility.

Blah.

But it's a choice made, no turning back.

Do the best as I can as a HC member.

Before the MJC REFORM.

Ciaozxszzxsszxszxz

Welcome home

2012-01-20T07:04:00.001+08:00

Every time I visit my blog, I feel the sense of peacefulness.

I love my blog song.

Clears my mind.

Blah

2012-01-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to blog about today.
Cause totally sleep and sleep during lecture today.
Slept from first lecture until like 12.55.
Super tired.
Then had Road Race meeting with Yu Ling, Raveen, Jing Yi, Si Li, Ping Shuang and Nikhil.
Omg I think this group of people damn fun.
Hahahaha.
We had meeting from 1.15 to around 2.
Tutorial starts at 1.45.
But all of us decided to skip a bit of the lessons to discuss about road race.
We did it super discreetly.
We hid in one corner of the hall.
Then we started discussing.
Then we keep hearing some sounds coming from the hall.
Then we damn scared.
But we continued discussing.
Cause if the teachers caught us not going to lessons, we are SCREWED.
Like totally screwed.
So when we heard footsteps in the hall, our heart totally stopped.
Like OMG, if they find us here comfirm die.
Feels like we're kids again, hiding from adults.
So all of us went into this room.
And we hid inside.
And all of us didn't even dare to breathe.
All whisper like super softly.
Then from the inside of the room, we can only see one ray of light.
Then it was silent on the outside.
Yu Ling whispered in the softest tone "Eh I think just go out bah"
So me and Raveen stood up and went out.
Once we stepped out, the footsteps WERE JUST 5 m beside us.
But around the corner.
THEN IN MY MIND IT WAS LIKE "Okay gg, we are all going to die. Comfirm get scolded until there's no tomorrow."
Raveen still tried to hide back in the room.
LOL.
Then, in the end, it was 2 cleaning uncles who came to the room.
WAH HENG SIA.
THEN ALL OF US RAN OUT OF THE CORNER INTO THE OPEN SPACE.
AND LAUGH LIKE MAD.
LOL, never enjoyed this kind of thrill for a long time already.
Really laughed like mad.
Laugh from the inside (like what Xian Ting and Wei Sheng said) hahaha.
Feels super good.
Okay so after that, went back for Chem practical.
Sat beside Cheryl, then did SPA.
Then went back E1-3 for lessons.
GP then MATHS.
Unexpectedly, the last two lessons were more interesting than I think.
Cause Miss Lim scolded all the guys, and Eugene super funny.
Then maths also quite funny.
Aiya, actually today was quite a good day.
LOL.
Okay so after school, went library to do the GP hw with Michael.
Then later went back home.
Used computer awhile, bathed and then went to meet Fizzy at Buangkok.
Went to Nex.
Ate chicken rice and then went to shop.
Bought pants and t shirt at isetan.
Anyhow buy one lol.
But I spent $55 only.
Quite cheap.
Okay so went to lan later with fizy.
We called Zh also.
So the three of us dota-ed.
Then after dota, arcade until like 11.45.
Damn fun.
Hahahaha.
Because I had the arcade craving since school started.
^^
Okay so after satisfying my craving, went back home.
And yup, just reached home not long.
CNY CELEBRATION TOMORROW.
Sexciting.
But got lecture and CCA.
Sian diao.

Life

2012-01-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

School.

Training.

Basketball.

Dinner with 11S103.

Today is a really happening day.

Let's really blog in details!

Early in the morning, went for principal talk.

Miss Lai gave us a talk.

Hahahaha, now I understand why people write "Miss Esther Lai is propoganda on the table"

She's really a very influential person.

She knows how to make use of her resources to change our mind.

But she's kind of cool!

Like the way she thinks is not like any other ordinary teacher.

Today, she talked about Sir Ernest Shakleton.

The story is really very interesting.

But that was not the thing that touched me.

But instead, the video about the few old men.

When we grow up, it's true that we will start losing passion in life.

It's because we lose that drive, we forget our dreams.

Our purpose in life, is to live our dream.

To pursue our passion.

I understand, but I feel trapped by this society, this family.

Too many restrictions.

I really envy Natalie for leaving school and pursuing her own interest.

Her interest is to travel around the world, to those less developed place, live with the people there and help them.

So she decided to take up creative writing in poly so that next time she can write beautiful stories for the world.

I really feel that she will succeed in life.

A thousand miles start with a single step.

And she took that step already.

Good luck Natalie!

Hope you succeed and excel in whatever you do in the future!

Don't think she will read this anyway hahaha.

So blah blah blah school.

K let's talk about Chem lecture.

Mr Tong caught me for TALKING in lecture and decides to send me to the side of the LT and stand.

Totally got problem with me.

He always want to aim me.

The ginger bread man thing happened so long ago already he still mentioned it in Hwee Min's class.

Like he cannot forget me.

Of course, I tried to argue.

And as usual, adults will just use their authority to win over arguments.

He just said "I don't want to argue with you today. Just go stand at the side of the LT"

Kns, he damn kp.

Cannot stand it.

Think it's his face.

Okay, at least Mr Nah is caring enough to talk to me and allowed me to sit down afterwards.

Mr Nah is like so much better than most teachers.

He's a very fair person.

(Y)

Okay that's about it for school la.

Oh, I talked to Mr Hon for around 10 minutes during econs tutorial about the thing.

Hahahaha.

Feels good to release the questions in my mind.

Shall blog about the thing openly when the whole school knows about it.

Okay so after school, training.

Fartlek 10 rounds.

Circuit.

20, 40, 60 push ups.

20, 40, 60 crunches.

30s, 1 min, 1min 30s planks (front left and right)

20, 40, 60 1 legged-heel raise.

Super tired after that.

Okay so after CCA, went to basketball with Sean Hui and Chin Yue awhile.

Then play play play, decided to slack.

ODAC people came and then I sat around and watch them play.

Then after that waited for Destin to finish squash, Yi Da to finish CO and Eugene to finish floorball.

Once everyone is done, went to Elias to eat zhi cha.

Damn shiok.

But I not enough money.

HAHAHA.

Paying Yi Da tomorrow.

Okay so after eating, played iPhone games.

1 to 50 and Supersonic.

Hahaha.

Then decided to go home after awhile.

Then I think I'm going to sleep now.

Freaking tired.

GGGGGGGGGGG.

OOOOO

DDDDDDDDDDD

NNNNNN

IIIIIII

GGGGGG

HHHHHH

TTTTTTTT

!!!!
!!!!!

:)

2012-01-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

I totally love my blog song.
I want to listen to it and do my homework / study.
It's so peaceful.
It reminds me of climbing every time I hear this song.
Cause I found it from some climbing video.
Very inspirational.

Anyway, today has been an okay day.
SCHOOL.
HC MEETING.
CLIMBING.

1.School

School 's like a jail man. Lol. But today, school was more okay then the other days because I sat with the guys in our class. They're totally like me man. Heck care work. But at least I ain't that rebellious HAHAHA. You know they freaking ran out of class to Arnold's chicken during GP lesson. But well, it's GP lesson. Aiya, school's just damn boring. But after school, went to E1-1 to find Wei Lun. Then Ying Ting was there also, so we talked about ODAC camp. Hahahaha. Make her jealous because she never come. Okay then after talking awhile, it was
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.
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2.HC Meeting

HC meeting was the most different one today. I have no stand for that idea, but the point is, I have a lot of things that I want to say but I don't know how to put in words. Like I can find flaws, but the flaw is not so important if we change our point of view. I don't know how say la. But it just totally suck my brain dry during the meeting. For the first time I was so serious in HC meeting. Hahaha. So after HC meeting, it was around 6+ so I went
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3.Climbing

Climbing without fail was the most entertaining part of my day. Hahahaha, totally clears the mind. In school, I felt that I was being myself. But nope, I only realised I'm not behaving like myself when I went climbing. CLIMBING IS SO FUN. Hahahaha. Today a lot people climb sia. Finally paid Sebastian the $24. Wait I paid him $25, he don't want find change. Chicken backside. So climbed with Elaine, Yong Sheng, Min Jian, Zhi Wen. Climb climb climb. Because when I reach, I was damn late already. It was like 8.20 when I reached. So climb like 1 hour + only. Do like 2 routes then started doing PT already. Saturday next climb, must traverse more. NEVER SEE CASPER TODAY. He said he wanted climb lor. Liar. LOL. Okay so that's about climbing.

After climbing, went to eat hainanese scissors rice with Elaine, Yong Sheng, Zhi Wen and Min Jian. Damn nice. Oh wait, that bugger Zhi Wen went home first. BITCH! Got mother fetch then like that. LOL. Okay shall go sleep already. Tomorrow waking up at 7.20!
Woooo.
Left with 6 hours of sleep.
It's okay yo, enjoyed today!
GOOD NIGHT!

AHHH

2012-01-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

FREAK HOMEWORKS.
Why am I stressing over these useless stuffs.
Why am I caring so much about homeworks.
Okay, it shall never be my priority anymore.
Only do when I feel like doing.
HAHAHAHA.
Tomorrow in school then chiong.
Living a panicky life is quite interesting too.
Hahahaha.

Anyway, today has been rather a good day.
Except the fact of school and studying and teachers.
Okay, except mr hon.
Hahahaa.
I guess Mr Hon's tutorial is the only one that I can understand and enjoy.
Mr Hon live in Seng Kang sia.
That means next time consultation can meet him at Compass.
HAHAHA.
Okay so erm, school was sucky.
PE was quite sucky too.
Played choukball (dunno how spell).
And it's like super boring because no one runs.
Maybe next session will be more fun.
After PE, went to film Orientation video with HC and SC.
LOL quite fun.
I think the Atlas one quite stupid but funny.
Hahahaha.
Great video angle.
By me.
Great video idea,
By Wei Lun.
= Great video.
Yup, so after filming, we were supposedly allowed to go home.
But none of us left early.
The HC guys decided to play a game.
We spin 20 rounds and then run in between these two pillars.
And see who reach first.
LOL then got tournament style at first.
Okay not really.
Qualifying rounds.
Then later we got the finale.
Where 10 HC guys (around there) spin 40 rounds and then run there.
Wilfred damn loser, he totally off tracked.
Leon first, me second, Ting Hao third.
Hahahahaha.
Okay so after that, most went back home.
Wanted to leave already then I asked whether low want to go already.
Then he ask me wait for him awhile, slack around.
Then in the end was late to meet Min Jian.
Lol.
Nvm.
So left school with low and then 109-ed back to Hougang.
Walked towards MJ house from the 109 bus stop.
So sun bian go kopitiam buy milo peng and went to bread shop to buy some bread.
If not comfirm faint when I run.
Hahahaha.
So ran for 43 minutes from his house there towards junction 8.
Bought a $3 red bull and then rest 5 mins
Ran back in 37 minutes.
LOL, that MJ freaking want to get home fast then run faster and faster then pant like dog.
Okay then went back his house, got some drinks and then went back home!
Hahahha.
Shall jog every monday night.
To start the week afresh.
At least now can look forward to monday.

NO TUTORIALS ATTEMPTED.

I AM DOOMED.

But life's good.

:)

2012-01-15T16:04:00.003+08:00

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So bored

2012-01-15T15:36:00.001+08:00

I'm damn bored now.
Going to find low and kenny soon.
Damn sian of school already.
Even though it had only started for 1 week.
How to survive this whole year with this kind of workload sia.
I guess the only way is to improvise, adapt and overcome it.
Just like what ODAC always teaches me.
Shall go bathe~

SUP

2012-01-15T00:19:00.001+08:00

YO WASSUP PEOPLE.
I'm BACK.
Nah I wasn't away, just forgot to blog yesterday.
Anyway, two things I want to talk about today.
First thing - Climbing
Second thing - Atlas.

1. Climbing

WENT TO CLIMB TODAY.
And it never fail to bring smile to my face.
The satisfaction when you finish a route or you've trained very hard.
Now I understand that when one has passion for this one thing, he really don't mind going through the pain and sufferings to become better.
I kept climbing even though my right elbow hurt from the arm wrestling.
Climbing with the climbing kakis really make me very happy.
And somehow, I always learnt something when I go to climb.
Because some of the climbers are older than us.
Because of the varied people inside the Climbing kakis group on facebook, I feel that the connection is very cool.
Like, this guy is this guy's friend's friend's friends.
But, climbing just reduce it to, this guy is my friend.
ITS JUST COOL.
And not everyone will understand how heartwarming climbing is.
And today, I left my phone and wallet on the ground at CA level 2.
For like 7 hours, I didn't realise, until I went to City Square mall.
Then I wasn't feeling scared at all.
Because I knew that the climbing community is very nice.
The people there are very nice.
As expected, my phone and wallet is still there.
Some more, it was placed somewhere safe by someone at a corner so that it won't get stepped.
And today, there was this amputee who was climbing.
So freaking inspirational.
His right leg was amputated, and he climbed with his right knees.
He didn't stop climbing.
He was even educating his daughter to climb.
Super touching.
Hahaha, he asked Nigel to help him take picture.
I want see the photo!!!@~
Oh well.
Oh and I made two new friends today.
Aaron and Benedict.
Aaron was from MJ.
He was the guy that did 51 pull ups.
Hahahaha.
He say I climb quite good and ask me why I never join the school rockclimbing.
TOO BADDDD.
HAHAHA.
Then Benedict is another guy, which is Wilfred's friend.
From Hai Sing one.
Hahahaha.
Cool cool.
Okay, there's a lot more to climbing for me to explore.
I'm still a kid in climbing!
INTERMEDIATE MAN BY 2013!
I hope.

2. Atlas

Just watched Atlas cheerleading video.
And I realised, that was probably the happiest moment in JC.
I still remember during that time I told Wing "Eh wing, I like my school sia. I scared I lose contact with you all because I feel very attached to my school." (SOMETHING LIKE THAT)
Now looking back, I truly enjoyed my days in JC.
Cheerleading was probably the only thing that made me want to cry when I look back.
It's super nostalgic.
The trainings at nights.
The scoldings by Alynna.
Waking up early to Tampines / Changi Airport to dance.
Taking 27 with Ryan.
Taopok-ing Benedict.
The practicing in the dark carpark.
The scary library.
The climbing over the gate to the field to do routine.
The thorny grass.
The moving "UFO" in the sky and scolding by Alynna immediately. LOL
Just for that 5 minutes on stage for the whole school to see.
It was the thing I committed the most for MJC.
Atlas mass dance was totally different from Atlas cheerleading.
The people aren't as close as during cheerleadings.
I think it's probably because we seldom stay until very late.
Remembered the last day we stayed until 10pm.
And the nervousness when we were about to dance.
The nervousness ain't there.
I miss the times.
Those cheerleading times.
At least it makes me feel that I belong to this school.
Maybe it's because I've changed.

Being adventurous

2012-01-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

And I'm going to do it by just going to sleep and not caring about school work.

Skipping maths tutorial, chem test, chem tutorial, gp essay outline.

At least I did econs tutorial.

Shall read the chem thing on the car tomorrow morning.

We're talking about being DIFFERENT right now.

HOMEWORK?

I will still catch up by the end of this week though.

Prepared for the scolding.

Hahahaha

MJC OPEN HOUSE 2012

2012-01-12T00:13:00.001+08:00

IT ROCKS.
ATLAS 3RD FOR MASS DANCE.
A LOT OF PEOPLE CAME.
SAW A LOT OF FAMILIAR FACES.
BROUGHT ZOEY AROUND MJC WITH IVAN.
SHERINE, RACHEL, JIA YI, PETER, GEOK MIN AND CLAUDIA CAME TO OUR SCHOOL.
HAPPY.
OKAY GOING TO SLEEP LOL.
I just went to macs and studied with bro.
And I kept dozing off.
Damn tired already.
Overall, open house was COOL.
And that means, school starting proper tomorrow.
GG

Second day of school

2012-01-11T00:18:00.001+08:00

hasn't been a very nice experience for me.
Nevertheless, it ended off quite well.
Miss Seah / Sia scolded me for painting in House Comm Room FOR THE SECOND TIME.
Well come on, I don't see what's the reason sia?
It's like giving us a room, but giving us restrictions.
Then might as well don't call it the house comm room, just call it Room A / B and state that it belongs to the school.
It's not like we won't take care of our own room.
Aiya, nevermind.
At least things settled, I'm going to stay back tomorrow with AHC to clean up the canteen as punishment.
SORRY GUYS.
But the banner was totally worth it.
:D

Anyway, school sucked.
Maths teacher rocks.
I THINK.
I will start doing maths tutorial.
But I seriously don't know how to start on Maclaurin.
Lol.
Tomorrow's OPEN HOUSE.
Going to present the mass dance to the public.
It's going to be scary but ATLAS IS GOING TO DO IT!
Woo.
See you people tomorrow who are coming down to Ten@city.
:)

Clement Tan Boon Hai

2012-01-10T07:05:00.001+08:00

From Mr Tan's wordpress:

Today my post is dedicated to every student that I was privileged to teach in Xinmin since 2009. I was in the Hall of XMSS 12 hours ago and the principal announced, “Xinmin, we are back to band ONE!!!!” Man, everyone was elated! A tinge of pride gushed through the whole graduating batch of 2011. We’ve done it, we’ve pushed Xinmin to the pinnacle once again.

And there I was, standing at the back of my hall, witnessing the moment. Right in front of me were all the 2011 graduating students, awaiting eagerly for their results. in the middle of the hall were the 2012 graduating students, witnessing the scene of what they would be personally experiencing next year and of course, right at the back, were the 2010 graduating students coming back to their alumnus school to lend their support. Wow, I told myself, this is what the Xinmin Spirit is all about. I mean, the 2010 batch was so excited and proud of their juniors, achieving the feat which they did not and instead of being jealous of them, the 2010 batch, in their array of JC uniforms, cheered together with their juniors, is that school spirit or what??=]

As I saw this beautiful scene unfold in front of my eyes, nostalgia overwhelmed me and thus I want to take this chance to thank all my students who have given me such precious memories, so here goes:

301, you are such a lovely bunch. I remembered throughout your upper secondary years, you all were always ‘criticised’ for not living up to the ‘true’ standards of what a 301/401 class should be, but guess what? That is what I loved about your class: You all got character! I missed the jokes we had about India (Parag??!) or relationships etc and the life stories we shared with one another… It seems like it was only yesterday when we were still having lessons, haha…

And remember, this world is not lacking in rich men or smart men, this world is looking for good men; so friends, continue to make a positive difference in your journeys k… Keep in touch!

http://donemilkingcows.wordpress.com/2012/01/09/hall-of-fame/

First day of school

2012-01-10T00:19:00.000+08:00

Haven't die yet because I haven't get any scolding.
Wait I did.
FOR PAINTING BANNER IN THE HOUSE COMM ROOM.
Wah damn kp.
Not as if we can't clean it after we paint.
It's our own room anyway.
Sigh.
Anyway, today has been a rather good day.
Like weird to see all the JC people again.
But adapted very quickly.
HA CHOOO.
Okay.
WAH KNS, my nose damn itchy.
Like super.
Okay.
First day of school, practically did nothing much.

~BORING LESSONS~

Recess was good.
Because I just realised MJ's food really not bad.
Then after that, Physics lecture then GP lesson.
GP lesson Miss Lim totally spent the whole time trying to lecture us.
And she asks us to hand up homework.
GGIFIED.
Who cares.
Anyway, after school, went to eat lunch with Deon, Wei Jie, Wei Lun and Leon.
The 5 of us sit at the canteen there eating and discussing who is RealFakeMJC.
Damn interesting.
Okay so after eating, went back to XMS with chin yue, tsui yan and zanelle.
Saw a lot of people!
401 a lot people go back.
Sydney, Ivy, Wern Chieh, Shawn, Wei Jie, Wilson, Li Ting.
WAHHHHHHHHHH
I FINALLY SEE LI TING.
Damn long never see her.
Damn happy, finally see her.
Hahahaha.
Actually wanted to dinner with her one lor.
Then in the end my phone no batt and I don't have her number some more.
Nevermind, next time.
AHCHOO.
STUPID NOSE LA.
Keep sneezing.
Sian.
Okay let's see.
Wah the xinmin boulder gym damn siong.
The tiles all cannot climb one.
Now I understand what MJ meant.
HAHAHA.
Wooo, tomorrow going climbing with Casper, MJ and Yong Sheng.
Okay, anyways, XMS did not bad!
TAN JIT HUI 8A1s.
Omg.
I kinda remembered last time she tell me she top 5 in level or something.
Just remembered hahaha.
She go America alr.
OH YA, Li Ting asked me something.
And I was damn proud of my answer.
Hahahaha.
She damn proud also.
Okay moving on, asked my juniors about their results.
Then I realised I don't have much juniors hahaha.
Asked those that are closer one.
Raymond, Shi Yun, Zoey, Ji Hao, Fish and some I remember face but forget name one.
Hahahaha.
Okay freak this, I'm going to sleep.
Got a flu I think.
ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz
But today is quite a good day la.
:)

In the future,

2012-01-09T06:53:00.002+08:00

it would be something like this.

Yam Choon Hian

Insomnia & work would be my best friends this year. Spending "quality time" with my kids now sleeping beside them. Climbing? Wats that......

Daryl's house

2012-01-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

Hi all!
Just came back from Daryl's house not long ago.
So called celebrate his birthday.
Hahahaha.
Abit last minute one.
Like the day before Yong Sheng ask me and MJ when we climbing.
Then we go lor.
So let's see.
Dota in the morning of Saturday.
Then went to bathe and then went climbing.
Climbing was quite good.
Like finish almost all the routes.
Except the one I set myself.
So after climbing, slacked around the top floor.
Walk around.
Then talked at the balcony with MJ and YS.
Then after awhile listened to Michael talk about his open routes.
Then we left to meet Daryl they all.
So went to Kovan there and then met Avan, Ryan, Ivan Chong and Daryl.
Went to eat zhi cha.
Daryl treat all of us.
Woo.
Birthday boy treat hahaha.
The total meal was like $116?
Yup.
Thanks Daryl!
So after eating, went to Shell at Kovan there to buy some drinks.
Then took bus to Daryl's house.
So went there and started drinking.
We were at his front yard.
So drank quite a lot.
Then got hot so took off shirt.
LOL all take off shirt.
Then Avan got boobs.
Super funny.
Okay so after drinking a lot, started fooling around.
And forgot a lot of stuffs.
Went up to Daryl's room after that.
Then played dota.
Which obviously suck.
Like I play awhile I see the time is like 10 minutes into the game already.
Then play awhile I stop already.
Then went to gay with all of them.
The bed become a pool of meat la.
All lying down like corpse.
Then the MJ keep taking video of me and Ryan.
When I woke up in the morning and watched those videos, laugh like shit.
I say make use of the drunkness now to do sit ups.
Cause you can't feel the ache.
IT KINDA MAKE SENSE ACTUALLY IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT.
Yes?
No?
No.
Okay abit.
Hahaha.
So did a lot stupid things la.
Jump here and there then don't know after awhile fall asleep.
Then when I woke up it was like quite cold.
But someone off the aircon.
Which was good.
Then got hangover.
Damn dizzy.
Went to bathe.
Then went for soccer.
While waiting for 147, felt damn nauseous and of course, I vomited.
Then the stupid Min Jian down there beside me giving me dog face then make the vomit noise.
My vomit got all the veggie from the zhi cha.
HAHA.
The fibre cannot digest.
Okay so soccer until 12?
Bak Kut Teh and then walked home with Ivan Chong and Yong Sheng.
Yup, that's about it.
Blogging at night again probably.
:D

Gravical 2012

2012-01-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

That awesome moment when I finally

reach the last tile after 7 attempts and the

whole crowd cheered for me.

Even though I only completed 1 route, it was super fun.

Gravical 2012 rocks!

Well, I got nothing much to say about today.

Because it's just plain awesome!

Oh crap I forgot to post this yesterday hahha.

2012 thoughts

2012-01-05T18:08:00.004+08:00

I really think this year is going be sucky as hell.

At least I've already succeeded in not saying cb and f word in my everyday life.

HAHAHA.

It's just a prediction, but I feel I will probably spend more time climbing than studying.

Okay that's too exaggerating.

Hahahaha.

Anyway, I want to do things that I've not do before.

Breaking rules in life.

Doing stupid things.

And having more fun.

Remember this post?

“ Make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to

boldly do things which you may previously never

have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to

attempt.

So many people live within unhappy circumstances

and yet will not take the initiative to change their

situation because they are conditioned to a life of

security, conformity, and conservation, all of which

may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality

nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit

within a man than a secure future.

The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his

passion for adventure.

The joy of life comes from our

encounters with new experiences, and hence there is

no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing

horizon, for each day to have anew and different sun.

If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your

inclination for monotonous security and adopt a

helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to

you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to

such a life you will see its full meaning and its

incredible beauty.”

Rules are meant to be broken.

Plans are made to fail.

Life is supposed to be colourful.

Let's see where this quote brings me.

Sports

2012-01-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today is a super sporty day.
I'm going to train back my athletic body.
Damn lousy already.
My stomach damn flabby.
Must train more.
Today canoed and climbed.
Results: I love climbing even more after today.
Cause it was a direct comparison between two sports.
I totally capsized like free.
ON A FREAKING T1?
Only I capsized.
Capsized 6 times.
Damn shameful.
And yup, people in canoeing and dragonboating are all super hao lian.
Or at least their actions speak so.
I down there paddling slowly cause I noob, then one SAJC girl just shouted "EXCUSE ME!" and then canoed past like a sohai.
Damn kp.
A lot of people like that one.
Shout here shout there.
All skin colour so black, mood also so black.
Hahahaha.
So I saw JIA YI at bedok reservoir also.
I was doing my warm up then saw her.
Hahaha likka cool only.
So after training, was damn tired already.
Caused pumped 150 times for being late.
SUPER PUMP the tricep.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, after that, went to climb at Climb Asia with Yong Sheng, Elaine and Zhi Wen.
Yong sheng and Zhi Wen went to lead climb while me and Elaine stayed and boulder.
Hahahaha gave each other route.
Elaine mental damn strong.
She small size but she can flash some of the routes I set.
So boulder awhile at the bottom then later saw Casper and another MJ climber.
At first me and Casper kinda weird cause I knew him through Lynnete Seng.
Hahaha then after today, cleared the ice and we gave each other routes.
HE DAMN STRONG.
Must say he's the best climber for our batch in MJC.
Too bad he transferring school.
But I think I will climb with him more often because he's interested to climb with my climbing friends.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, after climb today, which is around 8?
Went to eat Ramen and then headed home.
Trained to Serangoon and then 147 home.
And I am super sleepy now.
I survived 12 hours of sports.
8 am to 8pm.
Without food and 4 hours of sleep.

Blah

2012-01-03T15:10:00.001+08:00

Hi people.

The past few days have been games game and games.

With the usual 203 / 405 people.

Super no life

Hahahaha.

Anyway, I'm bored at home.

Climbing cancelled.

And I began searching for Pokemon Gameboy tunes.

OMG.

My heart felt damn heavy when I listened to them.

It brings back the childhood memories.

I remembered I was like in K2 or something.

Woke up early in the morning, ran to my brother's room and then cuddled beside my eldest brother and watch him play pokemon.

Those childhood memories seem so distant.

But when I play those songs, it just brings back all the moments that I had as a child.

Holding on to my gameboy every where I go.

Gameboy light was the best.

Then games became more and more complicated.

No more blowing air into the cartridges.

No more Nitendo sign moving down slowly and then "DING"

Those were the days where finding lost cartridges were the worries.

And losing the memory storage of your pokemons in the cartridges was the biggest fear.

I remembered losing my memory in the cartridge and losing all my pokemon.

I cried.

But I never gave up playing Pokemon.

It's almost 18 years since we were born.

We have all grown up.

From innocent boys and girls, to complicated people.

Look at what this world has become.

Sad

2012-01-02T01:51:00.003+08:00

2012 resolution

2012-01-01T02:31:00.001+08:00

1. Being myself.
2. Less vulgar.
3. More concern for friends.
4. Awareness.

2011

2011-12-31T12:11:00.000+08:00

The last day of 2011.
It's always this day of the year that I feel so emotional.
It's like a day to sum up my year properly.

And 2011 sucks.
I really hate this year.
Because I changed a lot.
To adapt to the new learning environment.
Because of the people around me, I changed.
I judge,
Everyday.
Going to school everyday is like going to a play.
People are going to school, fighting to become the male / female lead of the play.
Wanting to be famous.
Everyone cared about their dignity, no one cared about the fun they should have.

It's just a very big change for me.
And I guess most xms people will understand.
People in xms and people in mjc are totally like different.
I mean yes there are some people that I've met in this school that I can relate to xms people.
But still, the feeling is very different.
Everyone's like a stranger to me.
And the worst part of this is that I'm somehow required to treat them like my best friend and stuff.
Obviously, I'm too fake.
I cannot adapt properly to JC life.
Or rather, I can never adapt properly to new friends.

2011 is the year that I found my passion.
And that is in climbing.
Spent so much money on climbing.
I think around $400 + already.
But well, climbing totally brings me back to life.
And makes sure I don't go insane because of everyday life.

I've changed.
To someone who can't hide emotions well.
Especially anger management.
I suck at it.
Quarreling with parents like 1/4 of the year.
It sucks.
I suck.
See how pessimistic I've become.
SIGH.
I was such a bubbly boy in secondary school.
Happiness everyday.
Even though sometimes my life sucked then but I knew somehow there would be friends to bring back the happiness for me.
Not say people in JC are not caring.
Some people are very caring for me.
Like my AHC.
But then, the way they try to bring back the happiness for me is by asking and talking.
But the way my secondary school friends bring back the happiness for me is by playing and going crazy.

Oh, and 2011.
I wonder it was a mistake for me to join the House Comm.
I don't really like the feeling of being like high profile.
People know you.
But you don't know them.
That means whatever I do, I will get judge.
"Isn't this guy from House Comm one? Why he like that sia?"
I can't do crazy things because I joined the house comm.
I bet Ying Ting totally understands me.
She was like a siao zha bor last time.
SO DAMN FUCKING IRRITATING until me and Chin Yue hate her for a period of time.
LOL.
But we really miss her craziness.
I remembered Yu Ling telling me that she's very siao during floorball one, go around hugging people.
The first word my mind came up with was "NO!"
She was so siao in the past, that all of us acted as if we didn't know her.
HAHAHAHA.
Well, not say I never do crazy thing, I drew a gingerbread man with a dick in the Chem lab and got caught for CWO?
HAHAHAHA.
Maybe the first student that got CWO ever.
Funny shit.

No matter how saddening or stressful my 2011 year was, I'm still very grateful that all the xms people still get in contact.
Looking at some of the pictures we took last year, almost 80% of the people are still in contact every week.

And of course this bunch of 203 fags ARE STILL THERE.
Like EVERYDAY.
Fags.

And lastly, you.
At the start of the year, it was so damn weird that I can't see you in school.
The feeling sucks.
But as days passed, I get more and more used to it.
But I still miss those days when I could just look up from my desk and see you doing your things.
SIGH.
I don't know whether you have anything to tell me.
But I always feel that you have something in your mind you want to tell me.
That's what I feel la.
Hahahaha.
Oh well.

sadgfdas
Okay hi.
So 2011!
To sum up, 2011 sucks.
Fake friends, fake shits, fake me.
Living day by day with no goals.
No more "I MUST STUDY HARD AND GO TO VJC"
It's just "Study because everyone else is studying"
2012, I'm afraid it will be a suckier year for me.
New year's resolution?
To be happier and more organised.
That's about it.
Maybe I will dedicate post for people tonight.

Fatique

2011-12-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

Wah, I finally understand the meaning of fatigue.

ODAC CAMP WAS FUN FUN FUN FUN.
It really brought back the memories of ODAC.
But it didn't bring back the tent sleeping memories for me because I didn't sleep in the tent at all.
LOL.
Okay so the first day, woke up at 9 to sms.
Wanted go back to sleep but cannot fall asleep already.
So decided to go and use the computer.
Played dota and blah.
Then later tetris.
THEN I tell myself, 70 lines sent then can go bathe.
Then freak I keep never reach.
So it went on and on until like 11.05.
When the meeting time is at 11am and at khatib.
LOL.
So I went to bathe and then 159-ed to amk.
Met Chin Yue on the amk mrt platform and then we headed to khatib.
When we were at khatib, we tried to find our own way to bottle tree park since no one is answering our phone.
LOL.
So we walked >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
And then Cyue asked "Are you sure is the right direction?"
I wasn't so sure too so we went back to the MRT there to check the map.
So we walked<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
Hui si finally picked up her phone when we reached back the MRT station.
Then she say walk towards the bus stop and then keep walking straight until you see the park.
And in conclusion, we need to walk >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
FUUUUU
But in the end we managed to find the park.
Yup so reached there and stalked behind them.
Like literally sit behind them and then call them.
Ask them where they are.
LOL.
They didn't realise sia.
Jesslyn saw me first.
We stalked for like 3minutes?
Hahahaha.
So we started prawning.
PRAWNING SUCKS.
At the start.
But once you know how to catch, it gets more and more fun.
I caught 2 only.
But I think I know how to catch already.
The first one was a typical small prawn.
But the second one was a super big and rare lobster.
I CAUGHT IT.
Then everyone prawning there was looking at me because I am cool like that.
Then waited for the person working there to help me unhook the lobster.
Because it was freaking big and scary.
And I didn't know how to unhook it without getting pinched by its pincer.
LOL.
So after catching the big lobster, decided to leave.
Later we decided to throw the prawns we caught into this fish tank with gigantic fishes inside.
LOL.
Mannan's idea.
Freaking sadistic.
But we didn't see how our prawn die.
Because the big fish just open the mouth and then the prawn was gone already.
No need to bite.
Hahahaha.
So left bottle tree park and then went towards Yishun Safra.
Went to climb.
Saw ys, mj, zw, seb there.
It's been a long time since I properly climbed.
Damn sian.
Zzzz.
Okay whatever, after climbing we all headed to ECP.
But before that, went to buy midnight snacks for the camp with Mannan, Chin Yue and Jesslyn.
So went to buy the stuffs and then headed to ECP straight from Yishun through a cab.
$24 cab.
Damn pain.
But everyone shared it hahaha.
So each person is like $6.
Reached ECP and then started fire with Jesslyn and Chin Yue.
Used paper and start.
First time.
Hahahaha.
It worked perfect.
That's one of the "ODAC" feeling.
Improvise, adapt and overcome.
Hahaha.
Cause we didn't buy any firestarter.
Only lighter.
So we managed to start the fire and then we used it to cook marshmallow.
Yup
Okay I damn lazy to blog finish the rest of the details already.
LOL.
Ate dinner, slacked.
Went to night walk.
Walked towards Area A there.
Then we stopped at a jetty.
Me and Chin Yue went to catch some crab.
Wanting to give my lobster to eat.
So continued walking a little.
Then they say they wanted to go back already.
So decided to go back.
Me and mannan pushed Jesslyn on the trolley.
Hahahaa.
It was 3+ going 4am then.
So went to Macs and then slept there for awhille while they wait for 4am for breakfast.
So went back to the campsite and then we started another batch of fire for warmth.
And the most sad thing happened when I went back.
Lobster is dead.
Fuck.
SO SAD.
It's called seventeen btw.
Because it was the seventeenth prawn that pulled on my rod.
Lol.
Sad.
Okay so cooked seventeen and then cook the crab we caught at the jetty.
Like 3~5 cm size one.
We ate everything.
LOL.
Then I had diarrhea the next day.
Everything was like caught, not bought.
Like man vs wild.
Totally.
So after eating, sat around.
Listened to Mannan talk about his nursing life.
He's been exposed to many human organs before.
He wanted to be posted to this part of nursing where he can handle autopsy.
Quite creepy.
So after talking, went to sit by the beach, to wait for the sun to rise.
Obviously, it didn't.
Because the cloud was too thick.
So Chao Wang, me, Chin Yue and Mannan went down to the waters to play.
Super cold the water.
Yup.
So we decided to play something.
And that is to sit at the edge of the beach.
Where the waves are the strongest.
Then let all the sand enter our pants.
See who bth the itchiness first.
LOL.
But in the end it was more fun than what we expected because the swash and the backwash of the waves damn strong.
Hahahha.
Yup so we continued until like 7+?
Then went to bathe.
When we went back to the tent, wanting to sleep, Hui Si suddenly wake up and say WE ARE GOING OFF ALREADY.
Fuck.
That means no sleep.
So yup, we went to eat breakfast at BK and then decided to leave soon.
Then suddenly someone suggested to pitch the tent and sleep in again instead of going home.
I think it was Mannan LOL.
So we decided to pitch at tent at the beach and then sleep in.
But we played mono deal first.
Then I decided to go to the waters and play a bit.
Only the leg la, not full body.
Then later I don't know, everything just became damn blur.
Because of fatigue.
Played with the sand a bit and then I just slept on the sand.
Like fell asleep under the hot sun.
With a sand pillow behind my head.
Too tired man.
Woke up, unpitch tent.
Went to macs to clean up and buy some food.
Went home.
13 then 88 with mannan.
Hahahaha.
Mannan missed like 3 stops..
I never miss because I was kinda awake.
So went home, wanting to sleep but in the end I realised it's kinda late to sleep already.
Like 5pm.
When I'm supposed to go out at 6.30.
So went to play CS, dinner and then went to XMS there to meet Shi Yun they all.
Turns out I saw Ivan on the bus and then we went to eat at kopitiam.
Or rather, watch him eat.
Hahaha.
So we talked and talked.
Went to 660 (shi yun new house) to talk.
Talk until Zhi Yang, Zong Han, Shi Yun and Zoey came.
So watched a horror movie.
Some abortion horror movie.
Quite scary.
But I was too tired to be scared.
LOL.
It wasn't that scary lor.
But I don't know, all horror movies got this stupid anticipation.
Then in the end got nothing, then for the whole movie you keep anticipating and get disappointed but somehow becoming more scared.
LOL.
That's kinda how horror movies work.
Okay so after watching the movie, I slept and then woke up at 11.50pm.
Until my dad called me.
Oh god, I slept for 1hour +.
Didn't realise.
LOL.
Okay but I was damn tired afterwards.
They went to supper and I don't know why I joined.
So freaking tired already.
So ate and then went back home.
K.O
40 hours without proper sleep.
Can die.
Okay shall go dota.
Boring day ahead I guess.

那些年

2011-12-27T01:47:00.001+08:00

大家好。

我们用华文来写不咯个吧。

竟然是华人就应该用一点华文。

只会用英文讲话的人是没有出息的。

今天我和我的中学朋友吃火锅。

昨天火锅买的食物太多了。

今天我差不多10.30起身。

起来了就用电脑一下。

到了差不多11.00我就去冲凉。

我离开家的时候应该有差不多11.30？

总值我到nex的时候是差不多12.00。

他们他妈的每次都迟到。

无聊的我只好去arcade玩一下。

我想你们读到这里应该知道我的华文又多烂了吧！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

12.30 左右我就决定打给我的朋友，问问看他们在哪里？

他们他妈的刚起床。

我只好去zonghan的家。

到了他的家，我直接去她的房间。

我刚才说我很无聊，所以只好用zh的电脑来玩dota.

玩到差不多3.00，wh 和 fizz 来了。

我玩好我的最好一场dota过后我们就立刻去吃火锅.

等到我们吃火锅的时候，我们的肚子都饿坏了。

现在是1.33am，我的眼睛好累啊！

好，所以我们吃完了火锅我们就到房间去。

那个waiheng开始玩QWOP。

QWOP超好笑的。

我们大家都笑倒肚子很痛。

好累啊！

真的很懒惰写不咯个了。

我明天还要和ODAC的朋友一起去camp的。

这么迟睡一定累死我了。

我现在肚子非常的饿。

哎呀管什么不咯个啊！

我应该现在去睡觉。

Oh 对了，我今天比较早到家。

8+就到家了。

哇！我现在真的是很累啊！

好，我现在就去睡觉。

大家晚安！

对了，你明天就要飞了！

祝你一路顺风！

记得拍ahgua的照片给我看！

哈哈哈哈

虽然很久没有和你讲话了，

我依然还在不停地想着你。

Wtf

2011-12-26T10:07:00.001+08:00

Seriously?
Most fucked up night in my life.

Christmas tomorrow?

2011-12-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

Fizz. . says
we are the only dicks with nuthin planned and after discussion of 2 hours we still got nuthin planned

Just rife men.

Life

2011-12-24T18:39:00.002+08:00

“ Make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to

boldly do things which you may previously never

have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to

attempt.

So many people live within unhappy circumstances

and yet will not take the initiative to change their

situation because they are conditioned to a life of

security, conformity, and conservation, all of which

may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality

nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit

within a man than a secure future.

The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his

passion for adventure.

The joy of life comes from our

encounters with new experiences, and hence there is

no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing

horizon, for each day to have anew and different sun.

If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your

inclination for monotonous security and adopt a

helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to

you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to

such a life you will see its full meaning and its

incredible beauty.”

― Jon Krakauer, Into the Wild

From Natalie's fb status.

SLEEP IS IMPORTANT

2011-12-24T18:12:00.001+08:00

Hi I have been surviving with less than 3 hours a day for the past 5 days.

But I just took a nap this morning and I got more awake.

TODAY IS CHRISTMAS EVE.

Yay.

Hooray.

Cheers.

Fuck.

So boringgggggggg.

I guess I still need a lot of sleep.

Damn tired.

After my previous post, went to dota.

Then sleep.

Then woke up at 11+ tomorrow morning.

Continued dotaing.

Until like 6+?

Supposed to go out in the afternoon but in the end all don't know doing what.

So went to AMK with 203 people.

Toilet gang minus Lenze plus Joey.

Hahahaha.

Went to eat at Popeyes and then went to pool.

After pool, sent Joey off then went to jubeat.

Then after jubeat go home.

THEN DOTA UNTIL 3.30.

Blah.

Next morning, woke up at around 10+

Bathed.

Then went to green to eat Prata with WH, low, ho, and fizz.

Ate mutarbark and then later went back home.

Play cs awhile then Ho had to go back msia already.

So they sent her off while I pack my stuffs.

Then later RAIN.

So I brought umbrella to the 161 bus stop.

Then later went Iluma with Wai Heng to play arcade.

Wah damn fun.

Cause damn cheap.

Hahahaha.

$1.50 4 songs.

Then we played STREET FIGHTER.

Damn fun.

0.50 can play like 15 minutes.

Hahahaha.

Okay then after playing street fighter, it's around 7 already.

So went to meet Audrey and friends.

Went to eat punggol nasi lemak after everyone come.

Everyone late Q_Q.

Okay then went Audrey's house play ps3.

Hahahaha.

Damn funny.

Played guitar hero.

Damn pro.

OKAY I LAZY BLOG.

BYEEEEEEEEE.

HI ALL

2011-12-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

I'm back from chalet.
TIRED.
Hahaha but I not sleeping yet cause Ho's in SG.
He's behind me right now.
Hahaha.
So let's talk about the House Comm Chalet.
It was practically, weird and fun at the same time.
I don't know how to explain.
Kinda feel like a dream because everyone's damn tired.
Totally not acting like ourselves those kind.
Hahaha.
People getting drunk on the first night.
Then so many things happen.
We were saying, the non-drunkards will be more bonded as compared to the drunkards even though if drunkards seem to be more bonded at that point of time.
Haha.
It's kinda true.
Like I'm much closer to Nikhil and Ting Hao after the 1st night.
Hahaha.
Then the Hwee Min vomitted, then the Atlas House Comm went mad.
I'm actually quite proud of myself that I kept myself away from alcohol.
Hahaha.
Okay so after the crazy night, came the second day.
Slept at 5am+ after Leon they all played DRUNK DAI DI.
Woke up cold like mad at around 8+.
Like shivering.
Then went to the aircon area frequently to warm myself up.
Then in the end went back to sleep until like 10+.
Super cold the place.
Like.
WINTER.
Okay it feels 70% like at the top of Mount Kinabalu.
The floor like hardcore ice.
LOL.
Okay so second day, we left the chalet at 3pm + to play arcade.
Before that we're playing games such as bridge, stress and blah blah blah.
Ping Shuang freaking good at stress.
Hahahaha.
So at the arcade, played a few games.
Watched Edbert they all play the tank game while I played Bishi Bashi with Ping Shuang and Gilda.
WTF.
Ping Shuang fucking pro.
Then she told me last time after o level she always go to arcade to play bishi bashi with her friends.
Hahahaha.
Now I understand.
Hardcore.
Okay so let's see, errrrrrrrrrrr after playing arcade, went to meet my beloved AHC.
Finally, all of them sober.
Siao one sia.
Valerie especially, when drunk like can go even madder then the mad now.
Hahahaha.
So we went to Mr chicken rice to eat.
Siti came and the 6 of us bid farewell to nicole by calling her while she's at the airport.
Hahahaha.
So, after that, went back to the chalet.
Reached the chalet at around 7 and then we started playing card games all over again.
But this time with a candle in the middle of the table.
Freaking nice atmosphere.
Cause it's super dark and there's only one candle litted up.
Everyone's face like yellowish orange bright.
Very cool feeling.
Hahaha.
Then later a lot of people went to watch movie.
I didn't want to watch movie so I stayed in the chalet with Ivan Low, Ping Shuang, Gilda, Michelle, Raveen, Ting Hao and Nikhil.
Hahahaha.
Damn funny.
Super chaotic because everyone of us keep trying to sleep.
Then Ivan keep trying to pull people down.
Then I keep trying to push Ivan down also.
Freaking fat ass want to squeeze.
LOL.
Then later we played this "The next person who talk will be forced to give up their bed"
Then super silent.
Then I kick Ivan down without making any noise.
THEN ALL THE CONSTIPATED NO SOUND LAUGHTER COME OUT.
And it was dark.
Freaking funny.
Then later somehow Nikhil, Ivan and I got the bed.
Then Gilda down there whining.
Then she just jump on top all of us and sleep.
WTFFFF.
Hahaha.
Okay so after messing around the whole place, the people who went to watch the movie came back.
Then Ping Shuang's friend came too.
To celebrate her birthday.
Hahaha.
Okay so the house comm people played guitar while Ping Shuang's friend like just talk here and there.
HahahjaHAHAHahAHAHa.
I'm freaking tired right now.
I think I will wake up in the afternoon tomorrow.
Probably.
Okay so after Ping Shuang's friend left, the AHC was the last to sleep.
We made music.
Using Wei Lun's MIXCRAFT.
Oh ya me and Wei Lun made a acapella version of pumped up kicks on the first day.
But in the end, the computer didn't save it.
What a waste!
Hahahah.
So we began making music.
Weird music.
With charmander, Oh I wanna fart, and many weird vocals inside.
LOL.
Then finally decided to K.O and sleep at 4+.
Woke up at around 6+ feeling like I just froze to death.
So went to the kopitiam at DTE to buy a cup of milo.
Freaking shiok.
Like hot.
So after drinking alone at DTE, went back to the chalet and then it was still freaking cold.
But I managed to sleep and woke up at around 8+ 9
Bathe, cleaned up and then left the area.
Hahahaha.
Ate at ananas cafe with Wei Lun, Wilfred, Leon, Valerie, Jason and Ivan and then went to Ivan low's house.
Played 1 round of dota.
Then went to find ho and fizzy at CHINA TOWN.
Yup.
Went to watch them jam.
BUT IN THE END WE END UP PAYING ALSO.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Money fly.
Damn expensive.
Hahahaha.
Okay so after jamming, went to dinner at Arnold's at Hougang green.
Went low house and take stuffs.
Then bid farewell.
Ho came to my house.
AND THEN WE DOTAED UNTIL NOW.
Which is 3.10 am.
Freaking tired.
Now he playing Dota 2.
We gonna sleep soon.
So bye!

HOUSE COMM CHALET

2011-12-21T00:05:00.001+08:00

Hi I'm currently in House comm chalet.
With 12 people around me.
Darren Chia, Wilfred, Valerie, Wei Lun, Leon, NikHil, Ivan, Xin Horng, Jason, Ting Hao, me and Ping Shuang the birthday girl.
She's currently with some friends that all of us don't know.
And we totally have nothing to do except to just sit around and stone.
Some people watching TV, some people trying to sleep.
It's the second night.
I slept too much so I'm not tired.
hahahhahahahaha.
K shall blog tomorrow.
Or 2 days after.
BYE.

Games day

2011-12-19T09:47:00.001+08:00

Nope, it's not an event.
It's just I have nothing to do for the whole day but play games.
Practically dota the whole afternoon away with ho and friends.
LOL me and ho's teamwork damn imba.
Like every subsequent games the people leave game.
Dotaed until like 7+ then went to bathe and went to nex.
Went to meet Fizzy and Kelvin first.
Then the 3 of us went food republic.
Then zh reached around 5 mins later.
Followed by wai heng who came at around 10 mins later.
So went to ARCADE.
GAMES DAY.
Went to arcade and then played HOTD.
Got improve.
But I still suck at the spider boss.
SIGH.
Oh well.
Then went bishi bashi.
Almost complete the game.
Hahahaha.
Too many monster mode already.
Okay then after playing arcade, went to buy some stuffs at Value shop.
Shared a box of choc chips and 7up drink with wai heng and we went up to the sky garden to lepak.
Lepak until like 10pm then zh gtg first because he got headache.
Then we left at around 10.30?
I think.
Talked about SKYRIM.
GAMES.
LOL.
Okay so that's about it.

Everything you do, is super duper cute.
And I can't stand it.

2.11am

2011-12-18T02:36:00.005+08:00

It's late right now.
With pumped up kicks playing in the background.
So many thoughts going through my mind now.
So many small frustrations.
Add up to a big problem.
Friends on one hand, family on one hand.
The only time I can really let myself loose is when I climb.
That's why I climb so much.
That's the only time I won't think so much about my life.
It's so tiring.
Everything.
I still feel like a small boy, in this world.
Innocent about the future.
My head feels damn heavy from THOUGHTS.
Every night before I sleep, I will still think of you.
Thinking of what you are doing now and stuffs like that.
I wonder if what he said was true.
I really hope not.

BLOGGING.

IS.

RANTING.

PLATFORM.

WOOOO.

So sick and tired.
Soon, it's going to be 2012.
I wonder if it's going to be a good year or not.
I just know this year sucks.
Know so many fake friends.
See so many old friends changing.
See how much I've changed.
To someone so unrespectable.
Even I am starting to hate my own personality.
So hot-tempered, stubborn.
So full of crap.
So AA.
So not funny.
So arrogant.
So pessimistic.
I know.
And probably there's more to it.
I KNOW.
I know I have all these problems.
And the worst part is I don't even try to change.
I don't respect people.
I keep silence most of the time.
I wonder who thinks more than me.
How do I expect others to respect me if I myself don't respect myself.
But I just can't find the reason that I can respect myself.
I'm TOO pessimistic.
I wasn't like this in the past.
I was an optimistic boy.
Even though I'm an introvert.
I stay happy all the time.
Aiya.
Let's just conclude that this year sucks.
JC sucks.
Education sucks.
Society sucks.
Let's end this off with something

"If you find problems with most people, then the problem most probably lies with yourself"

Simply said, I suck.
Kthxbai.

Tomorrow will be a better day.
How long have I been surviving on this quote.

Climb Asia Climb!

2011-12-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

Today has been a good day climbing.
Climbed with more people today.
Lee Yang, Sebastian, Min Jian, Yong Sheng, Zhi Wen, Jia Cong and Elaine.
When a group of passionate people climb together, it's just so awesome.
Like everyone knows how each other feel.
When you slip off a sloper, or using all your strength to hold on to the smallest tile.
Trying your best to balance on small foot holds.
Supporting each other by shouting "Allez".
Missing a pocket by a few centimetres.
Everything we do it's just damn awesome.
Especially when everyone went "EH EH EH AH AH AH AH OH OH OH OH" when someone is pushing for the ending tile.
CLIMBING IS (Y)
Too bad my parents don't allow me to go KL to climb with Yong Sheng they all.
Sian diao.
NVM.

Back to XMS

2011-12-17T11:36:00.001+08:00

In my dream it went,

STOP AND STARE~

Weird dreams.
So dramatic.
HAHAHA

Sometimes

2011-12-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

We ought to listen to our parents.

I'm a rather unfilial child.

Always raising my voice at them.

It's like they always talk about the same thing over and over again.

And we may find it irritating.

And want to rebut.

But you can't rebut, because the things they say makes sense to them but don't makes sense to you right now.

They are adults.

They are more experience in life than us.

I understand my father's rationale.

But I just don't like it.

I don't like to study.

I always live with this principle.

You can only live one life, make it worthwhile.

Does studying and suffering makes my life worthwhile?

Does working hard and get all the money makes my life worthwhile?

Nope.

It's the happiness.

But yet, you wouldn't understand what is happiness until you understand what is suffering.

But it just sucks la.

I should stop being such a stubborn asshole and listen to other people's criticism against me.

It helps.

If you think about it.

Confident

2011-12-15T10:51:00.000+08:00

Wah.
I just woke up from this dream like 15 minutes ago.
I so wanted to immediately blog about it because I remembered almost everything.
Then my Lenovo computer go mad and stay at Power Saving Mode.
Researched about it and the problem probably lies with the Graphic Card.
Sian.
Too much skyrim.
LOL.

Anyway, the dream was about me in the arcade.
Then I was sitting on the "motorcycle" game.
Then later I looked to my left and it was HOUSE OF THE DEAD 2.
Wai Heng was holding the gun and anyhow spamming it on the screen.
Then I damn tempted to play.
So I decided to take $1 from my wallet and walked towards the token machine.
I tried to put in $1.
Then something was stuck in the coin hole.
IT WAS A FREAKING BOTTLE CAP.
What.
So I went to use the one on the left and there was a card stuck there too.
So I couldn't change any token to play HOTD2.
So I went to find the arcade person-in-charge.
I told her about the problems but she just ignored me TOTALLY (damn cb) and walked into the arcade.
So I followed her and started talking like a businessmen.
I thought I was much clever in the dream than I am now.
HAHAHA.
I went

"I know you treat me like any other ordinary customer but let me tell you I AM NOT ANY ORDINARY CUSTOMER. I am a very different person. Look at my hands, there are so many different colours. Yellow(my nails), red(my fingertips), white(fingernail), green (some shit in the fingernail). From here, it shows that I'm someone who are exposed to many different varieties of backgrounds in the past and thus I'm a very varied person."

She looked kinda impressed HAHAHA.
So from a scene about arcade coin token, it changed to something like job interview.
She was reading my resume.
Then she read awhile then she don't care.
THEN I WENT TO CONVINCE HER AGAIN.
But this time I forgot what I said.
But it was so freaking convincing that she took my proposal "to solve the token machine" and finally read it.
But that was the last scene before I woke up.
Hahahaha.
Damn funny.

Reliving memories

2011-12-15T02:41:00.001+08:00

Just came back from supper with Mr Tang, Min Jian, Yong Sheng, Wai Heng and Branzann.

Really funny.

Funny times like these don't happy all the time.

The laughter comes from within.

Like what me, Michelle, XT and Wei Sheng said at the canteen the other time.

Laughing from within.

Don't think that there will be any bunch of friends that can replace my secondary school friends.

Hahahaha.

All the cock up people.

Talking about all the things we did in the past.

Like how Raymond scold CCB to Vice Principal.

Like how Yong Sheng talked to Mr Ho about him and Mrs Teo's scandal.

LOL.

Then the mike we bought and tried to put into the statue's hand.

Then only Min Jian kena the scolding.

Talked about how Jeremy, Kenny, Ivan Low and Wai Heng got caught throwing stones into the pond.

And then Jeremy trying to kp back by saying no sign saying cannot throw stones into the pond.

LOL.

It's just damn different when we grow up.

We do less stupid things.

I used to be an idiot.

But I was so much happier in secondary school.

School now totally suck out all my energy.

Like there's nothing to really LAUGH OUT LOUD at.

There's no one to talk about relationship problems.

There's just no stupid stuffs happening in the school la.

Responsibility becomes a burden.

House comm, dignity, all these shits.

Without them I would probably draw more dick in the school and get CWO.

Ahh whatever.

At least I still get in contact with them.

Just that we can't do stupid things together again.

Hahahaha.

Life sucks now.

Too bad.

Life goes on.

Whyyyyyyy

2011-12-13T22:13:00.001+08:00

I'm going mad.

Really.

All the things I shouted at my mum.

It's all about how I hate the society.

And how I hate how things are done in the world.

With money.

Education.

All this useless shit.

I really don't know why I'm like that.

I really hope it's just puberty.

I shouted that I didn't wanted to go school.

And I was not joking.

Then I got even angry with the thought of getting stuck in this society.

That if I quit school, I wouldn't have any jobs.

And we won't do the things we want.

I'm too weird a person to befriend.

Sigh.

Maybe I'm having my rebellious period.

Or maybe I'm just pmsing today.

Grow up, grow up.

FASDGAFDL:GDFL:GKADFL:GKDAF;'

2011-12-13T21:40:00.001+08:00

Why do I have such a bad temper?

Totally feel like an unfilial child.

Sigh

2011-12-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

Totally spoil my mood to blog.
Joking only, so serious.

Simple yet enjoyable

2011-12-12T02:21:00.001+08:00

That's the kind of life today.
Soccer in the morning.
Shopping in the afternoon at Sim Lim square.
Dota in the evening.
Dinner at night.
Arcade late at night.
Prata as supper.

Everything was perfect.
If it didn't rain in the morning.

:)

2011-12-11T18:58:00.001+08:00

MJ house

2011-12-11T08:56:00.001+08:00

Yesteday went MJ house to "Study"
HAHAHA.
GP totally suck.
I was playing skyrim in the morning.
Then left house at 3pm.
Reached his house at 3.30 like that.
We supposed to go to Farrer Park to study then he stupid say leg lazy move.
So reached his house and started doing GP things.
Then do until halfway, like 40 mins later, that dragon dog called to ask whether want eat with him and his mum.
So we agreed and pang seh Chong Yu.
LOL
The best solution is to ask Chong Yu to eat with us so we never pang seh both sides.
But then Yong Sheng's mother don't know Chong Yu.
So too bad.
After eating at some roasted delights store, went back home with MJ.
That yong sheng freaking lazy.
The reason he don't want join us at MJ house is because he lazy to walk out to the bus stop later.
Tsk.
Okay so when we went back his house, we sat on the couch.
Was talking at first.
Then...
Zzzzzzzzzz
ZzzZzZzZ
ZzZZZzzzZz
6.35pm.
HAHAH.
At first wanted wake up to use his fb to stupid fb status.
But in the end I can't even move.
But I woke up 5 mins earlier than him and started studying again.
So we kinda like study until 9+
Chong Yu came at 8 or something.
So I just gave up on GP.
Stupid.
Then started drawing.
Hahahaha damn cool.
So we went to dota later.
Since that kid got like 7 computers at home.
So we decided to go up his room and play dota.
Play play play then want play cz.
Then want play css.
Then 11.40 already haven't even play a proper game.
Because min jian's computer suck.
Sigh.
Yup, me and fizzy left his house at 12.10 or something.
And cabbed home.
Damn ex.
Hahahaha.
Okay shall go soccer now!
Bye.

IMYAYSIG

2011-12-10T00:34:00.001+08:00

Blah.
Today has been an AWESOME DAY.
Cept for the fact that I needed to go school this morning.
SIAN.
Dance dance dance.
Anyway, dance was okay.
Tried to perfect the first two songs.
Okay it was a good try.
We need to have an agenda for our mass dance.
It's useless to just everyday go there and just sit and do the same thing over and over again.
Like seriously.
Mass dancers aren't as bonded as cheerleaders.
And I guess the reason is we never push them enough.
I miss the times when we had Alynna.
The scoldings by her and Uan.
Totally.
Maybe we need a senior.
We give more respect to a senior than someone of the same age isn't it?
But I won't forget how I gave respect to people like Kelvin, Wing Lun, Jun Wen when I just knew them through Yes We Can.
Everything they do, I really respect and listen.
Ahhh, whatever.
Just hope the next few sessions will be better.

After dance, went to meet MJ and YS at Farrer Park.
So took bus to white sands.
Trained to Paya Lebar.
Saw Charlotte Siow at there.
Talked to her and realised she's freaking going to a temple.
Just to go and check it out.
LOL, then awkward journey.
Until we met Darren Chia at Serangoon interchange.
Hahaha.
So talked to them awhile and then left towards Farrer Park.
Oh I saw a 20+ year old guy sitting inside the train.

PLAYING PSP

WTH.
Seriously.
Hahahaha.
Okay so while waiting for YS and MJ to come down from City Square mall, saw York hao and Ting Hao.
They have been attached to some LTA thing.
LOL.
WTH.
Totally don't understand that.
Hahaha so talked to them awhile and then they left.
That two bugger finally came down and then we headed to Climb Asia.
Just saved $15.
Going to buy chalk bag next week.
Exctied.
Hahaha yup so after getting our tags, went to the inclined wall and started climbing.
Totally didn't felt like climbing because my right shoulder hurts like shit.
But in the end when I did the power circuit, it didn't felt that bad.
So I continued climbing.
Climb from 2 to 6+ only.
But I traverse a lot.
So super tiring.
But felt quite loser that I cannot do some routes.
I need my right shoulder blade to recover fast sia.
If not no need train for Gravical.
It's damn pain.
Suck.
Cannot even comb my hair / brush teeth properly.
Okay so at 6+ we all left CA and headed to Nex.
Went to Cold Storage to buy food and then headed to MJ's house for STEAMBOAT.
3 people steamboat.
Damn shiok.
Like good life.
Eating shabushabu with a can of Heineken.
Best.
Then after eating steamboat, YS left first.
So me and MJ sat in front of the sound system and then just listened to classical / modern jazz musics.
WITH ANOTHER CAN OF HEINEKEN.
Damnnn shiokkkk.
Hahahaha.
Okay so after lepaking in the living room, decided to sign up for gravical.
Then after signing up, we went to watch climbing videos.
9b+.
Hardcore max.
Hahahaha.
Okay I'm very tired now.
So we watched climbing videos until 11.13 then I left his house.
Tired ttm.
SHALL GO SLEEP.
GOOD NIGHT!

Shoulder injured

2011-12-09T00:20:00.001+08:00

Wah sian.
I have totally no idea how my shoulder injured.
It's like freaking pain.
I can't touch my hair.
Because it hurts like a kkb.
Anyway, today woke up at 8+.
Then decided to start drawing my Shen Jia Yi.
HAHAHA.
But damn fail.
The proportion damn fail.
The right eye small like siao.
BUT THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT SPOILT THE WHOLE PIC.
SIAN.
If not it will be perfect.
Nvm more sketches soon!
Fun to draw.
Okay so after drawing, eat, dota 1 round.
Then left house.
Went to green to buy things for the open house banner.
Then later headed towards Livia, Leon's secondary home.
Hahaha.
So when I reach there, Nicole, Leon, Wei Lun and Wilfred were there already.
But they haven't started on anything.
So I was supposed to draw a dragon on the banner.
Because I was supposedly good at drawing.
LOL but I cannot visualise the dragon.
But I think at the end it's quite nice :)
Okay then draw draw draw, slack slack slack.
When we wanted to paint the thing already, then we realised what we shopped yesterday was totally wrong.
We needed paint, not freaking spray paints.
Now Wilfred has to "ebay" at the Meridian 9th House Comm wall.
LOL.
Damn pathetic.
So lepaked until like 6+.
Then later Wei Lun started playing skyrim.
Wilfred and Nicole left early.
We stayed in Livia the whole time.
Until 9.20 pm.
To complete skyrim.
And finally, Wei Lun finished skyrim.
OHHHHH SHIT.
Took an arrow to the knee.
HAHAHA.
Okay so went to white sands to eat KFC and then went home.
Saw Shi Yun on the bus.
WAH!!!
Damn long never see her.
I woke up at compass there when I saw her.
Then when I said hello my voice was uber deep.
Hahahhaha.
Yeah so caught up with her.
Asked about o levels, asked about Zoey going what school.
Then she told me she moved house already.
Near XMS.
Cool sia.
Live near xms.
Hahahaha.
Okay so went home and dota.
Stupid ho and low don't want play with me .
Sigh.
Okay bye!

It's been so long

2011-12-08T02:13:00.001+08:00

But I still don't understand much of you.

LOL

2011-12-08T00:45:00.001+08:00

This is how lazy I am now.
Woke up late -> Bugis -> Met Wilfred, Wei Lun and Leon -> Eat at macs -> Weird handshake with random street guy -> Or is it the other way round.
Okay serous.
So after macs, we went to Arts Friends to buy all the stuffs for Open House.
The paint and stuffs.
Damn ex.
Omg.
Okay then after that went to walk around.
Then it started raining.
So we were like STUCK in Bras Basah.
So we decided to walk around that area.
Went to a lot of weird shops.
LOL.
Like got one shop sell all those hispter stuffs.
It's super small but there's a "CAFE"
Like 3 tables 6 chairs.
Then got another shop sells sport stuffs with MUSIC stuffs.
Like drum and shits.
Damn weird.
Okay then we decided to walk under the rain to find the museum of toy.
But I think because of the rain all of us walked too fast that we missed it.
Hahahaha.
So we decided to take bus towards Kallang.
We took don't know what bus.
Whatever bus come we take.
So went to Kallang MRT there and then went towards Paya Lebar to make our Mass Dance shirt.
Wah.
Damn boring that place.
Boring until I need to put my finger into the lock thingy and get stuck.
Boring until I blow infinite amount of saliva bulbbles.
Hahaha.
Oh btw, the person printing the shirt at the Paya Lebar factory is Celestine's Aunt.
So we kinda like slacked around there and discussed about Open House.
Then after that headed to Tampines to buy some food at NTUC and then headed towards Leon's house.
We COOKED.
Meatballs in chicken broth, errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Roasted Chicken, Mee Goreng.
IT WAS EXTREMELY NICE.
Especially the soup.
Didn't expect it to turn out so well.
Then Leon's father was like "Guy's meal"
LOL.
Totally.
Okay then later played Dead Space 2 .
Play play play until Wilfred left first.
After Wilfred left, watched Leon and Wei Lun play skyrim and then after that went home.
So Leon sent both of us off .
Headed towards Pasir ris.
Bought a bottle of Almond drink from 7 11.
UBER NICE.
But 2.20.
Hahaha.
Okay so 109 back and tadah here I am.
Damn tired.
BUT DOTA FIRST.
GOOD NIGHT.

It's time like this, when you just don't feel like caring about anything at all.
But somehow at the end of the day, the heart becomes heavy.
And the flashback starts pouring in.

Buffet, Michael house

2011-12-07T12:32:00.001+08:00

Went to buffet with Joshua, Destin, Li Ying and Eugene yesterday.
LOL eat until super full.
Full until Destin vomitted in Nihon-mura.
Super disgusting.
Then after he vomitted we ask him to eat again since his stomach no more food.
LOL.
We scared of the extra charges ah.
Then Eugene hid some tuna sashimi under the peas.
Then Destin bite some tuna sashimi and spit it on the table (To make it seem that it's rotten)
LOL.
Okay so after eating, went to Ehub arcade to play.
WTH, the HOTD 1, 50 cents play 2 people.
LOL 2 credits.
That means 1 game 25 cents.
Okay then after playing arcade, went to find fizzy.
Then we took 89 towards loyang point together and then the two of us went Michael's house.
Yes, FIZZY AND MICHAEL.
So we went to his house.
Nicole's elder sister also there LOL.
So me, fizzy, michael and nicole's sister were at the backyard eating.
DAMN AWKWARDISATION.
But in the end it was okay la.
So went to jam in the jamming room.
Michael's drum is really damn good.
From my perspective la.
Hahaha.
Then Fizzy played bass guitar.
Jamming damn fun lor, too bad I don't know how to play anything.
Tsk.
Okay I shall go meet AHC now.
Late already.
Supposed to reach Tamp at 12.
GG.
Kay bye.

Anaki Records

2011-12-05T02:05:00.001+08:00

Today has been quite an eventful day.
Wanted to slack the whole day at home.
Until chong yu called.
"Oie you free anot, can I come your house do work? My comp spoil"
PROBLEM SOLVED.
So he came at around afternoon time.
While I was playing skyrim.
Hahaha.
So I played until like 2.30 then we decided to go and eat at Hougang Green.
So after eating, went back home and he started on his work.
I was sitting on the chair and I just fell asleep.
Lol.
Damn tired.
Okay then after he finished, play one round of dota.
Until it was around 5.50.
Asked loon to fetch the two of us to the nearest MRT.
So he sent us to Hougang MRT.
From there, we took train towards Chinatown station.
LOL the two of us started walking from one end of the train to another.
I was holding a samurai umbrella and everyone was staring at it.
So went to Anaki Records BAND CONCERT.
WOOO.
Even though there was very little people, it was quite high over there.
Like got malays dancing even though it's raining.
Then the music was good.
The speaker was too loud.
As if you have an invisible earpiece.
Yup, very different kind of music.
But definitely those that fizzy like.
Hahaha.
But the people there all damn cool.
I think people who chases their passion are all cool people when they are at the place filled with passion.
Like musicians headbang and dance with no shame in the concert.
So does climbers climb and socialise with each other by giving each other routes and encouraging each other.
PASSION is so important.
Hahahaha.
It's been long since I've typed a long long post so I guess here it is.
Hahaha.
The longest post I've ever written I think was 2k+ words.
It was the sec4 class outing to ECP.
That rainy day.
O levels just ended not long.
Miss 401 sia.
Sian.
Anyway, back to today.
Yup, so after listening to all those rock and metal music, left the place after the concert ended at around 9pm.
Oh I forgot to mention there was this old uncle (around 70) who started dancing to the music.
And head bang with the youngsters.
HAHAHA.
Damn cute.
Okay so after that, went to Nex and played HOTD 4.
Apparently we wanted to play immediately.
But there was this small kid, around 10 years old who was playing HOTD 4 and we were hoping he will die.
BUT HE DAMN PRO.
Like he know where's all the bonus life.
Blah.
Okay so we waited and in the mean time fizzy went to play razing storm.
Then later got one guy play.
So he go play time crisis 3.
Then later that guy finish alr he still playing time crisis 3.
So I told fizzy "Eh you go change more money first, I help you play"
Then later when he come back, he continued.
AND THE GUY CAME BACK TO PLAY HOTD 4.
So we waited for quite some time.
Like we only started at 10.40.
Lol.
Okay so after playing, we went to take 101 towards my house.
He haven't finish this homework.
So he's coming my house to finish.
Then later halfway through the 101 bus ride, I realised my samurai umbrella was not with me.
IT WAS FREAKING IN THE ARCADE.
So we took 101 back.
And shit that driver.
Drive like tortoise.
Then we damn pek cek.
Lol.
But in the end we found it in the arcade.
Not the same spot as where I put though.
That means somebody played with it.
CB.
Okay so after retrieving the umbrella, cabbed back home because it was late.
Reached home at 12.02.
So fizzy started doing his stuffs and then he left at around 12.30.
I think he ran back home hahaha.
Okay so that's about my day.

s

2011-12-04T02:15:00.001+08:00

大笨蛋

AHHHHHHHH

2011-12-04T01:57:00.001+08:00

Today sent chai off.
Then went destin house lepak with celestine, li ying, gideon and wilfred.
No mood.
Bye.

I don't know

2011-12-02T01:43:00.001+08:00

I do not know how I am feeling now.

It's so weird.

Don't know what I am going to do.

So awkward.

But yet, it's a must to solve the awkwardness.

But there's almost no solution to this.

I guess the only solution is time.

But meanwhile, there's nothing else I can do.

Other than to talk to trustworthy friends.

So far, thanks Kelvin, Ivan and Vincent for hearing me out.

Love you all.

Muacks

Zombie

2011-12-01T11:58:00.001+08:00

Hi, it's 11.57am now and I just woke up.
I had a quite funny dream.
But it was damn cool.
I cannot remember a lot of thing but I shall try.
The last thing I remember was I think somebody told us the news that this block of building was infected with zombie.
Then Kelvin, Wai Heng, Chong Yu and I went to check it out.
The whole place was kinda dark.
OMG.
I just remembered it was at my Grandma's house at Geylang.
But both my grandma and grandpa passed away when I was younger.
So there was no one living at the house.
So the scene was even scarier.
It was at like 7+ pm.
I remembered we were running down the stairs, chasing all the zombies and holding different kind of guns.
I think I was the leader and I had a lot of different guns.
Just press one button and I got another gun.
All those different BF3 guns.
Then got laser somemore.
So we chased the zombies from one end to another, until it was at the 7th floor then I remembered it was my ah ma house.
So I was like, "Wrong! They must have gone down."
So together with the other 3 of them, I ran down and down.
Then I don't know somehow, the tables turned and the zombies chased us from one staircase to another staircase through a corridor.
Then later the zombies went up.
And the 4 of us were at the corner of a staircase.
Oh, then Wai Heng got this equipment, that is able to detect what's opposite a wall.
The thing he holding is like a taser, but with blue misty light floating around the taser.
So he put it on the wall and he said the zombies were above us.
So we started planning on what to do.
I said I will hold shotgun and chiong.
Then both Kelvin and Chong Yu held some machine gun with laser pointer on it.
Then Wai Heng don't know hold what, but he's the intelligent one in the 4 of us.
(That's why he got that taser like equipment)
So after we were all ready, all of us shouted CHIONG AH CHIONG AH CHIONG CHIONG.
So we ran up two levels and then saw a zombie.
Then later Kelvin and Chong Yu was standing in front and IT WAS WRONG.
I was supposed to be the tanker and chiongster cause I was holding shot gun.
So I asked them to make way and I chionged in front.
Then later the zombies ran down the stairs again.
But they were injured.
There were like 3 only.
I think the 3 zombies that we were killing are actually my friends.
They still have some consciousness but they have some mental problems.
So that's why the zombie want to kill us in the first place because they are MAD.
So I was holding the shotgun, one of the zombie was on the floor.
I kept shooting and shooting.
BUT I KEEP MISSING.
Then got no more bullets.
You know those dream when you got no energy to punch people.
Like you feel weak and stuff.
YES, I totally felt that.
My shot gun missed almost everything at point blank range.
Then I used the shot gun to smash it onto the zombie.
But it felt like a poke.
But somehow, the zombie died.
But I wasn't convinced.
So I went to tickle it and it started laughing and shaking around.
Then I think Wai Heng came and somehow killed it.
Then he helped to kill the one Chong Yu is fighting too.
Then I don't know for what reason, someone cut off the left arm of the zombie.
Then it was quite gore.
And then it ended.
Hahaha.

In the dark

2011-12-01T00:57:00.001+08:00

Mind-fucked, pissed and all the negative emotion you can think of right now.

The feeling of being kept in the dark.

My life is too much like a movie right now.

Too dramatic.

I don't know how to handle this.

I'm really glad that I have friends like Kelvin that I can rely on.

I guess no matter how introvert I am, I still need to let the things in my mind out.

If not I'll probably go mad.

The more I think about it, the more WTF it gets.

Seriously, there's so much going through my mind now.

The whole thing is about what if?

What if this, what if that.

I don't know how the whole thing will turn out to be.

I'm totally stuck in a labyrinth.

Almost impossible to solve this problem.

So little time.

What am I going to do?

Yes, I asked for a less mundane life.

But this is seriously too much.

Tired

2011-11-30T09:12:00.001+08:00

Forgot to post yesterday.
But yesterday was kinda boring.
Went to school early in the morning to clean up the tents.
Was late by half and hour.
So met with Leon, Wei Lun and Tsui Yan and we started cleaning up.
Then the ODAC people keep telling ME I shouldn't do this, do that.
Come on, I'm from ODAC.
I have 4 year experience and you only got 1 year.
SO IGNORANT.
LOL
Okay so we cleaned up the tents and stuff.
The sun was damn hot.
So is our feet.
So we used the water cooler water and pour it on the floor.
To make it less hot.
So after cleaning the tents, played soccer with Leon and Wei Lun outside the ODAC room there.
Play play play then lepaked at the table.
Watch Wei Lun compose some music beats.
Then decided to go eat Carl's Jr cause Leon never eat before.
Hahaha.
So we went to Tampines to eat.
Damn shiok Carl's Jr.
So after eating, Wei Lun started playing SKYRIM.
Oh no.
Hahaha.
Okay so about 4, we left to our own destination.
I went to Onsight.
Supposedly only going to sign up for the competition.
Then in the end decided to just climb there alone.
Climbed from 4.30 to around 8.
Damn tired now.
But it was good training!
Competition on Friday.
Onsight Bouldering Series.
I scared go there throw face.
Some more no one is going with me.
Tsk.
Shall borrow chalk from Yong Sheng.
Hahahah.
Okay so that's about it for yesterday.
My hands are aching mad now.
CIAO

Paddler's camp

2011-11-28T20:49:00.001+08:00

PADDLE PADDLE ALL THE WAY.

Paddler's camp was awesome.

It's been a long time since I had this kind of "Out of comfort zone" camps.

But it's still manageable compared to ODAC in the past.

But still zone our here and there because freaking tired.

Well, the first day was like kayak kayak kayak.

Then we dug the shrine of the 7 giants.

LOL

I kinda can't wait for the pictures to be uploaded.

Comfirm damn funny.

The first night was damn funny.

We went to booze at changi village.

Eat cockles and nasi lemak.

Super uncle.

But damn shiok.

Okay la, then went to sleep.

Slept in the tent at first, then went outside cause inside the tent got mosquito bite.

FREAKING COLD.

It rained at around 3+ 4+ am but I didn't wake up at all.

Chin Yue say he woke up because of the rain, he saw me sleeping under the rain, then I never move, so he continued sleeping too. HAHA

Damn pig.

Okay so woke up at around 8.

Wet and cold.

Went to brush teeth, ate some breakfast, and set off back to Pasir Ris Water Venture from Changi.

So yup, paddle paddle.

At around 12+ we reached.

So washed up and headed towards pit 45.

Went to play with the sand.

Sandcastle building.

The tide got lower and lower so exposed some clay.

And we dug one clay area.

And dig like thigh deep.

LOL.

Then we walked in and BOOM, fell all the way into the clay hole.

It's like quick mud.

Quite scary and disgusting.

Okay then after playing with all this sand under the hot sun, all of us got sun burnt.
Went to clean up and then when we wanted to start the BBQ, IT RAINED.
So stayed in the pavilion and lepak.
Then I started the fire with other people.
Learnt that actually if want to transfer fire, can just take one hot charcoal put on the other pile.
Simple.
Okay then start fire.
Cook.
Eat.
Then went for night walk.
Then partner with Wei Lun.
Quite scary.
The same mangrove.
Then at the last part hear the kok kok kok sound.
cb.
Scared me.
Okay then whatever, walked back to school.
Slept in school after suppering and bathing.
Then woke up.
Activity until 12+.
Went for HC filming.
Then went to eat at BK.
Then home.
Then SKYRIM.
Then went buffet with family at Hougang Plaza nihon-mura,
Then homed.

Lazy ball

2011-11-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

Lecture.
Soccer.
CCA.
Pitch tent / First Aid.
Bball with Xian Ting's class people.
And my class people also.
Bedok 85 eat with Chai, Wei Lun, Leon and Chin Yue.
Home.
Pack bag.
GOING TO SLEEP.
DOTA/ SKYRIM FIRST.
HAHAHA.
Okay bye people.
Off to camp tomorrow.
Coming back on Monday.
Miss me!

DALLAS GUO JIAN AN

2011-11-24T23:55:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
Today is a cool day.
Because 11S103 got new classmate.
Dallas.
First bonding session with him.
Hahaha.
I bet next time when I look back at this post I will be laughing.
Maybe because all of us good friend with Dallas already.
Haha.
Anyway, had two lectures today.
Chem and physics.
After chem lecture, went to watch happy feet with class at nex.
Gideon and Destin joined too.
Oh right, before that went to eat first.
Eat at food junction pepper lunch.
Haha.
Then errrr, went to watch the stupid show.
Almost fell asleep twice.
Cause it's seriously boring.
I mean, it's a music movie.
Those kind.
SIAN.
So much for making celestine, chai, li ying and audrey kneel down in front of me and beg me go.
LOL.
Tsk.
Okay so after watching happy feet 2, went back home while they went back to school.
Played skyrim at home while waiting for climbing session at 6pm.
Then it started raining.
So I was like "SIAN NO NEED CLIMB ALREADY"
So might as well just skyrim all the way.
At 7, MJ called, "Oie I reached already, you at where."
OHHHHHH SHITTTTTTTTTTTtt.
So chionged and stuff.
Then reached Farrer park at 7.40.
Quite fast.
So went to climb at CA.
Met zhi wen and elaine.
Saw Lynette Koh also.
wee woo weet.
LOL.
Imba girl.
Okay, so climb until 10.45 like that then go off.
Yup so just bathed, and home sweet home.
Good day! :D

School ending soon!

2011-11-24T07:11:00.001+08:00

2 more days to holidays.
I need to study during the holidays!
Cannot slacken off.

Anyway, I forgot to post yesterday.
So here it is.
Went to school early in the morning with Vincent's car.
But in the end my lecture start at 9.
So I went to library and lepak.
Went to on one computer and started watching climbing videos.
Going climb later!
Excited.
Hahahaha.
Okay then it was lectures all the way until 13 30.
So kept sleeping.
Especially during chem lecture.
Too tired already.
Yup, then after chem lecture, Michael, Yi Ren and I were playing bottle cap in the LT.
LOL.
I pek cek cause no matter how many times I shoot the bottle cap cannot go into the dustbin.
So went to meet AHC and Atlas mass dancers at study bench.
So Wilfred briefed us on what to do first.
Then we all went to the canteen.
Saw Bryan Heng.
He came to our school.
LOL.
Quite funny actually.
So went to basketball court.
Started teaching mass dance there.
Then got caught because the lightning alert was on.
So I was in charge of 11S204 with Wei Lun, Siti, Zul, Gideon and Nicole.
Yup, so taught the dances to them.
Damn fun.
Hahahaha.
Leon's class learn quite slow.
Or rather, 11S204 learn damn fast.
They hardcore can remember all the moves.
Great disciples comes with great master.
HAHA.
So after learning the dances, the whole Atlas was to go to the canteen for some mass cheering session.
Cheered with all the other houses, stand on table and stuffs.
But then Callisto wasn't there.
Aww.
But it was a good cheering session.
^^
Okay then after that stayed in the school canteen to lepak around.
Played jackslap with Gilda, Charles, Ting Hao, Zul (Photog) and don't know who.
Omg the photog people.
When they come together like multinational sia.
Got philipino, american, china, japanese, french.
DAMN SOUND LIKE.
Then Chai was there also.
Then she keep YA MA TE.
YAA MA TEE~
Siao eh.
Okay so after playing jackslap with them, went to play jackslap with kok wee, sylvia, jia xin, charlotte siow and darren chia.
LOL.
Super funny.
Then later kok wee suggested we play eight slap.
Then being a pro in jackslap, I couldn't resist the temptation to slap a jack.
Then I keep losing.
Damn sad.
Okay so play paly play play play.
Until like 8?
Then went to eat with a lot of people.
There was xh, me, wei lun, gilda, kok wee, darren chia, charlotte, ivan low, nikhil, ting hao and don't know who.
Ate at KFC @ whitesands.
Hahaha.
After eating, walked to the bus stop with xh, ivan, kok wee and darren chia.
Then we heard some wild boar noise coming out from the drain.
And that is damn scary.
XH say the sound of a wildboar can travel damn far.
Apparently, it came from the forest near whitesands.
LOL, damn loud sia the wild boar.
Okay, then later bused home with kok wee and ivan.
DOTA + Skyrim -> Sleep.
Okay shall rush to school now!
Good bye!

.

2011-11-23T07:21:00.001+08:00

我就是幼稚

才有办法追你这么久

No school!

2011-11-23T00:23:00.001+08:00

No school today.

Went to cut hair and then dinner @ nex with kelvin zh zy fiz and wai heng.

Hahahaha.

Then went arcade.

Played HOTD4.

Wooot.

I reached 3rd stage boss already.

Not bad.

I got A for my first stage.

x38 perfect.

Hahaha.

Damn fun house of the dead.

Next time I want train until $2 can finish the whole game.

Okay then bishi bashi here and there.

Oh ya, I forgot to mention, my hairstyle ain't the same anymore.

Hahaha.

No more mohawk or mallet, just a normal spike hair with super short fringer.

Hahaha.

Since young still can change haha.

Aiya.

Other than that, have been playing skyrim the whole day.

SUPER FUN.

I think I addicted to gaming already.

Shit.

Okay whatever, going to dota again.

BYE.

afdsa

2011-11-22T00:25:00.001+08:00

Shall go and bathe and clear my thoughts.

You're still the apple of my eye

2011-11-22T00:19:00.001+08:00

It's been 503 days.
The hardest part of growing up is that the girl is always more mature than the guy.
I guess I'm the childish one.
Cause I don't know how to stop chasing you.

OGL CAMP

2011-11-20T18:01:00.001+08:00

Hi people.
It's been quite long since I go for a camp.
I think camps are good.
Somehow, I get so damn tired and busy to even think of anything.
Everything is related to the camp.
Like for example, this morning, I felt quite awkward.
Because as a house comm, I'm supposed to cheer.
And after seeing triton, phobos, miranda and callisto cheer, then it's our turn.
But I was like tired, or rather don't have the feel to cheer.
But must force myself to cheer.
Must stand up table somemore.
But in the end, I just decided to be myself and just cheer softly at one corner.
Hahahaha.
This was one of the reflection in the camp la.
Like being yourself in front of new people.
And really think a lot about the camp.
Nothing else.
Still, I want to say that blogging is something that brings me back to normal.
Too high, go back low.
Too low, help to go up.
That's why I love blogging.
But sometimes, it's just plain tired such that I don't want to blog.
I think most people blog for people to see.
But I blog rubbish.
HAHAHA.
Okay la, I blog whatever that comes out from my head.
ER.
Okay so let's talk in detail about OGL camp.
OGL camp was a blast.
It's like LTC.
But I don't know LTC or OGL camp more fun.

First day
After lessons, went home take stuffs and then went to LT5 at 2pm.
Then briefing briefing
Check in bunk.
I'm the bunk ic.
Okay then later after putting all the stuffs in the bunk with Atlas 2, 3 and 4, started with some icebreaker games.
I was the only house comm in the Atlas group.
Cause house comm got 7 people.
So 4 groups split into 2 + 2 + 2 + 1 house comm.
Then unfortunately I was the 1.
Hahaha.
There was Hui Wen, Farhan, Chin Yue, Edwin, Terence, Tsui Yan and Benedict.
Quite a small group.
But it was quite an interesting group.
Got to know Farhan and he's a cool dude.
Yup, so after icebreakers, we played Pre-MMM in school.
Me and Jabrina was the Station IC for the game.
I don't even know that.
Hahaha.
But we got closer because we had to work together.
I think all the pairs of station IC got closer haha.
Me and Jabrina changed the game quite a lot.
But I think it was a fun game.
So after that, dinner then got night activity.
Like night walk.
Okay then got briefing at LT 5.
Then blah blah blah went to bunk.
Oh then went to sleep.
Benedict, Wei Lun, Leon and Wilfred were sleeping on the floor on connected sleeping bags.
Then I decided to lie on top of the 4 of them.
LOL.
Then Wei Sheng joined in.
So we roll around them.
Damn funny but we were super noisy.
People who want to sleep like Deon got damn pissed.
Then he shouted "PEOPLE WANT TO SLEEP ONE LEH. SO NOISY HOW SLEEP?"
SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
HAHAHA.
He was angry, but thinking back it's quite funny.
Okay so Wei Sheng and I decided to go sleep after talking awhile because really damn bored.
So we went to sleep.

Second day

And woke up at around 6+.
Went to clean myself using towel.
Then blah blah .
Slack around.
Then briefing by SC at LT5.
MMM
Went to vivo.
Daiso.
Buy scissors, poker cards.
And then went to sentosa board walk with Chai, Vivek, Genie(dunno how spell), Hui Shan, Ashiq, Darren, Arun, Gilda, Shiuan Jun and Audrey.
Hahhaha.
Chai and I kept trying to prevent people from tripping over our lines on the floor.
But still got a lot people trip.
Sian.
Then got complained, and then had to move to somewhere else.
Then later it continued.
While we ate ruffles and drink water and wait for groups to come.
After everything, went to the travellator there to wait for all the groups to finish.
While waiting, played poker, AND GOT SCOLDED .
Blah this part just sucked.
THE RWS MANAGER SCOLDED JEAN AND ALL OF US.
And sadly, there was no adult to kp him.
So he just keep kp us.
But Jean was damn strong.
She keep trying to talk back even though like I think she feel like crying.
Good job Jean!
Okay then went back to school.
Then it started raining.
So I went to buy subway with Gilda, Chai, Shiuan Jun and Vivek.
After buying then went to take 358 since it was raining.
Then later got some rollerbladers come and give free doritos and lays again.
LOL.
Damn shiok.
Okay then went back school.
Then er went to slack in bunk.
Then went for FINALE briefing.
Company Y.
Yong Tau Foo.
Damn cool company.
Hahaha.
We, we are, we are from yong tau foo.
Say WHAT?
We, we are, we are from yong tau foo.
Hahaha.
So we had to act and sing.
So from this activity, got to know Jia Jun and Bibi better.
Bibi's TAU SIA PIA.
Instead of Tau Sar PIa.
HAHAHA.
That's why all of us cheered tau gay, tau hui, tau sia pia instead of tau sar pia.
LOL.
Bibi so funny.
Okay so went to prepare for the act and singing .
Then like awkward at first because all don't know each other.
Then er we just kinda become closer after we keep talking and discussing.
OKAY so Jia Jun keep TACTICS JUDGEMENT.
It's just a guy's facebook name.
Now every OGL know what is TACTICS JUDGEMENT.

YuDa Tacticsjudgement Tan

Hahahaha.
Okay so after our FINALE performance, had some debrief and then sleep.
I was sleeping on the study benches with some house comm people and my bunk guys.
Then later when I open my eyes, I was all alone at third floor study bench.
No one at all.
I checked the time, 4am.
Everyone pang seh me.
KNS.
No one bother to wake me up also.
So went back to bunk sleep.
SLEEP

Third day.
Woke up, went to eat.
Then brush teeth.
YES I know,. it's opposite.
Then went back to do cheers.
Then wet games.
Then finish wet games.
Then climb with amsyar awhile.
Then went white sands eat awhile.
Then bused home with Yu Ling, Xiao Tong and Cheng Yee.
Then here.
Then going to sleep.
SORRY FOR THE POST.
I REALLY CANNOT TAKE THE FATIQUE ALREADY.
GOOD NIGHT.
I comfirm wake up tomorrow morning.
Ciaozxsz

OOPS

2011-11-18T13:29:00.001+08:00

Forgot to post yesterday.
Okay to admit it, I was just lazy.

Maybe I'm going to make my blog private.

So only I can read them ^^

See first.

Anyway, I'm heading to OGL camp soon.

Came back to bathe and eat hahaha.

Rush.

OKAY BYE SEE YOU FOLKS.
Coming back on Sunday!

asdf

2011-11-16T22:25:00.001+08:00

Compared to the past, I've been thinking less and less.
And because of this, sometimes I'm quite awkward.

THAT'S WHAT ALL OF YOU MIGHT SAY

But...

I came up with my own theory.
That says that when we grow older, we think less.
And because we think less, we have less problems.
But become more like an average person in the society.
I want to deviate from the society.
I don't want to be any original guy in the society.
I want to have obstacles in my life.
I kinda love the up and down life.
Instead of being mundane.
Because the happiness we feel in a roller coaster ride is much more obvious than one in a straight path.
So I want to keep thinking even when I become an adult.
I think the teenager mind is more complicated than an adult mind.
Which is a good thing.
So don't EVER stop thinking and reflecting.
Or rather, don't stop learning and understanding life!

Ubin, Rain and Livia

2011-11-16T07:53:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was really a good day.
It started off with me waking up and then after packing, and preparing, went to bus stop.
109 came around 5 mins later and then went towards changi village.
So met Chin Yue, Wei Lun and Leon at Changi Village.
Ate bak kut teh and then went to buy stuffs to eat at Ubin.
We bought water and some bananas.
The bananas very important for our survival over there.
LOL.
So, this ubin trip was really fun.
Reminds me of the Yes We Can ubin trip.
Where it rained and we took shelter.
Then everyone was forced to talk since they couldn't do anything else.
HAHAHA.
I remembered Ivy or Tsui Yan gtg at that time.
Then we thinking how to send her over to the jetty under the rain.
Then in the end the father allowed her to stay for 1 or 2 more hours.
Hahahaha.
Okay back to yesterday, so we did a lot of stuffs there.
First we cycled to the west of ubin.
IT OPENED ALREADY.
Can go until bubuk hut.
That time me and Clement want go but then got road block.
Then sian.
But this time have already!
Interesting.
So we went there.
Saw this uber big white caterpillar.
LOL.
Quite disgusting.
It's damn hard the skin.
I tried to poke it.
Q_Q
Okay so as ODAC people, me and Chin Yue was quite good at spotting things.
As usual in and ubin trip.
He say he saw a turtle.
That one I missed it.
Hahaha.
So later we decided to go to Chek Jawa through solo night route.
Then I fell down LOL.
As in I fell down before solo night route.
The fall quite funny, like just EWWWWWW PIAK.
And the EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW PIAK happened in like 0.5 seconds.
Then I stood up as if nothing happened.
HAHA.
So went to Mammam beach to lepak.
Then after eating the bananas and drinking some water, decided to head towards Chek Jawa.
So went there and then we went to climb the Jelawi tower.
Lepak up there again.
Then Chin Yue gave me a bouldering route.
But if I dropped, I will drop 5 storeys and die.
LOL.
Damn funny.
So after lepaking, continued walking through mangrove.
High tide cannot see shit at chek jawa.
So we decided to go visitor centre.
I did buildering at the visitor centre.
I KNOW IT'S LAME.
But who cares, my passion :D
The place quite nice to climb anyway.
Sebastian would like it a lot.
HAHA.
So after lepaking at visitor centre, it started to rain, so we went back to take our bikes and cycle.
WE CYCLED UNDER THE RAIN BACK TO JELUTONG THERE.
The rain uber heavy.
Then the down slope damn scary.
But the up slope damn tiring.
Hahaha.
Surprisingly, my thighs aren't aching today.
It's my butt that is pain.
Cool.
Okay so we went all the way back to Jelutong, drenched from head to toes.
We put our bikes aside and then went down the beach near the jetty to find things.
Found a lot of creatures.
Damn cool.
Chin Yue pro sia.
MARINE BIOLOGIST-to be.
HAHA.
Okay so yup, we spent another hour there trying to hunt for small creatures.
After that took the bum boat back to mainland.
Yup, so went to eat at changi village.
Then went to Leon's condo, Livia to go and swim + sauna.
The whole idea behind this is to clean ourselves by swimming and using sauna to dry our body + pants + clothes.
Then in the end, it couldn't dry at all and I sweat like siao in the sauna.
Apparently the hand dryer dry things faster than the 80 degrees sauna.
LOL.
Okay so after that went to slack at the pool side.
THEN OGLE AT SOME GIRL IN THE GYM.
NOOOOOOO.
Okay it was not my idea.
I DIDN'T START IT.
Okay moving on, went to sports link at white sands afterwards to get the freshener ball to put in my climbing shoes.
$9 sia.
Pain.
But hope it's worth it.
OKAY THEN WENT HOME AND SLEEP.
Shall go submit I&R and that's the end of PW!
Hooray!!!!

Dreamy state everyday

2011-11-15T01:35:00.001+08:00

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one,
I'm all alone and I need you now.

Reflections

2011-11-14T02:05:00.001+08:00

Reflections are probably the best thing to do.

It serves as a checkpoint in life.

Have you achieved this?

Have you achieved that?

It also serves as a "homeostasis".

It brings you back to normal when you are extremely happy or extremely sad.

It's also serves a purpose like a teacher.

A lesson learnt.

Reflect from the past, learn from it.

Reflect from mistakes, learn from it.

No matter how much I rant about life being like this, it won't change.

I have to do something about it.

But sometimes, I get tired of chasing.

Chasing the dream.

It's just so tiring, to see that everything is just fake.

There's no relationship at all.

How much do I stand?
I don't want to be in this state, but what can I do?

15 months later, I will be serving the National Service.

Will I be a changed person?

I really don't know.

Will my heart stay the same?

Will my passion be the same?

Will my dreams in life be the same?

I guess these 3 things are the most important thing in my life.

I really worry about the coming few years in my life.

Mr Din assured me that I will know what I want when I come out from NS.

I really hope so man.

What I wish every 11:11, is that my efforts won't go to waste.

But I guess, I am still so insignificant in your life.

Like you want me then you take me.

I don't really want to talk to you sometimes.

It's because I'm scared that you think I'm irritating or something.

Or rather, I always wanted to talk to you.

Even if it's just a short text I will be satisfied enough.

But I really don't know what we can talk about.

AHHHHHHHH asdfdsa
I really think I will go crazy one day in my 2 years in JC.

Everything's damn weird.

Or maybe, it's just me that's weird.

Today

2011-11-13T01:14:00.001+08:00

is quite a boring day.

I'm going to blog fast because I want to watch Cristiano Ronaldo on the facebook soccer group wall.

Hahaha.

Damn cool.

Like fight science.

Anyway, today was really nothing to do day.

Woke up, supposedly going to climb.

But in the end all don't want go.

Then just nice rain also.

Then stayed at home dota and BF3 all the way until 6+

Then dinner with Kelvin, Jun Wen, Chong Yu and Wai Heng.

Then we went to play HOTD4.

Damn fun but the gun got problem.

Cannot shake.

But at least better than AMK hub one.

Nex one stlll the best.

Tsk.

Okay then after that went home!

That's it.

Then dota with Kelvin, Ho and Fizz.

Lol.

Boring day la.

Tomorrow going to climb.

Going to give it my all!

Tough training tomorrow!